Time flies, people have changed, suddenly, 2019 has become history.
Foreword
To tell the truth, did not want to write this summary, because I really Zaoxin 2019 flies, from the beginning to the end of April, my experience is stumbling, nothing more than two words sum up, job layoffs. I believe these two words for the Internet community is no stranger to friends, even if you did not experience it, it is not difficult to find online news and industry groups to speak, for the Internet practitioners, in 2019 the stock market really is not very friendly, not that far away, two months before the event chrysanthemum plant 251 bloody incidents in the workplace is still vivid in my mind, winter comes, cruel situation in the industry, many companies survival in such an environment, the rise and fall of small individual destiny It seems so insignificant.
Of course, I write this not to complain about how bad the situation in the environment, but to sum up this experience by recording future recollection of when to alert yourself to help you see the foot of the road. In addition, if the paper can cause some readers to think or feel something, then it would be my greatest comfort.
Personal situation
First introduce my personal circumstances, I graduated 17 years, currently located in Guangzhou, the school will not say, just a second-rate university undergraduate.
Naked resignation of time is 2019 April 18, you figure it, when was the resignation of my experience about two years or so, this stage is rather awkward, underachievement, I do not know the specific statistics how, but my own job experience, most of the company's social recruit many of which are required more than three years of work experience, for the following two years of job experience requirements of small, plus industry winter, this experience stage Job seekers can be described as worse.
He began to quit
In April, when, in the case did not find at home, I resolutely put forward his resignation, before resigning, how much I've mentally prepared to receive real tough job, because 18 years from the beginning of the entire Internet industry is not at peace, 996, news of layoffs began to emerge, then the Internet is already winter comes, can spring after winter seems nowhere in sight, a bad situation continued into 2019, the day after, however, based on personal planning and time positions , I chose to bare speech (it seems it is not wise).
The departure date is 19 years April 18, the day after the resignation took leave to prove his former club, my mood is not very anxious, because I think before the interview prepared to do very well, and should not be looking for a job problem (the fact that I was too young), so after a few days rest, I began to resume on the internet, but also trouble during some friends to help in the push, then that is vigilant, waiting for an invitation to interview at home.
After the initial work difficult job
Although the beginning I was full of passion, but the reality soon fiercely gave me a face, from April 20 begins to resume until around May first have a chance to interview, interview after that company hr say that our ability interviewer feel that you can, but you have to pay too much to your work experience we can only give you 9k. Damn, I almost exploded heard here, this is what the market ah, are more than the price before I leave, and then come to you have self-worth, leave, will no period. Hr before he saw the face of contempt I really can not wait to smoke a slap in the past, but the gas return gas, or to continue looking for work, and later continue to resume, but the interview invitation received is still low, and there Mianyao most companies are some of the mediocre companies (you know), I was wonder if their resume is badly written, and then ask Ali a big brother to help me through the next pass, he has said that after reading my overall resume no problem, is that you can put a personal highlights (such as blog address) on the more conspicuous place, so I compiled as recommended by the chiefs went after the start of resume, but with little success until around June barely have a decent company to invite me to the interview, the company is paid to do, the size is not large, but spotted online evaluation is still relatively high, so I also more favorite for the (fact that I still too young), results of the interview no accident, because before all review almost, to the payroll in general, and finally a smooth entry.
The trial period being laid off
When I received the invitation entry relieved, I thought I finally stabilized. Before the HR talk, as well as online evaluation that, the company's technology atmosphere is good, overtime culture is not serious, to the point from work is more normal, which is simply clean in the Internet industry ah, so entry when I was full of happy, job ring true swept away before stuck, here decided to grand plans.
As everyone knows, this is just my wishful thinking, because the entry after a while I found the atmosphere of the whole company is very depressed, not much communication between work, after work, we did not dare to nothing dry anxious to go home, preferring the water is but also to create the illusion of its own in overtime, in short, it is with the situation before I know is very different. Later I realized it was the poor performance this year, the company earnings in poor circumstances, and even continue at a loss, before my entry has been part of the staff laid off, it's no wonder the whole atmosphere so deep, after all, everyone afraid that they become the layoff, so less talk and more work, to avoid mistakes. As an employee of the trial period, I was afraid to become the object being cut, so spare time I began a review of relevant information interview, after being laid off can prevent the timely look at the company.
Sure enough, Murphy's Law when he said, the more worried the more will come. Close to positive ten days before, my department heads to find me, saying that poor management of the company, now on trial for high staff and the like, and then I wander the performance of the trial period has not yet reached the level of excellence, so the final conclusion is that I do not fit in here positive, I want to apply for leave. Hearing this, I knew I was most worried about things is still there, I was laid off. Although well prepared, but really come like a bolt from the blue for me.
A loss, I, as the trial period employees were the first to consider the nature of discouraging people, but as far as I know, the staff told me the same batch to enter almost all been laid off, it is definitely not because of what the so-called good enough reason is a normal job cuts to reduce costs. From the company's point of view, nothing wrong with doing so, but it is no small thing for us workers, the environment is not good, not easy to find a job in itself, was also laid off before approaching to positive change it is difficult for anyone to do first a time to adapt, but do nothing, since things have happened, the most mature way is comfortable with.
