In a blink of an eye, the year 2020 has passed smoothly. Thinking back to the various experiences of this year, I have a lot of emotions, and I have a foreword in my heart, but I don’t know where to start. I summarized it today and it is an explanation for 2020. Keep working hard in the new year!
The year 2020 was not as smooth as I imagined. The originally planned New Year’s booking was lost by the sudden epidemic, but it also gave me a chance to meditate:
During that period, I was aimless, staying at home and doing nothing. I also thought about a lot of things to pass the time during that period, but the expectations were not as good as that, but three or five days of boring days came as expected, I don’t know where From now on, an idea that has been deployed in my heart for a long time, quietly sounded in my heart: Maybe I should think about the future.
In "Station B, the far right", I saw the difficult and sad scenes of living all kinds of life . I don't want to live so plainly, without any improvement or turbulence in my life; the ordinary I am extremely unwilling to the status quo, trying to break this ordinary Everything has become extraordinary, and at the same time I know the simple truth that you can’t get rewards without paying~~~
When thinking about it, I try my best to realize it, move toward the truth of my dream, and overcome all obstacles. I have also seriously searched for various breakthroughs and pursued the direction of struggle. During the period, I have consulted many seniors and got a lot of mantras from their mouths. To sum up, I started to really fight.
Ever since, reading, writing questions, writing videos, and programming have become the normal life of the holiday
(during this period, I raced against time, clashed with knowledge, and worked hard step by step. From the beginning, I even thought about giving up. Gradually figure out the way, fighting for so many sleepless nights, how many quietly late nights with sweat and tears, doing unyielding struggles and unyielding stubbornness, trying hard for a little progress; just like this with time During the race,
I gained a lot of gains, and slowly saw hope for the future road, and my heart was clearer)
Until the smooth start of school in September, during school, I still adhered to the previous set and worked hard. However, as the various chores of insignificant school extracurricular activities merged into the once regular schedule, I began to feel that I had not experienced it for a long time. The panic gradually became powerless, and the already formulated progress bar was also infinitely widening. Once thought of a clear future, it also became out of reach at that moment, and the sense of ambiguity increased a lot—from that For a moment, I realized the long-lost worries and depression. I began to fear and tremble, thinking about the misfortunes of various life, and the various kinds of periods that seemed to happen in the future, the indescribable feeling of sorrow in my heart, because there was no one. Narrated, so I buried it deep in my heart, not letting people explore it.
That’s right, during that period I became extraordinarily impetuous, unable to calmly deal with anything, trying to accomplish various things that others thought was impossible in a short time.
Just like an impetuous individual who is constantly driven by unclear goals: various expectations in the future, I try my best to ask for all kinds of unbearables in the present, and indulge in fragmented information every day, thinking that if you master these, you think you are right. Enough to grasp the entire future, however, I slowly discovered that even after reading all kinds of information, I still cannot fill the void in my heart.
At the beginning, I was impatient to listen to the people around me talking bit by bit, and even less interested in doing something that would make me happy but meaningless entertainment.
Always pay attention to the results, but ignore the excitement and insights brought by the process. Day by day in the endless days, I lost myself and became confused. I gradually forgot the self who once vowed to go through any hardships, and I don't know where the persistence of the status quo at that time began.
Day after day, I live a mechanical and unmotivated life. I suddenly don’t know what I want to do or what I want at the moment. I indulge myself in my little world, sitting in a well and watching the sky until one day, I I don't want to be the one I don't want to see in this life, I want to get back to the past.
The person sculpted in the video is just an ordinary person, but his attitude towards work is so extraordinary, he exudes extraordinary craftsmanship, and all reflects focus and seriousness...
And this may be the true craftsman's spirit of persistence in work, the spirit of excellence in the things done and the products produced.
This is definitely more profound than any book tells me.
In this tempting and impetuous era, we are really too vulnerable to the surrounding environment.
There are more things to worry about, and the brain has formed a nervous pattern. The emotional response ability sticks to the original mechanism. The more you worry about not being able to do it, the more you cringe and the more likely you will not be able to do it. In fact, this is the case. We are extremely unconfident. We always think about the mismatch between our abilities and our goals, and pessimistically speculate about the various possible results. This kind of negative suggestion is subconsciously summing up and constantly changing ourselves and facing problems. Always retreat. However, a person who is struggling with trivial matters can have any future.
Everyone may encounter many, many setbacks in this life, but what can you learn from setbacks to help yourself move forward better,
We are all moving forward with a heavy burden. More often, we actually need to believe in ourselves and give ourselves some courage and conviction. When you are ready for everything, then let go. The future is unlimited. Can you really know right and wrong?
2020 Nian rat real easy
2021 Nian Niu turn things around
May we all live a good life in the coming year. Run hard, live your own color.
Come on! ! !