In fact, to tell the truth do not know really do not know how to say, is felt very fails, mediocrity this feeling, what do not want to face, do not know how to comfort myself, very hard to accept, because he did not go to work, no ability to support themselves, because he was an undergraduate, I do not know what to say.
Why not sleep tonight, do not know the west and thoughts, and feel their presence is a nuisance. . . . . . . . . . . . . .