I'm sorry, I can not leave

I'm sorry teacher, a soldier before something I always feel that fool you. When you see the article I sent to you when I have towards the door of Peking University. My dream has come true, but this is not the pinnacle of my life, just a little to achieve my goals in life.
The physical examination was not seen because I deliberately did not want to let his Nongjia, from about December 2018 I began to have a soldier's consideration, I began to not learn the true sense, not lecture, not in class , not even the exam. Until before the examination, I really started to clearly know their original just want to escape something was the matter, especially at home want me to graduate school. My learning at home do not know, I am sorry to say. However, it has come to mid-June, my college life seems to have no beginning, I would like to graduate school.
How to speak a little bit incoherent yet.
In fact, physical examination when I knew that if he went to troops, I will be a good officer, a good leader, a good special forces. But now I can not escape what happened around me, I must be before the end of the university, trying to prove himself. I'm sorry, I can not leave, and now I have bigger things waiting for me to do. To prove himself, to become the pride of the Agricultural University, after helping mentees to set an example, to teach them how to test Beijing University. I can, anyone can.