EDITORIAL: This seven Lyrics are my two years her spare time by a number of my book under the influence of Mr. Xue Xue Qian style, so the title is defined as "modest if like monarch, willing to keep my heart", from 2012 into the write lyrics ranks has been eight years, but are some of the additional interest in leisure made, can not be compared to professionals, originally launched blog Park intention is to record the course of learning about the technology in the IT industry, but thought a moment, still alone divided into a category "twitterings no one who can", used to store spare text creation, after all, this is a childhood interest, but also add a little flavor to slightly boring life work. Zae this name since 2012, I began to use, because at that time appreciate Xu Song (Vae), in order to define their own Zae, basically whenever my original work I will be marked with Zae label.
NO 1.
"City"
ZAE
my veins flowing with my weakness
my pulse beating my dismay
can not retain not afford to dream
flower city of neon corners
of my heart has begun to freeze up
my eyes never Humor the
stiffened smile self-inflicted
torn desire scarlet wounds
To want to be a noble skull is written off clothes shabby
city has asked not to be said to have offered to show off innocent of the ugly
mud fell in love with it high-rise open up the grave and buried the free
city said to sit back and relax sweater bind tightly shut your mouth
Your left hand escaped my right hand
you back announced my discomfort
after struggling still to go
and no one to take into account the feelings of the city
you have to start indifferent tone
your move gradually ignored my
face gentle and sincere rare
cover childhood pure eyes
To want to be a noble skull is written off clothes shabby
city has asked not to be said to have offered to show off innocent of the ugly
mud fell in love with it high-rise open up the grave and buried the free
city said to bind tightly to sit back and relax sweater Shut your mouth
they began their chatter I was full of praise for
me to write down my guilt and pay homage to the dead of the night in the Spring and Autumn
had said yes to get drunk but bowed our heads into the city
vowed to walk in reality Please ruin my scarlet wounds
NO 2.
"bid farewell"
Zae
stone water droplets through the
clouds swept away by the wind
Lost Souls who opened his eye
at night wrote to pray
laugh hated to lose
tears loved to retain
my stubborn not look back
sake of your tender
Please say goodbye to cook pot of wine in the romantic pavilion Hero
helpless arch of the hand goodbye to strangers opening
Carbon saved by fire
wood is impregnated with ink
frame in waiting who in
the story also has rotted
tea was writing poetry old
wine was asked word worry
river carries much freedom
I asked a question this hill
Please say goodbye to cook pot of wine in a dream memories keep empty
frustrating fantasy boat and swim to the past but kept a shame
sorry let alone export to thank once who held my sleeves
innocent tears do not let fear of hurting those wounds
Soul whom shelter
letter depreciation whom
I picked up those red beans
in the past waved
goodbye to please cook pot of wine drunk in the past, accompanied
make the wrong committed stacked into autumn and the right people stay together
NO 3.
