Foreword
Went to the annual summary of the time period, in accordance with the desired last year, this year I will continue to write this year's year-end summary! Benpian summary is mainly about doing this year, the harvest and get insights on life!
This year the event
working:
In this work some ways very successful, is the core staff in the department, in charge of technology selection, design, integration framework, specifiers, write documentation, code review, etc., is also responsible for the beginning of this year with new people, of course, with this position is not very powerful personal reasons, but in the mountains tiger, monkey when the king!
O__O "... it is written in the sector as well as some of the code written document became the new employee reference object, according to the new project is basically a set of examples that I wrote in execution.
Start with new people this year, overall pretty Yes, basically can handle alone behind their own affairs, but in some places because of the lack of experience the problem, because time is running out, a bit excessive to help new employees, leading to the subsequent process of formation is dependent, and not for both sides well equipped, and good follow-aware, granted mermaid as delegate to fish , but finally grown up.
this year the use of Kafka + elasticSearch live ten billion-month technical processing of data in the company, of which about technology selection, planning to cluster scheme is basically responsible for the design and development of personal independence, the first month of life to live ten billion project this count, think there is a little excited.~_~
In the community:
Mainly in the blog garden, CSDN, Denver, hackers sent, GitHub technology community this:
- Write a series of blog SpringCloud and several SpringBoot integrated series of blog, the blog is still talked about these items were put GitHub open source;
- In the above GitHub main safeguard the Java-Study , springBoot-Study , springcloud-Study these projects, star of these projects has passed a total of one thousand;
- There are more than 20 articles blog visits the broken million;
While the above results for the big brother for nothing, but for himself, still a lot of encouragement, at least write the blog, open source projects can help to exact some people.
personal:
- Electronic read some books,
<Principle and practice of distributed service framework>, <5 minutes a day Fun docker container technology>, but just looked at it, when used in the work will go to see; - Read several non-technical books, <red and black>, <alive> <: Ordinary World>, <alive> I see so many books in the most affected one, just read a little time depression, feel too miserable, but then carefully taste, and found another kind of feeling, people living itself is to live and live, live is the best life;
- I saw a lot of movies and TV shows, <wandering the earth>, <Train Your Dragon 3>, <Rebels>, <Luo black Wars>, <me and my motherland> other <Rebels> this year the most burning sensation, <Train Your dragon 3> is the feeling of most of the feelings, really like this movie, but <Luo black Wars> is the most comfortable feeling watching, whether it is color or music, are particularly comfortable ;
- The last year of 10,000 steps a day as a habit, do not bother to have been reached;
- 5 pounds overtime due to fat, determined to lose weight, month by 10 pounds;
- Adhere to protect the teeth, mouthwash after meals, scaling each year;
- Adhere to protect the eyes, wearing blue glasses, electronic products open eye pattern;
- Insist on the protection of the cervical spine and fingers, more exercise;
- ...
This year is an important event count with a mortgage, not capricious. . .
In contrast, last year, some changes have personal interaction with others, towards work and have a different attitude towards life, although there may be some potter praises, since the puff, but towards work, the individual is still very serious and responsible, reliable, self-discipline, communication loop. . . and many more
- Towards work: reliable,
This year is a bit mean, find a string of mysterious numbers within a certain time, perhaps this already imply anything ~ _~
There's word is LOL Genting mode of chess, playing for some time, less than 200, reaching the grade I did not think of the master , but From this incident I also found my strengths.
Last year's target completion
Last year's target:
last undecided there are some basic objective has developed a habit, unconscious is complete, but there are still many do not stick with it, such as a weekly blog, he wrote this year only about 20, with less than half of last year, the quality is not much improvement, insist on monthly outdoor sports, there is still no monthly reach. As for the actual target, very specifically, not completed this year, overall nice not happy, did not like to do things and there are like people, because without the lack of time, become lazy.
