Author l HeroMe
Zebian | Wu Xingling
This article is reprinted with permission from Hollis (ID: hollischuang)
Everyone in the city are too busy living, they hurry, busy, they believe that time is money.
I looked down at their office building, in this huge city, you want to survive a difficult task, busy busy forget what his early heart yes.
At this time, wearing a plaid shirt sitting in the garden, but the streets gnawing bread man caught my attention, he devoured, like those who hurry, he kept at the time, for fear that they have missed something.
Bread not Kenwan, big mouth and drinking mineral water, ran into the crowded street, disappeared in my sight, I think he's very body image of a person, like most, I had ......
Then just out of training, employment is a difficult task, I took resume running around, stumbling, get are the same answer, "You can go home, interview results we'll let you know."
I do not know because there is no answer interview questions well, they still do not totally see through my real project experience. These are not waiting for the results.
Returned to rental, flower chanting and facing credit card bills, I am tired lying in bed, I want to just go on forever.
But I can not, I sat up, and continue to vote resume to the company, continues to run into a wall, disgraced gnawing bread in the streets, holds the time, I had forgotten my first heart, I just want to be able to survive in the city .
Hard work pays off, I finally found a job, I cherish the hard-won opportunity, try to put it best.
At that time, company dinners every month, like the Japanese boss expected, so we most often go to the local feed store is the day.
The first time dinner, I eat carefully and uncomfortable, then maintain their self-esteem, to prevent others see it the first time I eat Japanese material, we must look at how other people eat, and their only dare to eat, I always thinking about the future must be with their parents once, to experience authentic Japanese material.
They may not like it, but I have to let them know of the existence of these things, know what is expected of Japan.
Later, I finally have the ability, and I clasped their hands and take them to those places with them about these things, tell them how to eat, I firmly told them that I would later buy a house here, taken root here It will be very capable.
I think one day I can be proud to tell them, to survive in this difficult city where I also have a house of their own.
这份人工智能的学习路线图你还没有拥有？
工作后，发现自己在项目中工作时遇到困难不知道怎么解决，和身边人一比发现自己知识很欠缺，这时候知道自己技不如人，很多地方都不足，需要大补才行。
我也开始害怕，害怕自己会因为这些小事做不好，会失去这好不容易才有的就业机会。
我去找公司的大牛们虚心求问，也得到他们的指导，让我一步步开始走得平稳，变得更有自信。
因为我知道自己想要什么，需要什么。
但在我奋斗的路上最怕接到家里的电话，每每听到他们关怀的声音，我都忍住快要盈出眼眶的泪水。
一边发愁工作与账单，一边回应说一切安好。
我在这座城市打拼，想着要让自己有出息，要让父母过上好日子。
有时候周末为了赶工作，在咖啡店点上一杯咖啡，坐一整个下午，然后忙碌完了后，透过橱窗看街上形形色色的人，他们里有还没找到工作，啃着馒头就水，还打着电话说自己这里多美好，吃着大鱼大肉的谎言。
有刚刚找到工作的实习生，被老板批评，还四处奔波。
有早已忘了自己初心，提着菜，唠着嗑，赶难似的等公交车的家庭主妇，我总是在想我大概和他们一样，只是走了不同的选择。
学习也好，工作也好，有的人稍稍努力一下，遇到挫折就放弃了。
这样什么也得不到。必须心怀渗透到潜意识的强烈而持久的愿望，坚韧不拔，努力再努力，达致极限，非如此不能成功。
碰到困难就妥协退缩，事后又说“当时如果再加把劲就成了”。后悔懊恼。成功者和不成功者之差，其实就在于此。
有一次，公司里新来了一个测试妹子，她在一堆困难面前，选择了缴械投降，主动辞职。
在问起她原因时，她说家里人都说这里工作太繁忙，不想让她太累，况且家里离公司比较远，每天来回折腾让她很头痛，我听了后默默地同意了。
我知道对于她来说，工作可以重新找，遇到困难可以立马就选择放弃，她可以这么任性胡闹，因为他和我不一样。（这里并不是任何的性别歧视、也没有仇富心理）
条条大路通罗马，可有的人就生在罗马，跟我比，她是幸运的。
来到这个大城市里，除了空气是免费的，所有其它的东西都在给我施加压力，我不得不顽强起来，但现在看来我所做的一切都是值得的，因为现在，我在这座城市里能够安稳的立足，遇到的这些困难也知道该怎样去解决，我真的很庆幸自己没有放弃，没有做着一步升天的大梦。
大多数人都有过这样的心理。看起来很努力，却没有大进步。艳羡牛人月入百万，又可怜自己不得赏识。
自己一狠心，一咬牙，但凡拼命了一点，马上就又会心疼自己，委屈到掉眼泪。
仔细想一想，你看起来的努力都不及牛人的日常。这是大多数人都会存在的不劳而获心理，承认吧，你就是想成功又不想努力。
回顾一下自己走过的路，最开始的时候，还是个什么都不会的小菜鸟，研究着神秘的Java Web框架。
到现在，我已经就职于一家还算不错的互联网公司，也算是可以独立做Java服务端的开发了。这段时间我也学习到了很多东西。
但我觉得仍然不够，因为孔子说过，活到老，学到老。
人的一生都应学习，尤其现在是知识爆发的时代，更应该不断的充实自己，科技日渐发达进步，各种事物的变迁，唯有学习各种不同的事物，才能在多元化的社会中生存。知识就是力量，能使自己有良好的判断力，是非分明，可以有更好的处理能力。
这是我的故事，没有做出惊天动地的大事，也没有卑微到尘埃里，我甘于平凡，但绝不允许自己认输。
回头想想，我至少还干着自己喜欢的工作，不是吗？
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