3-19

A bad day again, maybe it's because my period is approching.
My mother, a woman who always want me to marry a richer man than my boyfriend, criticized me umpteen times. In her words that if you marry a poor man, wherever you go you will not be happy. Maybe she is true for she has suffered a lot of pain in her life. Plus, I admit that I have a fear of my future life too. Even though I don't like luxious decorations, buying a house and a car also needs money. Moreover, what about the money for child's education and parents' medical cost?
Not only are Chinese youngsters miserable, but many other rich countries' newly adults feel hard too, I believe.
Tomorrow is a another day, and I will continue to tell myself to keep fighting and then dawdle for a whole day again.
------coming from a decadent postgraduate. :):):)