I don't Blame You that You don't Understand Me
Every one has a dead corner in himself,
with no entry nor entrance
I put the deepest secret there.
I don't blame you that you don't understand me
Every one has a wound,
Sometimes deep and sometimes shallow,
Feels like no existence when covered with cloth.
I bury the red blood there.
Every one has an experience of love,
In the heart and mind,
Moved and sad.
I hide my hottest emotions there.
Every one has a line of tears,
Cold water in the body turns to be the hot tears.
I flow mu saddest grievance there.
Every one has a confession of love,
anxious, uneasy while full of sincerity and courage.
I use the most affectionate words there.
You never see the moment when I love you the most.
Because I love you the most when I cannot see you.
You never see the moment when I am lonely.
Because I am lonely only when you cannot see me.
Maybe I am too able to hide myself.
Maybe I comfort myself too much.
Maybe in your eyes I can take care of myself a lot.
You ignore my feelings
You think selfishly that I can recover soon.
I have experienced all hardship
No love, no blame.
You cannnot understand me,
and I don't blame you.