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1. Looking back at my 2022
I just spent my confused freshman life, and half of my sophomore life has passed. To be honest, I’m the only college student in my family, and I really don’t know how to face my college life, or I’m just dealing with it in the way I thought, but it doesn’t seem right. I feel like someone else said, futile effort. I feel that I have worked hard, but it seems that I have not gained a lot of practical things. This is why I said that my freshman life was very confusing. In addition, I didn't pay much attention to the usual test scores at the time, just what I heard from others, and I didn't have any results in the competition, so I still couldn't meet my expectations when evaluating scholarships this year. It feels like planning to do a lot of things, but the results are always unsatisfactory. I also read a lot of chicken soup, thought about a lot of things, and found a lot of solutions, how can I make myself better, and my heart can sink. I think it may be until recently that I have almost thought about it, because I want to get better so much, so I often feel anxious, feeling like I have to do this and that. Failure to achieve the desired results can lead to anxiety and confusion.
This year, I have achieved some minor results more or less. I got 500 points in the CET-4 test, participated in some competitions, and my results are relatively average. A three-good student was rated. The competition is still being prepared, and I hope that I can have enough awards to show you in the annual summary next year. Well, it still feels like I haven't achieved any results, and I've been mixed for a year.
Looking at the summary of last year, I found that I also set some goals for myself:
The fourth level has passed, and the sixth level has not yet been released; the professional courses are almost the same, and the learning is really not good, and I will do some projects to exercise in the future; I was still too arrogant at the time, so why do I think that I can find an internship when I am a senior? ( I tried it at that time, but there was nothing written in the introduction); the ladder competition has not started yet, I will tell you next year, I didn’t prepare well for the math competition at the time, and I didn’t know anything. The English competition is the IELTS test method, so I was not prepared , It’s really difficult, I plan to try it next year, but I think it may take until the next year to win the grand prize; I have indeed looked for the project, but I found that my ability is really limited, and I don’t want to lower the level of other people’s projects. I won the gold award (I regret it, I knew I would go for one too); the last one is also the most failed one, I feel that I am not very happy every day, I often drink alone, I am too anxious, I won’t do it now , I hope I can continue to get better.
2. 2023 goals
1. If it wins the traditional algorithm competition, it will get a few more prizes.
2. Play every mathematical modeling competition and win every prize.
3. Publish at least two papers.
4. IELTS pass 7.5 (somewhat a bit arrogant)
5. Play some artificial intelligence competitions and try to learn more things. Winning prizes is the next best thing.
6. Learn some other professional things and make some achievements.
7. Have fun every day!
The young man relied on the danger as if on the ground, leaning on the long sword Ling Qingqiu alone
There will always be difficulties, and I hope that I can overcome them. Even if I am lonely in learning, I hope that I can survive.