[CSDN's 2022 and 2023] Ordinary three years, from ignorance and anxiety to firmness and forge ahead, get rid of anxiety and strive to become a better self

 Hello everyone, I am Huang Xiaohuang! An ordinary software engineering student. I finally got some free time recently! Taking advantage of the rest, let me write an annual summary to relax~ It is not so much an annual summary, but an explanation for college life and my reckless self!

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Sui Sui Nian 1 What should I do as a non-undergraduate?

  After the college entrance examination, I knew that this time it was probably cold. Sure enough, after the results of the college entrance examination came out, the eye-catching English score of 80 told me, let alone 985, 211 was beyond the reach! It is false to say that there is no academic anxiety! Be it middle school, high school, or college. There is always the shadow of academic anxiety: "It is not easy to find a job in 985 and 211 now, what should I do after I study an ordinary undergraduate?"
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 From the beginning of contact with history in junior high school, we know, why study history? Use history as a guide to know the ups and downs, use history to clarify gains and losses, and use history to change the turbidity and clarity. However, for me, almost all the examples that can be used for reference come from the Internet. At that time, I didn't know what the real form of employment was like. But my family repeatedly comforted me: "The college entrance examination does not necessarily determine your success or failure. There are still many things that need to be explored by yourself..." I think so, and I can't take the college entrance examination as the whole of life. People, you have to look forward . Repeatedly entangled in the past and thinking too much will only affect the pace of progress.
 In high school and junior high school, I basically couldn't understand information courses. What about the Internet, the father of computers, and binary, I really dare not even think about it. Influenced by my cousin (programmer), I ended up choosing computers.
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 Even after a choice has been made, nights are often filled with anxiety. Is that really the case? Do you want to repeat? The browser search records at that time were all like this:

  1. Is Shuangfei Yiyi really uncompetitive now?
  2. What is the difference between undergraduate, 211, 985, and double first-class programs?
  3. Do I need to learn English well to learn computers?
  4. What do computer science universities study?
  5. What happened to those who repeated a year?
  6. Is it necessary to go to Xinjiang University for 211?
  7. Is the major important or the school important?
    ...

 Occasionally I would chat with my cousin: "Will computers be difficult to learn? Do you need good English? I can't understand the code you wrote now..." At that time, my cousin sent me a code written in Java. The Landlords game also wrote a website for a certain hotel, and said to me: "Cousin, don't worry too much, you can learn it!"
As the saying goes, the stupid bird flies first, and I made some attempts before entering university. At that time, I also downloaded Java's jdk as the one in my world... (Don't laugh!)
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Broken Thoughts 2 Busy college life, extracurricular activities? GPA? competition? scholarship?

⭐️ freshman, ignorant and groping

 Although, I finally chose computer science, but I have no idea what to study in computer science. At that time, I only knew one thing: follow the school and study hard. Without exception, every little white starts with "Hello, world!"

#include<stdio.h>
int main()
{
    
    
	printf("Hello,world!");
}

 At that time, I also searched: what is the best programming language. Now I know that language is just a tool, and tools are only suitable and unsuitable
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⭐️My desktop and the first c program
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 After the college entrance examination, my mentality has changed. I like to be the first in everything... Because I have less contact with college teachers, I will ask questions about advanced mathematics, college physics, and probability theory. The head teacher of the high school, I have to say, Sister Yu (the name our graduates call teachers~) is really strong!

⭐️Yuyu 's patient answers and photos of asking for opinions~
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 It can be said that the ones who accompanied me in my freshman year were either Gaoshu Gang, Fengkao, or Bilibili University! Song Hao's Linear Algebra YYDS! ! !
⭐️I also tried to participate in some activities for the first full score in the university
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 , joined the new media department, and was responsible for the push of articles.
⭐️The dressing contest was selected by the student union and pushed
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⭐️Personally responsible for the first WeChat official account push
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 Trying to learn C++ during the winter vacation, I am clumsy, and I don’t know what the C4996 error is! I am just as written in the book!
⭐️Clumsy C++ code
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⭐️Carefully wrote a greedy snake in Java, I was quite happy at the time!

