If the whole year of 2018 is transitioning from the student stage to the adult stage, 18 years are really happy.
After all, full of curiosity, and full of longing for the future!
The entire course of 19 years is all about inner suffering, worries about the future, lack of confidence in technology, and conflict with self-driving force!
In summary, the whole year of 19 is:
At the awkward grade of 21, I have seen too many things that I cannot have at my age, but they are naturally very attractive!
The most stumbling year at work in 19 years
Come and feel the great horror
Prepare to resign in March : I applied for resignation after completing the last project. If I want to change the environment, at least I want to change to a company closer to where I live. Get up at 6:50 in the morning and get home at 8 in the evening. I commute to and from get off work for 3 hours a day. My colleagues said that my dark circles are like the zombie eyes in Uncle Ying’s movie.
Joining a new company in April : I was lucky to find a company that is 15 minutes' walk away from my residence. The company is very small and mainly deals with projects from foreign companies. Although the company is small, colleagues get along very well, and the company provides free snacks. I often gather for dinner in various activities.
However, the nature of the outsourcing company and the company's scale determine the level of the technology stack, and the company's technology is very old! And customers are not happy to change. Most of the projects maintained are still webforms, and some code changes require remote access to the customer’s environment. They are still using vs2010! ! ! . It's very tiring at work, because I can't live without being idle. I feel that there is no improvement at all, and in order to shorten the development time, most of them are required to copy and paste the old project code! This is unbearable.
At the beginning of May, I mentioned my resignation. I didn't talk about the boss, so I stayed again (there should be an expression here-covering my face and crying). Later PM gave me a project, separated front and back ends, front-end vue+elementui, back-end webapi, emmmmm felt very good at the time, although it is a good project, I will do the second phase of development. Some modifications. Although there is no improvement in the backend, I have learned a lot of Vue, and I have a deeper understanding of the project from the beginning to the online process!
Leaving again at the end of June : I am really not used to the state of work, new ones will come after I have never finished the work. I am tired every day. The most important thing is that the projects at work cannot bring much improvement. I am so busy after work, I just want to rest!
At the end of June, it was still two days away from turning positive, but he resigned and resigned. This time I didn't have to worry about the distance too much, and I accepted it in about an hour. Then is to choose the company to submit resume.
Joined the new company in mid-July : The core used by the new company has been learning for a long time, and finally I have the opportunity to use it. And there is a branch in Wuhan, and I decided to find a suitable time to buy a house and settle down in Wuhan, so I joined the job without hesitation after the interview. After joining the company, I was assigned to the App team to be responsible for making the App. The most important thing is that I didn't use core much at all. The backend was just calling the PC version of the API. I have been writing front-end code in my daily work, angular+ionic! . In the R&D department of the most critical 30 or 40 people, no one writes development documents, and the product manager is not professional. All the requirements are spoken. As a result, the people in our app project team don’t understand business logic at all, so they rely on their own review. The pc-side code, understand the functions of the pc-side by yourself! There is no documentation at all during the entire development process, so I just vomit! The only gain from writing the entire project is a deeper understanding of front-end componentization!
The worst year for interviews in 19 years
I was recommended by a headhunter to go to a Fortune 500 foreign company for an interview. I passed the phone interview, and then went to the scene, almost crying. The questions asked are very basic, and I did not prepare these basic things in advance. I was confused when I asked, I felt I knew what it was, I couldn't answer, and I was very aggrieved throughout.
But I also found that I did ignore a lot of basic knowledge, and knew a lot of things and didn't know why. At the end of the interview, Ms. HR also told me that we should not just focus on the technical appearance, just superficial!
For a technology or a knowledge point, it is not only necessary to know how to use it, but also why it is used and how it is realized!
The poorest year of 19
The girlfriend's brother is expected to get married next year! One year younger than me, I want to get married! Out of courtesy, I must visit her house next year. With regard to work, salary, family situation, garage and other issues, her parents, relatives and friends are also asking.
So I think about the core goal of next year, to pay the down payment and buy the house first. Then check his Alipay balance, surprised! Looking at the WeChat balance again, I was shocked! Look at the salary card again, shocked! (I suspect that when I do the year-end summary next year, I might laugh out loud here, and I don’t know if the house will be successfully bought next year).
By the end of the year, I didn't save any money. This year I have worked for a full 6-month trial period, plus one month of job-hopping and vacancy, plus the loss of the year-end bonus. Do some math, I was shocked!
Paste a picture of Wuhan housing prices: Surprised!
The new house has increased by 37.21% compared with last year. In other words, I was able to buy a three-bedroom house of more than 100 square meters last year. This year, I can only buy a small house of 80 square meters!
How much did I grow in 19 years
Let's not talk about how much technology has grown, let's look at weight first:
130 jin in 17 years, 140 jin in 18 years, and 153 in 19 years.
If the strength can be increased like weight at will, how happy life should be? ? ? ?
hard power:
1. Finally I use core in my work, various middleware, authentication, logs, etc., although it is still in the stage of using it (crying)!
2. I have learned a lot of front-end knowledge and have a deeper understanding of the front-end. The three front-end frameworks, I have used two, and there is still one react. After the componentization is built, the project is much more comfortable. Browser debugging is now using Thief 6, and vscode is really fragrant. It is really fragrant.
3. I know a lot about the project development process and document specifications.
Soft power:
1. I have a deeper understanding of the workplace, and I am more worried about the 35-year-old Kan, which leads to a stronger self-driving force!
2. There are 3927 words in the English level 4 vocabulary. I have learned almost 836 words on the subway. That's right, one-fifth! At least get into the habit of memorizing words on the subway, and it will always get better with time.
3. Knowing why you asked when learning new technology, this is very important! Corrected the skill plus points in time.
4. Home-cooked dishes are ready, and a few online celebrities can be prepared. Get crazy praise from your wife!
Some other things in 19
1. The roommate has bought a house, the roommate has mentioned the car, and the roommate has an object (there is a kind of marriage in the garage at any time).
2. Raise a short blue cat called Pi Xiaohua, like a child, and don't want children anymore.
3. Mom has one eye sick and can't see clearly. Dad is getting older. I hope to accompany them more in the future.
4. If you want to start a side business and earn more money to open a milk tea shop, you can do anything, but you are afraid of losing money and affecting your marriage (more of a responsibility, for girlfriends and parents).
5. I did not realize my wish to travel once in 19 years. I hope I can have a chance in 20 years.
6. I want to switch to the front end, or even the full stack. Already gnawing rhino books, I hope there will be more gains, why switch to the front end? Because I want to enter a big factory! And my big .net does not have a big factory to collect
Some expectations for yourself in 2020
1. The first place to buy a house, the ghost knows whether it will rise again next year, anyway, the policy clarifies that a serious fall is not allowed.
2. Body is the capital of revolution. Want to lose weight!
3. To become stronger, both soft and hard power must be greatly improved. such as:
- Pass the English test, pass CET-4
- Pass the data structure degree test
- Become a qualified front-end siege lion
- Win the favor of your daughter-in-law's parents, relatives and friends! Well, this is a difficult task
4. Get a side job.
5. Go travel and relax. Chaka Salt Lake? Daocheng Aden? Dali, Yunnan?