This year is the second year I entered the Social University as a social animal. I stayed for 1 year and 6 months. I reflected on the situation of my past work. I didn't grow up much. I always wandered under various pressures. I didn't achieve the ultimate in one thing. So I gave my performance a score of 58. If there are gains, it is that I have written 2 patents and 2 papers. I am quite satisfied with the patents. After all, most of them are written in accordance with my ideas. If the whole work is attributed to me alone, then I feel that I have grown a lot, but these are not my own contributions. I have not paid a great price for these, and I always feel that my mobility has been affected. In order to suppress the problem, the method to solve the problem is too rough.
What I heard the most this year was my friend’s doubts about my vision for choosing a company (too idealistic, no endorsements from major manufacturers, no application scenarios, and my future development will be restricted), and expressed my future career plan I’m grateful to those friends who always confuse me, so that I have a more comprehensive consideration when making decisions. (When I usually quarrel, I always can’t talk about them. That’s good, my expressive skills can just be exercised. , Maybe one day in the future, they will find that they can't talk about me). This year, I also failed to handle my personal love life well (always in conflict and did not maintain a harmonious relationship). In the end, she unilaterally broke up and broke up unhappy; I reflected on it, and the social standards are too high. I haven’t reached the standard yet, and I don’t have this awareness. I haven’t handled the family relationship properly. I’m working hard to reduce the burden on my family, but I’ve ignored the huge difference between my parents’ work and the great values of the new generation of my family. , Resulting in very poor cost control, which increased the burden on themselves and on me. In the future, if I remain silent and can’t let them realize what I’m doing badly, I might be another way of helping others to abuse, so I should increase communication in the future. I have to tell the bad things and let my parents. When making decisions, consider the ideas of the younger generation and cannot be arbitrary (maybe my salary will go up in the future, and the restrictive factors will disappear all of a sudden, this idea may not be right).
I now think that the boss is good, and the employees underneath have fighting spirits, and they are very happy; it gives me the feeling that the company management has prejudice for fresh graduates, there is no training system, no plan, and I don’t see any future, and the growth rate is slow. a lot of. This year I also heard a thought-provoking sentence: “Don’t think that when you go to the company, you’re working for the company, but you’re actually working for yourself.” Maybe we used to have the illusion that the company was exploiting you, but thinking about it now, it is indeed Working for your future, if you don’t do well now, your career development will be affected.
Since I had an object, I seldom read books, rarely write literal things, and never read the inspirational chicken soup I used to read every day. Maybe I’m picking it up now. I’ve written a lot of blogs. This may be a manifestation of my anxiety disorder. I’m afraid that my skills are poor, and I’m afraid I don’t have much accumulation. I keep writing technical things, biased towards quantity and not improved much. Quality. This is related to my starting point. Quality can be added later, and the quantity should be piled up first to make my knowledge as broad as possible.
After seeing so many bad and good things, I started to take a dialectical perspective on one thing. Things are now mixed with a lot of interests and need to be a game; if someone thinks I’ve done something wrong, maybe it’s me. They didn't take their interests into consideration when making the decision, and everyone was arguing there.
Generally speaking, I am still not satisfied with this job-hopping, and instead of continuing the direction of my last company, I turned to recommendation and model compression. So I am also considering other opportunities. My dream is to be an expert, not a person who only does a little bit of everything.
Resignation copy:
Dafei, thank you for giving me many opportunities in this more than a year, including the guidance of projects, patents and papers. I have learned a lot and made great progress. I am going to leave in the middle of this month and want to go. Exercise yourself on a larger platform; finally, I wish Dafei good health and smooth work.
Sister Li, thank you for giving me a satisfactory offer when I was recruited by the school. I was fortunate to be able to work in the innovation workshop and also received a lot of training. I am going to leave my job in the middle of this month. I want to go to a bigger platform to exercise myself. I have already told Dafei about my resignation. Finally, I wish Sister Li good health, smooth work, and forever young.