JavaSE + Swing + Photoshop
Snake Portal: https://hxh2001.blog.csdn.net/article/details/125669720

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 Entered the training session of the course and wrote the first static web page. At that time, I liked anime more, so I put the characters I liked on it.
⭐️First web page!
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⭐️Object -oriented programming (Java) also achieved satisfactory results!
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⭐️Try poster design and earn the first pot of gold
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⭐️Visited HKUST Xunfei and Clover Network Security Company
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 The ignorant freshman life ended in such a hasty way. When I returned to Beijing during the summer vacation, I went shopping with my younger brother and went to the supermarket. I also began to look forward to what I could learn in school in my sophomore year. It feels like it's getting better day by day.
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⭐️ Sophomore year, catching up, surpassing, preliminary research on competition

 At the beginning of the term, the monitor told me that I did well in the exam. Intellectual education ranks in the forefront of the grade. I was shocked at the time, because my average grade was only around 85 in freshman year. . . In the end, the results came out, and the grade was 9th. Later, the school began to count the comprehensive test, that is, it started to count the competition experience of the freshman year and so on. Obviously, I was hammered! Except for some bonus points for excellent subjects and the new media department, the others are blank.
 At this time, I became a "peeping tom" and found many big bosses: our squad leader Zhang, brother Kong from the second class, and Mr. Jiang from the third class! Really, with high grade points, English competition, Blue Bridge Cup Competition, Computer Ability Challenge, Programming Competition, Mobile Application Innovation Competition... Various awards are soft!
It was at this time that I found a role model to learn from and a goal to catch up with~

  • catch up grade point
  • try to compete

⭐️Started to study in the library, and left the library with the postgraduate entrance examination team⭐️Played
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games with Kong Ge⭐️Try Daiso under the teacher's suggestion, learned swift, and tried to use hexo to build a personal blog⭐️Data structure course design hand-knocking 4D report , put your favorite emoticons into the game
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Minesweeper Portal: https://hxh2001.blog.csdn.net/article/details/125577942

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⭐️After staring at the screen for a long time, I put on my glasses again, and my face is getting haggard (I can’t do without special effects)
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⭐️Daiso 's Plant Theory Project participated in the Mobile Application Innovation Competition
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⭐️ I have won some awards one after another, not many, but I have also gained something (the boss still has more awards than me)

  1. Plan to pick province three and country three;
  2. Blue Bridge Cup province two;
  3. Program Design Competition School One;
  4. Mobile Application Innovation Competition School II;
  5. School Miyoshi;
  6. Outstanding Undergraduate Student Scholarship;
  7. Excellent poster design competition;
  8. Challenge Cup School One
  9. … …

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⭐️The grade point is 4.53, the first in the professional grade, and the average score is the first in the major, which is a little consolation
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Sui Sui Nian 3 origin csdn, the first blog? Good teacher and helpful friend?

My sophomore life is quite fulfilling, but is what I have learned really what the company needs? What is my degree? Sure enough, the face-to-face experience on Niuke.com caught me off guard...

  • Why is it said that String is immutable?
  • TCP's three-way handshake and four-way wave?
  • Why avoid modification of objects in for each loop?
  • Spring's source code, how to understand IOC?
  • Thread-safe singleton pattern?
  • Optimistic lock, pessimistic lock?
  • … …

 There are really not many who will, and the heart is really hit hard. Started surfing the Internet, kept searching for face-to-face scriptures, trying to find questions that could answer the answers that came up—there were very few...  
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 Anxiety came to my mind again. Every night, I would lie in bed alone, trying to find my way forward on the Internet...

  • What does it take to become a Java backend developer?
  • Is it true that as my friend said, as long as you study the on-campus courses well, you can continue to study the rest after entering the industry?
    ...

The answer is no, whether it is an internship or a formal offer, it means that you must master the corresponding skills.

Sophomore year is almost over, what should I do? What should I learn? give up? Are you going to graduate school? Do you want to know about the exam?