"Unscrupulous"
ZAE
(parodies XueZhiQian version unscrupulous)
Profile slightly absurd rhetoric superb
soulful chaos close too difficult
and every eye with me looking very forward to
your emotional coldness
let alone become a habit
you brazenly tried to dodge your
words politely declined successful
is riddled decision to abandon simple too hard to forget
I pretended I let it fall out
linger hard ridicule
helpless lie was the last fool yourself unbearable
Obsession too full role more miserable
but miss the night into the habit of
tiny cicadas as I began to upset
you no sense fretting
I try to reduce the gap to catch up with
you brazenly tried to dodge your
words politely declined successful
is riddled decision to abandon simple to forget too hard
I broke naturally, I can not fall out
but words like being ridiculed slander
naive means that no one unattended mouth again to talk about
last wish, please stop embarrassing
4. NO
"conceited"
ZAE
desire like the city of neon rusty trumped
it guarded vanity for this prosperity soil
like the original impulse led to the wine smell
it yourself naked in a relative stranger in
that noble but also to shore up public opinion long days
put on sheepskin scarf covered his face stole
that poor man begging at the station waiting in the wings
after dark shaking dice cup in the light
Reality silence those who do vanity
deaf singing the song simply
poor innocent people who do the selfish
blindness of those looking for fun
Like greedy people out of evil hands after struggling
he looked behind prison bars prison tears are
like life-March break the umbilical cord fell in love with freedom
she wrote guilty to hiding in the corner doing evil
that young boy thinking about writing the poem show
secretly change the song after being laughed at a man
that old wrinkles climb elevated stand in the cold winter
thick shoulders carrying a number of yearning and dreams
Reality silence those who do vanity
deaf singing the song simply
poor innocent people who do the selfish
blindness of those happy looking
good you do not conceited speculation
in the music you want to listen ZAE said listening to the radio to listen to pull villain
sensational conceited why not
we are being loved to be seen through the hurt
5. NO
"clown"
ZAE
your cool like good design
I pretend not see this change
accustomed to it a superficial
your perfunctory always show the disdain
I smiled and pretended atmosphere is not embarrassed
how yet use silence to answer
Is not the story of a clown must be obedient
in exchange for a loved one word of truth
I volunteered to act as this funny character
put on a mask becomes a joke
to go past you remember what I worried about
tired of those mean it sounds then
I will not go smiling and crying desperately struggling to
take off the mask becomes a fool
You appear like a plot required
in relation to the departure end of the script
repeated the sentiment in the punishment
you leave for granted like
I can only sadness buried
hug last silly
He is not young at heart always too pompous
yet arrived, but the clown show off tease
me close my eyes and let the tears across the cheek
was like something forget it
and then remember what you look like my mind
will always grumbles angle twitter
later you like a dumb quiet
is because they do not really love it
Emotional clown
after all, is to exit ah
NO 6.
"Screen world"
ZAE
story of a man
when you eyes to see and empty a little
to see on the street a woman
forget the years covered by makeup leaving wrinkles
are down seriously
afraid to look me in the eyes of
this atmosphere is not numb suitable for modern
Carries the cemetery
in exchange for going also always only ten centimeters
hundreds of millions of souls only
escape can not escape the deep love of the screen
distant beach is beautiful
and no one pay any attention
is better to stay with wife hid screen world
to be honest blockhead
I heard someone say this day and age do not need love
to hide the screen seen those bad script written
repeating the idea that fantasy drama improvisation
turned to a man or a room
when we all laughed and sink in the screen world
you why a person holding a naive table loyal
face of rumors pointing to withstand
strong is not like a child
Previous bike
is old but can hold up two people love
lost iron ring
which become rusty in wet corner
's are changing
, why should we care about entangled
hide reluctant to do a competent actor
I heard someone say that he still believed in love
hiding screen defined in a variety of standard mate
put on suits and ties performance die like a dog
work on Friday not to touch a surface
when we are tempted, laughing with each other on the screen in the world
you why a man holding a really simple table
painted with gouache put on rouge charming skirt
might be able to exchange a look sweetheart
Look at this how to get out of the screen
is hard not help but smile or covered with tears
and then silence several times forced to love again
I hid screen world only to pray for your turn
NO 7.
"Paradox"
ZAE
reversed unknown city full of imagination
belonging nothing I was too confused
to play at the table holding the glass samples holding a field
today do not pretend to be
younger dust on her own ever dreamed of
strangeness assigned to the familiar face
how willing hasty departure are not defeated
today when I play at home
Until the dark of the night hanging down
my cold heart melt into a bit sentimental
there are tears I fear that dawn
reality taught people to forge ahead
even disguise again and again
, but soft heart does not like to lie
so the mind slowly into night slow to speak
curled up into a strong hiding in the cracks
of life into it advised me to live cockroach
even if the face of adversity but also stubborn
Not just in the habit of dirty white
just could not break through the defensive wall and my heart
just helpless and can only order his appearance
just do not know tomorrow is hope or despair,
but my heart is also hidden snow wolf only
so clenched tightly pegged to goals