Find a new owner
After leaving, because the family something happened, I went home to rest for some time, of course, this time I am still prepared to face questions in the review, and according to their own lessons learned and beautify your own resume, back after Guangzhou to continue looking for a job, a job that road, my luck is not too bad, voted several companies have the opportunity to interview, including the manufacturers I'd love to Bigo, although the final interview hung up, but through interviews also learn a lot of things, and then go back and do a summary, wrote a surface through share (Welcome to the "Bigo of Java interview, I hung in the third round technical side ........ . " ), after two days to find a new club, and has direct entry to work after the National Day. Although nothing new owner manufacturers, but also inevitably have to work overtime, but here's a great atmosphere and Technology, and his colleagues get along very well, my boss takes good care of me, and I in 2019 it would be the luckiest turning up. More importantly, just yesterday, I turned positive, before being cut shadow of my heart has been hanging like a stone, the stone now finally landed.
Looking back select
This is my job Road 2019, did not want to write so much, I feel like running account, but feel that if in the future your own memorable words, these clear experience can help me more profound wake-up call, even now look back at these experiences, I They feel that they have a lot of time unwise decisions led me into a lot of the pit.
One of the most unwise decision was hastily Naked resignation, perhaps overestimate their abilities, or maybe I underestimated the market situation is grim, although I knew I would find a job, but if I re-precipitation for some time, until when they have more than three years of work experience, then maybe adaptation will be more jobs, more opportunities to choose also.
There is no prior knowledge of sufficient information on the hastily recruited the house to pay the company (in order to avoid arousing suspicion, forgive I can not reveal the real name, here replaced by Company A), I simply looked at before entry A company's official website and see introduce quasi-net, I feel pretty good to rush into a job, learned that the original payment industry is not better after entry, because of strict supervision, a company from the beginning of 19 years began to sluggish business, overall operating loss state, after losses begin to optimize the organizational structure, and as a trial period I was naturally the first batch of objects to be optimized, although the result for the previous entry was unexpected for me, but return to their roots up and I also have some responsibility. Indeed, my understanding of the company's own A more limited, but if I have to do in advance of its in-depth understanding of the industries in which case, I might have learned how grim situation payment industry, to help me in the choice before to create more space for concessions, such as HR was with a company agreed to defer some of the entry time, then try again this time there is no better opportunity, I do not looking any hurry to put all hope tied to a rope. If there is such a consciousness in advance and made ready, maybe I do not need to take so many detours.
Change in mentality
But speaking, the road is their own choice, no matter how hard should go, recall the terrible 2019, despite twists and turns, but I have grown a lot, not technically, at least, I interviewed many of the company routines also have more understanding, which also lack a few manufacturers, about the experience in this regard I will someday write some articles do share.
In addition, my biggest growth is the change in mentality, to be honest, from the beginning of May to the period of time after being laid off, my heart has always been anxious, because I was afraid of instability, it has been for themselves uncertain future and worry, anxiety filled every day with my brain, ghostly lingering, more frightening is that once people retired and sit, they will be cranky, especially when the ailing, negative emotions will be a little bit of accumulation, even sleep is not practical, even in the case awakened at midnight. I do not know if you have had the same experience, maybe it's just because of my own personal mind is not mature enough, but recall their own during that time, gaunt, lack of confidence, so I really do not want to experience again once the bear .
A departure from the company, within the first few days of my heart is still very anxious, but then gradually indifferent, even if you want to know again began the difficult job the way I am no longer afraid, calm face, but also to the fact that my good gifts, back to Guangzhou from home after a few days, I was interviewed by a new owner. Think is really wonderful, why then is there such a sudden transition between their mentality, in retrospect, in addition to the comforting support of friends and family, help me out of the woods probably because a TV series.
I was in love with a TVB drama, starring Gallen Lo is Genesis, Gallen Lo drama played by Ye Tian corner can say that deeply affected me, in the play, Ye Tian entrepreneurial process can be said to be defeated, but he was like beat to death Xiaoqiang, never mind full of confidence, even if the experience of failure is not discouraged, falls to where climbs where, never give up. In the process of watching the drama, Ye Tian spirit of constantly encouraged me, helped me remove the haze of mind, rebuild confidence in their future career development. You may find the two, after all, it was just the drama of it, but it is undeniable, good TV drama is to cause people to think, and subtle impact on the audience, at least for me, was in the doldrums, this drama is a heart decoction.
Since then, I have never kind of anxiety before a tough job this thing, let me change the mentality to regain confidence in the future, I also believe that, even at that time have not found a new club, I can as strong as it is now indifferent faced. After all, life is always to go through the ordeal, the experience might as late as early experience, and looking for work this little twists and turns to amplify the entire way of life is not worth mentioning, this is my 2019 harvest the biggest lesson learned.
New Year hope
Summarizes over 2019, also wrote about the 2020 New Year's some of the expectations of it, to be honest, I do not have lofty ideals, a small people can sit safely live on the line, but also really want to do something from the heart, conclude nothing more than the following point,
1, exercise a strong physique. After work I rarely exercise, the beginning was kind enough to have several small partners about a basketball Zhou Yibo, then often because of missing people to gather it up. Fortunately, now there is a new owner of the gym, not much equipment, but adequate, New Year's plan is one week to go to the gym at least 2-3 times, not for practice, like Tyson and strong, just to have a strong physique, In order to prevent sudden death Well, hee hee, a joke.
2, more content output. 2019 my output rate is too low, statistics a bit and even 30 articles is not that, in the final analysis because of lazy, sometimes want to write something to feel tired, that is what I feel most of the change point. The current plan is to continue to do the technical content related to output, the output of the article will be posted to several blog platform, including CSDN, Denver, blog Park, after may also operate a personal micro-channel public number, we welcome more than Caicai .
3, to find a girlfriend. This estimate is not easy to see fate, ha ha.
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