⭐️ Confusion in the early morning
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⭐️Once by chance, a Java learning roadmap made me regain my direction.
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I wrote the first CSDN blog. At that time, I didn't know how to typesetting those things, but I just wrote an article to brush up the questions.
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 Later, I learned the grammar of MarkDown, the more I wrote, the deeper I wrote, I learned to summarize slowly (often writing a blog for a day), I drew my own pictures, and I gradually got ideas for typesetting . My own fans~
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 On CSDN, I have gradually gained a lot of excellent people, and there are also people who accompany me all the way. For example: Xiaopeng Linux, lazy sheep. In the communication group, you can often see the usual efforts and persistence of the friends. Some people say: "Always stand on the shoulders of the bosses, and one day you will become a boss in the eyes of others." But I think it is good to keep a humble attitude at all times, keep learning, and have a clear heart. It doesn't matter if I'm a master or a rookie.
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 But it is undeniable that those big guys have always been role models for me to learn from: Luffy, step sister, Serena... When I am lost, I often read their articles, hoping to become as good as them one day people.


Sui Sui Nian 4 Desperation, Frustration, Doubt, Regrouping

 The sophomore year ended soon, and I decided to stay alone in Xi'an for the driving test during the summer vacation. Unexpectedly, this is the beginning of my downfall...

The recurrence of the epidemic, the continuous postponement of the driving test, the isolation in the community alone and the bad questions...  insert image description here

The three-year long-distance running ended in failure, and the dream of going from school uniform to wedding dress has become impossible at this moment.
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 Although many friends came to comfort me, I was also very stubborn, telling myself that I was relieved, but I kept emoing for a long time, and in the dead of night, I would shed disappointing tears...

Very sad playlist, learned to drink, tried to escape...
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 At that time, her words always echoed in my mind:

  • I don't like you anymore!
  • I know you work hard, but getting a good job is what makes sense doesn't it?
  • Please, change your hairstyle, your teacher Tony can't do it!
  • I want to lose you, but I am a little bit reluctant.
  • Can you marry me?
  • I'm afraid to tell you clearly that you will be unhappy, and then you won't be able to learn, and you won't be able to find the job that should belong to you...
  • … …

Later, I tried a perm for the first time. When my family saw that I had changed my hairstyle, they didn't ask any further questions. They just comforted me and walked out earlier.
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Gradually degenerate in the game, also started eating and drinking, and
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 became confused, not knowing the meaning of persistence. Use drawing to kill time, and you will also be delighted by a few insignificant likes on Douyin.
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 After returning to school, although I went to the library every day, I also had the habit of staring out the window. He will also stop in front of the pillar and think for a long time.
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Anxiety, depression, confusion, and skin problems gradually...
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When I can't figure it out, I will run on the playground, and my mentality is gradually improving.
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 Life has to go on, and I often use "you just work hard and leave the rest to luck" to motivate yourself.

⭐️ Became an academic support teaching assistant
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⭐️Start using Pomodoro Clock to record your own learning process⭐️Practice
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on leetcode⭐️Buy yourself a favorite
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earphone
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⭐️Bought a chiropractic instrument for my mother
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⭐️Insist on blog post output
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⭐️Received an invitation from Alibaba Cloud
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⭐️Won the provincial first and national second, making up for the regrets of last year
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⭐️ Made interesting friends and established my own flag group
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⭐️Fortunately, I met people who admire each other, set up a tomato study room, and encouraged each other
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⭐️Cut off hair, still simple
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To be continue… …


write at the end

 the future is very long and dark. But don't be afraid, for those who are not afraid have a way ahead. The only way to keep yourself from going mad is to try your best. Those seemingly insignificant days after days will make people see the meaning of persistence one day, and one day we will be sunny.
 Finally, thank you for reading this far. The above is Xiaohuang’s ordinary annual summary (this is the first time I write a summary article, and it’s a bit of a running account~) Then, show off your face! Thank you guys for your support and encouragement over the past year. Originally, everyone: New luck in the year of the rabbit is good luck, and you will walk proudly with a spring breeze on your face; drive the rabbit to fly thousands of miles, and look back happily for a lifetime.
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