I. Introduction
Today, for the first time to see the field-up comedy show, very easy to very happy, although there are some terrier've heard, but funny it is. In such a restless day, so happy to be able to spend more than one hour, it is also very good. After all, anyway, to keep an optimistic attitude is always good.
Time flies, fleeting, instant, has come to the end of 2019. 2019, is a brutal year, in this year, I walked out of the campus into the community, and I used to love the team has become a mosaic, was no longer mentioned, also down on the favorite team World Series in the last 16, but fortunately we got the second division trophy, finally can say that one - "we are the champions, we always champion."
2019, I left school, left the carefree comfort zone, the first time an insight into the harsh reality of society.
But even before the hard way, we will never give up.
Second,
1. Autumn trick
Fight a battle ready, the result can only be a failure.
First autumn trick, more sand coin is that we play with a few students began to recruit ignorant autumn, a group of people are know to be recruited after the autumn semester in September, but the fall of strokes that time many companies are Almost over. Back to school after another to participate in online delivery of bills and, since that time I wanted to find Python-related jobs, and recruit school a few strokes when no Python, so for me the opportunity to really quite small. Although I can cast a vote, there are several written interview, but did not get an offer, this time to see the students around him get the offer, and my heart began to panic them. But behind the calm down, thinking spring trick battles, a good move for the spring to prepare for it.
2. Spring trick
People say, "gold and three silver four", and this exceptionally cold spring.
With autumn trick fiasco experience, I know to choose their own way in front of the election was too narrow dead, but to change direction at this time, such as looking for jobs or front-end development for Java developers, I think more and more difficult not reality, we still find Python-related, as long as the recruitment requirements, there are Python, I vote! In a short time the spring trick, I constantly improve, modify, send your resume, but still very few get back to participate in the written test and interview a few games also end in failure.
春招的时候牛客网出了一个互联网求职暖春计划，面向18届社招和19届春招，我记得还加了个牛客网建的交流群。时间从三月开始，跨过四月，步入五月，群里的人却并没有减少，虽然时不时有人上岸然后引来一堆人的羡慕，但我始终没有成为那个让别人羡慕的人。有些拿到 offer 的人会发一个红包庆祝然后退出群聊，抢到的红包是红色的，我的心情却是灰色的，我多想成为其中一个退群的人啊。最终，我还是退出了群聊，因为我知道毕业前我都拿不到 offer 了。
3.社招
只要你努力了，总会有回报的。
毕业后我在家待了一个月，一边学习一边投简历，但谈到面试的时候，对方无一不要求现场面试，但因为距离问题只能作罢。于是乎，一个很残酷的现实摆在了面前，待在家里意味着永远找不到工作，但要去大城市，要去哪儿呢？后面通过和日天（同学的外号）联系沟通，我决定来北京，做一个北漂。
来了北京之后，就慢慢开始参加社招了，周末投简历做准备，周一到周五就为了面试四处奔波。那段时间里我不断地搜集笔试题面试题，先是自己默默解答一遍，解答不出来或不清楚，就找到搜到结果然后记录下来，在参加面试的地铁上就拿出来记忆。很庆幸的是，经过了一段时间的求职，我终于找到了我的第一份工作！
三、生活
关于生活，就只说成为北漂后的部分吧。
当我不远万里来到北京成为一个北漂的时候，当一个南方人第一次踏上北方的土地的时候，我知道，新的生活开始了。
来的第一天，是日天到火车站接的我，那天他请我吃了顿火锅，我们吃着肉喝着酒，畅想和回忆着校园里的时光，明明毕业也才一个月的时间，却怎么就好像过了数年。一起生活了四年的同学，都已去了各个大的小的城市，但在这个偌大的北京城，只有我们两人。我们谈论着，数年之后，班上的同学还会有几人从事这一行呢？大概是不会有几个的，但我知道我会是其中一个。
对于一个南方人来说，要适应北方的天气实在有些困难，干燥、寒冷、夹杂着凌冽的寒风，更何况还有帝都这纯天然的雾霾。除此之外，一等就是半小时的公交车，和挤满了人的13号线，真是让人很苦恼了。不过，到了北方还是有一个好处的，那就是有雪！虽然也不是没见过雪的人，但家乡的冬天真的是很少下雪了，所以在北京看到雪的时候还是格外开心。
在周末不上班的日子里，我捡起了一直热爱的篮球，坐着公交去寻找篮球场，然后打一场痛快淋漓的“养生篮球”。对于程序猿这种需要久坐的职业，很容易就坐出一堆职业病，所以健康运动是很有必要的，不管工作多辛苦多疲惫，都得抽出时间去锻炼。我一直这么相信，也一定会去这么做。
四、目标
在2018年的最后一天，几乎不发说说的我在自己的空间发了这样一条仅自己可见的说说：
当时为什么会发这条说说呢？因为我觉得必须得定个目标了，不能再做一条咸鱼了，就算做咸鱼，也要做最咸的那一条！
现如今，一年时光即将过去，月薪10k的工作是找到了，但每月四篇技术博客却没有做到，这是很不应该的，为什么有时候没有写呢？因为确实找不到东西写了，有的时候没有学习没有长进，也就想不到什么可以记录的东西了，想起来还是挺后悔的。除此之外，本来还想养成看书的习惯，但确实没看几本书，看的还大都是东野圭吾的小说，最关键的，减肥大业一直没有完成！话不多说，2020，必须减肥！
五、总结
2019，荆棘满身。
2020，扬帆起航。