Recently a long time did not write blog, write a blog last stand adhere to the flag also will be solved.
Then I was thinking:
Why do I always difficult to continue to do something? I do this thing for me, what is the meaning?
Take a blog about it, the mind is probably graduated almost two years, I would like to record what they have learned, their growth, or always feel nothing, wasted time. Of course, after writing is not just the case, write a blog on this matter, than expected harvest more of their own: to know more like-minded people, have begun to participate in many open source projects, but also because more involved many community activities, give yourself a chance to get a Microsoft MVP nomination ... these are very very happy.
So why, gain a lot, but can not maintain the passion of writing, it has become tired of it?
Thinking quite a long time, the simplest answer is no wrong can be attributed to human laziness!
But beyond this, I would also like something else.
Lazy inertia
Speaking, writing the interrupt time is just the Spring Festival holidays, home for the holiday, lazy peace of mind for a month. Although there are a lot of blog after sharing plan, but always thought I could not write. Gradually the time is wasted in a daze, brush pages, brush drama, watching videos and playing games in the lazy time. People become more accustomed to lazy and comfortable, once adapted to this rhythm, it is difficult to bring the mind to do something.
This is a lazy feeling as if inertia, laissez-faire attitude will become more and more lazy, want to reverse this process, we must pay a certain amount of effort. Like a winter morning, if not decisive, ruthless determination to get up, probably a wasted morning in the bed.
Help to think of a term on physics - entropy increase. How to understand entropy increase it? Entropy can be used to measure the disorder of things, the degree of chaos, entropy increase process is a voluntary process from ordered to disordered development. Entropy increase is a natural process spontaneously carried out to promote it, that things in the absence of external influence situation, always tends to disorder, chaos.
It does not sound quite bad? But do not worry, human society is in the direction towards the orderly development of the civilization, this is precisely the inverse of entropy increase. Many of our behavior, learning, exercise, and write a blog these positive events, in a sense can be understood as a process of reverse entropy increase, which makes us the better.
But once trying, due to the presence of entropy increase, and you will gradually slow down the rate of progress, even backward. It is not impossible to break, but if you slack off for too long, you want to return to the track before it becomes hard.
Stay motivated
Thinking of finding another life: after interruption seems too long to write this blog thing itself attractive to me slowly lost. Why is this so, and perhaps a lack of motivation?
I am here to say that incentive is one that can promote enthusiasm and inspire action force, available after reaching the target material or spiritual harvest. Incentive what prompted people to keep the passion, the power source of ongoing efforts. And if the lack of incentives, or incentives also too unreal, it is difficult to stay motivated to work at.
The establishment of self-motivation, or the flag, because he is the best understanding of their own people, motivate set seems, it is also very appropriate. But precisely because of their own set, but is the most difficult to maintain the attractiveness of the incentives. The reason is simple, self-motivation is the most established they can get or do, it is difficult to say there is plenty of appeal. This is probably the only can not get more valuable?
Perhaps some people can be very good self-motivated, which is a very rare quality. But some people are not very easy to do, on the character of "seeding", it is easy to burnout, which is probably I did not run.
Sometimes, I wish I admire (or the like) who helped me decide on a goal, I can witness has achieved a flag. Not saying I do not have the ability to judge, but in a sense, this is part of my set of mental stimulation. If I can successfully complete the goal, I might get praise or admiration of others, to achieve the image of "appreciation", and if I fail, I might have a personal value / image in the eyes of others "devaluation" . No one likes depreciate, so I'm certainly willing to pay more efforts to accomplish the intended target.
Be able to maintain long-term passion, continuous efforts, we need appropriate incentives, or that have to have their own beliefs and adhere to it.
Life in the noise
I like the simple life of ease, but also want to make something on love to do.
But in real life it is often very good at beating the face.
This past July, happens to be the third anniversary of the day I graduated. Three years have passed, change anything at all? I became more confident, more strength. But there are not changed, and I now stood three years ago on a similar position - the crossroads of career choice.
I would just graduated twists and turns, followed his own interest to do this increasingly cold UWP technical direction, but now may be forced to leave. Where to go after, what are you doing?
Sometimes I really feel quite like a traveler wandering. There is no exact travel destination, while chasing the mind, while looking for home life.
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Having said that, but in fact I still have something to write recently of.
Some time ago, say more than idle at the time, I use ML.NET framework to write a fun new application --Drawing Studio (Chinese name is a painting), I've put it open source (open source here is the address: HHChaos / Drawing- Studio ), and if time, then wanted to share a little something about it. But this is not the flag stand, next blog, we destined goodbye!