Once saw a simple comment on a Chinese forum, said that Chinese people do not live, Europeans and Americans called life, but also to enjoy the medieval nobility, at that time the average person simply can not enjoy "life."
Life for the Chinese people, really seems to be a very extravagant luxury. In fact, for people living in other countries, life is not easy to feel, but I can feel the presence of real life, it seems to be in five years ago.
Born in excellent condition because of a family, a small abroad, learning is relatively hot professional. At that time graduation went to a well-known Silicon Valley big companies, because for a year and after the conflict with superiors, he left the company. At that time very impulsive, because he did not identity the problem, free to change to another a small company, that will be far from wrong. Only afterwards said his childish or immature way to communicate a lesson to himself. Again encounter office politics, did not deal with again, this time I resigned. Because the family in good condition, their job two years to earn a lot of money, so after the resignation of first stayed at home for three months. This month, I seem to know the real life. Middle of the night when I drove aimlessly stroll purposes, free to stop or gas station to a 711, buy something and the clerk chat. That is not urgent, time is getting slower and slower and slower. To tell a joke, I had to go to school and have a job, a girlfriend when it is very impulsive, not a girlfriend every two days will be on the line and a line and a hub. But even those three months I seem to have become lazy up libido.
Three months later, I went aimlessly tourism purposes. I remember when to Florida, staying in a hotel is the top, you can see the house of a neighbor situation. I could not sleep the next morning, already 3:00, and the neighbors do not seem to pull the curtains, the lights, but do not see a neighbor was doing, only occasionally saw her walking around, I saw her bed and put a lot of book. But why she put so many books on the bed it? Does she sleep it? So you need to read to get through the night? Later we continue to live in this hotel for a week and found the neighbors every day so, does she sleep so serious? But why? Maybe she is a professional writer? Only you have the inspiration to write a book in the evening?
I suddenly began to think about myself, thinking about other people, think about some things that had not previously been noticed. Think of the original in high school and college, although had very happy, I will play with classmates and friends and fool around together, had also gone through several girlfriends, but it seems particularly fast everything happened, or that I myself have never not carefully thought about a lot of things. From Florida home, one day I went to Sunday my friend about the cafe, sitting in the position near the window, after a while there are two beautiful white beauty sitting outside the window near our location. My friend and getting more and more happy, a little dancing together, one white beauty suddenly looked at me, and I seem to feel anything, she looked at the two of us in the eye for three seconds, and smile to each other. wow, she laughed really beautiful. . . I could not help but buy a single later went outside the window and she prodded, pulled cheek friends and they both sat down together. I realized that my beauty is in the eye of serving in the army after talking with, because it is a career soldier, has three years can retire. We talked very pleased to finally added fb.
The final outcome is for three months after breaking up, but when dealing with her and I think a lot. Not because I did not work fast enough idle, but simply because I had time to think, it seems that in the end can not remember at the time thinking about something. But it seems because a lot of that time to think about that just three months, she also let me deeply. I think maybe I got after Alzheimer's also not forget her.
Later I would think, why do I always can not forget her. In fact, before handed over a girlfriend but also more beautiful than her, longer, I love. But she did not seem impressed me deeply. I think, probably because I was very busy, if you are very busy, and you'll think. Every time you think will happen in your brain chemical signal, and each chemical signals will build new neural connections in the brain, neural connections are not enough if you forget something.
I later verified my thoughts. Because I am resting at home for almost a year later, I started my career in Silicon Valley, Silicon Valley, then down the two-year work, I can not remember what it seems in the end to do what I do. Of course, I write what the code project is still very clear, I do not think I am a dedicated person: ^)
Life, how to feel it. It seems that only time when your body is too slow enough, you have enough energy wants to think about, you can grasp the rhythm of life, you can put each frame is portrayed in your brain.