#Resignation, Entrepreneurship, Sideline
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I have a lot to say, but I don't know how to write it. The night is long, suitable for thinking about life.
I have been working for a technology company since I graduated, and the work there is not bad. It doesn't matter if the salary is low. After all, I have just stepped into the society. I still know myself. I remember when I first stepped into society, my boss called him a teacher. Now that I think about it, it’s pretty cute . Fortunately, the boss treats me quite nicely. I don't dislike my lack of experience just after graduation. He also invited a teacher to teach me. I am very grateful to him. In the summer he also set up a team (company staff), after work every day with us and other companies to play, then after eating barbecue and drink beer, that was the most fun since I graduated enjoy a period of time. Team building, tourism, welfare, etc. are all the same. I feel like I have joined a super company. It was also in that company that I met my "first love".
Although we are in love with brothers and sisters, we have no barriers to communication and feel that everything I have done has more meaning.
#Leave
Maybe it’s because I think I shouldn’t have such a relaxed life at my age, because although the salary was low at that time, the time was very flexible, and the divisions in the office were very active. You know the feelings like in school, maybe I I don't think I should go on like this, or I might feel unwilling to hold a basic salary of two to three thousand per month, although there is a bonus of 12 thousand at the end of the year. But I still feel that I shouldn't consume my enthusiasm for programming in this way, because I am afraid that if I get used to such a life, I will accept such a life. It was also during this time that the son of the boss’s partner, my landlord, threw an olive branch to me. He used to be a band in Beijing and was a modern agent. After resignation, he came back and became a landlord. We chatted one after another, and I found him to be very charismatic, and his topic was very avant-garde. So when he threw an olive branch at me, I did not refuse. The final result was that I went to his studio with a basic salary of more than 3,000 and held shares. There are many reasons for this. It's not that I don't know how to be grateful. The former boss treated me so well and I left. It's that I think people have to find their own goals. At the time, my idea was to make money, start a business, buy a house, and marry a sister. I prefer to stay up all night and trouble with bugs rather than laughing in the office.
#Entrepreneurship
After leaving my last company (working for a year), I came to this studio. We have a small team of only three people. Brother He is the planner, his girlfriend (now my wife) is in charge of the UI, and I am in charge of the program. , We are running in, building our castle bit by bit, after a year, our demo is about to come out. It's all worth it. It was difficult at that time. After the job change, the previous company had to overthrow and re-learn everything. Fortunately, the programming language is the same. It’s also relatively easy to understand. It took three months for the game engine to get used to it. It’s also considered hard work to pay off. It’s a reward for staying up until four or five in the morning every day. I don't feel tired, but feel that I am suitable for this intensity (during the epidemic, working remotely from home, in addition to completing the daily workload is to learn knowledge).
#sideline
When did I start thinking about doing a side job, maybe I wanted to do it at my last company, but at that time I was too impetuous every day, and I had to play basketball again after work, and I was tired when I got home. I simply don't have the energy to drive. In fact, I want to engage in sideline business most because my relationship with "first love" gradually heats up. Sister and brother love everyone understand, age difference is a problem, in fact, I don't want her to wait too long to have more opportunities to create possibilities. Even if it makes her feel more secure. It may also be that there is a problem with my expenses. The current salary (I didn't want a high salary but a share) is beginning to fail to support my current relationship. It is not her material, but I think I put her in an embarrassing situation. Can't give her a tangible feeling...all kinds of.
Now that we are separated, perhaps separation is not the worst plan. I also don’t have the qualification or the courage to stay or argue. After all, we on the road will always drift in the direction of our idealization. After all, let alone accompany you in adversity. Is the most immoral. The sadness is inevitable. We should think about the cause and solution through the blurred vision.
#thank
This is the experience of Xiao Er in the past few years, thank you for reading here.
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