97 years, now working in Beijing, programmers, a monthly salary of 12K, unmarried, no car no house
Seeing to the New Year, is a late, think soon returned home, the face of parents eyes looking forward, looking at the small hair, students with children his wife, seven Regardless of eight aunt face "deep "inquiry" to find a girlfriend yet? get married? how to work ah? how much to get a month? ", could not help there will be some sadness and frustration.
Remember when, a year most is the New Year, the New Year means being able to buy a new dress, there will be a lot of good, to buy toys, friends and family will gather together bustling, there will be some money, full of flavor , really happy. With age, I found myself not a little to look forward to the New Year, Spring Festival is now in my mind is eating and drinking, friends, class reunion, secretly comparisons contest, friends and family get together only gambling playing cards, visiting friends and relatives are also empty hands come and go, you come to my house to give a red envelope, I went to your house is also a red envelope, feeling really good fake, we all feel like an awkward actor.
An age, I was really a little nervous. Life has not married, nor work career. IT feels a little like this line with the actors, most of the people are young rice to eat, wage levels in Beijing this can only be said to solve the problem of food and clothing, I sometimes can not help but wonder: after 30 years old, how do I survive? My folks, do not have a clear long-term at present, the future does not have a good plan, I do not even know what my ideal is, only to be pushed forward in life. To put it nicely is easily contented, busy watching Pretrial blossom, Man with the outer space Yunjuanyunshu; swearing point is lazy, no goal, motivated enough.
2020, I want to give themselves a little goal, to find a wife and marry and have children, buy a car
Author: escape with you rain eaves
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