时间不够主要还是因为工作，今年工作占比有点过高了，已经非常的影响生活了，加班变多了，上半年相对于还好，一个月一般也就一个周末加下班，也就是995和996轮换，但是到了下半年，慢慢的996开始了，从9月份到12月份，双休很难见到了，在双十一这两个礼拜内，变成了997，半个月午休，不过好在熬过来了，没有猝死 ε(┬┬﹏┬┬)，工作量也变大很多了，因为很多事情部门中只有我能去做。今年工作已经侵占生活太多时间了，除了加班外，休息的时候也不得不远程工作，有时出门但是因为一番电话又不得不回来加班处理， 有时即使下班了还因为事情的情况不得不折返回去加班。还有几次，时间特别紧急，只能快马加鞭的赶，还好最后是做出来了，只不过做完之后手特别的的酸痛，那几天都不想再碰键盘了。。。
很多时候想做一件事情，但是因为工作而不得不放弃，好不容易有了休息时间就会额外的珍惜这段时间，在这段时间中什么都不想做，因此导致很多都没完成，这也导致累，不开心￣へ￣，也没时间去做自己想做的事情。比如今年的年终总结本来在2019年12月份就可以写完的，但是硬生生的拖到了2020年1月份了。
当然上述的依旧是"借口"，最主要的原因还是自己毅力不足，没有去做、没有坚持去做、没有努力坚持去做。
感悟
2019年总体而言过于平淡，在这一年中并没有留下一些特别的回忆，一眨眼就过去了-_-!
在这一年中，除了工作上的事情，其他很多想做的事情都没有完成，比如锻炼出一副好身体，还有一些在脑海里的想法也没去实现，比如学习下黑客相关的知识，但最后因种种原因，好像什么都没做到....
在这一年中，感到过很多次的迷茫，因工作时间占比过长而对现在工作的目的而迷茫，因重复工作疲倦而无法得到明显的成长而感到迷茫，因各种新技术层出不穷而无法快速学习掌握焦虑而对未来工作迷茫，因看到IT新闻某某员工和公司之间官司而对未来前景感到迷茫， 因内向不善于交际无法改变而对自我产生怀疑而迷茫。。。
在这一年的最后一段时间中，对自我整年的情况进行了思考，也慢慢的认清了自我。我本是一个普通的程序员，没有高学历，也没有过人的才能， 算得上不错的只有自我认知，知道自己能做什么，什么能做到，比如拥有不错的学习能力，能够快速的学习和掌握，对待短期的事物可以制定一个小目标基本能够完成， 相对的也没有持久的毅力，对长期的事件无法坚持下去；拥有不错的字面沟通能力，也就是在聊天软件上沟通得得心应手，相对的在人与人之间的交流就有点相形见拙了；在工作中认真负责、可靠自律，但是在生活中对待自己就有点随意了；实战经验不错，无论是在工作和生活中，可以很快掌握，但理论知识却不行，很多事知其然不知其所以然；解决问题能力不错，在工作中遇到过很多问题，但只要我接触的，基本都已解决，不过有点奇怪的是很多解决思路在梦中O__O "…
回顾过去，我所追求的不过是在世活好每一天而已，每一天力求过得开心而已。今年说实话，过得很不开心，去年也是，但去年起码收获了不少，可以感觉明显的进步，但今年除了工资多了一点之外，实际并没有多少的进步，当然这也和我自己的情况有关，因为工作忙碌，导致有一段时间错误的认为自己很重要，有点安逸，在下班之后给自己休息娱乐找借口， 但是后想想以及和一位大佬交流，发觉自己这种想法有点过于危险了，这样容易让自己原地踏步，无法上进，最终身陷泥沼不得返。
因此，从2020年开始，我对自己必须要有两个要求，第一、活好每一天；第二、坚持学习；
今年的一些感悟如下:
- 时间会流逝，但记忆还在，所以把这些你经历过的记录下来吧！
- 人所做的一切，其实都只是为了能让自己安心罢了！
- 人生是没有意义，来世走一趟过好自己的人生即可！
- 如果今天的努力不能让明天的自己过得更好，那么没有必要让自己这么累，活得轻松一点，开心一点就好！
其实今年的感悟有很多，但是因为种种原因，还是没有写下来，脑子里每天想得很多，但是相要写的时候却总是怎么也写不出来。。。
明年的目标
去年的目标定得有些过于含糊了，今年的目标就简单具体一些吧。
- 拾起自己坚持6年写日记的习惯，每周在记事本写一篇日记；
- 拾起自己坚持10年早起的习惯，每天在6点半之前起床；
- 每月一天远离手机、电脑；
- 每月一天沉浸做自己喜欢做的事情；
- 依旧坚持写年度总结；
- 明年的这个时候评价一下去年的自己；
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