21 Year End Summary
Those who abandon me will not stay on the day of yesterday; those who disturb my heart will be troubled today. --introduction
21 years will come to an end soon, I am still me, you are still you, time is eternal, we are all fair. I don't know if you are in fairness.
You are busy all the time, and I am busy all the time. Life seems to alternate in an irregular and rhythmic manner, but when it comes to recalling it, it is a blank slate.
I looked through the photos of the past year in the album, and then I realized what I was doing in the past. The Bishan project that I have been working with in the first half of the year is still yellow. Money is not easy to make, especially hard-to-make money is even harder to make. In the process of looking for a project, the company needs a lot of investment and bears certain investment costs and risks.
Summer vacation is a complete summer in Chongqing, 40 degrees. But it doesn't seem to be that hot. In the past, 38 degrees in summer was full of boredom and anxiety. In the classroom, on the table during the lunch break, during the long night of self-study scratching the scalp. The mentality and the situation will speed up the temperature around you, and this will never happen in a quiet campus during the summer vacation. It seems that days like this will never come, and the past will never come. Next summer vacation, where you are and what your situation is, it is unknown.
For two months, I was planning and arranging, and I didn't learn, and I didn't grow. We spent time and effort, and what we got didn't match it. Searching is also discovering, finding oneself, growing in knowledge, and harvesting in growth. The meaning of people exists because of people, you exist because of you, and I exist because of me. Our purpose is to exist for self-realization, for him, for me, for me and after me, and all of these are in the service of my existence. This may seem selfish, but honest and correct. (Inspired by Wang Xiaobo's "The Silent Majority") Reconciliation with oneself, with the tip of the knife inward, is the only correct purpose. (Thoughts seem to be on the road of idealism, but they seem not to be materialistic, but they must be dialectical.)
Time changes every day, the world changes every day, and so do we. Change means loss, but I think it is needed, it is beneficial to the individual, remove the evil and redundant, welcome new students, why not do it. Is it not the morality of life to find problems and make changes? Although change is painful and difficult, when the things you don't change are bad enough, you have enough reasons and motivation to change. Change is a different way of thinking, a different way, and a different environment, which is not necessarily good, but there is vitality if there is change.
The external environment is still complex, and the changes in the external environment seem to be beyond the control of individuals, and they cannot even raise objections of resistance. They can only admit, and can only be unfair. There is little fruit of labor for one or two years of one acre and one-third of the land of the generations, so what determines the fate, and what changes the fate.
So I wish you a new year, change, change the past, change the future.
After exercising, listening to the annual playlist, ready to go back. Take a bath, sleep, tomorrow.
Wish you a Happy New Year!
