those people, those things

I have always wanted to put this experience into writing and give myself a good memory.
It went on and off for a long time. I wanted to calm down, sit down, and write it down, but I always found some excuses for procrastinating. I hope that time can go faster and faster, so I don’t have to think about it, just face it. But some things cannot be avoided.
Let me start from the beginning. On August 15, 2016, Monday, I joined VIPABC.SPB, V Laixiu, the first 1V6 guest connection and knowledge sharing platform. People who come to VIPABC for an interview for the first time will be attracted by the black technology at the entry point, and I am no exception. As a Dota2 fan, Douyu, YY, Zhanqi, Panda and other live broadcast platforms are all frequent visitors. Following Ti’s footsteps, watching live broadcast platforms go from being uninterested to becoming popular all over the world. The first time I had the opportunity to contact, or as a development, I could experience it up close, and I was immediately attracted. I declined all offers and joined.
The first contact with the Internet, the first contact with the back-end development of the app, everything is fresh. The first time to use git, the first time to set up a mobile proxy, the first time to support app development, the first time to contact mongo, the first time to contact postgresql, the first time to contact redis, the first time to contact es, the first time to contact fastdfs, The first time I came into contact with the distributed cluster environment, every first time was a growing experience, I felt extremely happy, and every cell in the body was active. I often sit in front of the technical manager, watch him operate git, watch him analyze the code, and humbly absorb all kinds of knowledge like a primary school student after 7 years of graduation. Excited for the increase in the number of live broadcasts, and full of satisfaction for every problem solved.
Unfortunate is coming. In September, the situation changed suddenly. Yao Ming's NBA retired and returned home live broadcast was messed up. No one watched it. The chairman was angry, Huang Shujun was afraid, and the WeChat group was in crisis. It is possible that those who do technology have a sensitive heart. "Technologists are the same as copywriters, and they can be replaced at any time." The technical manager, operation and maintenance master, performance tester, and interface tester left. For the entire V Laixiu team, the market leader Jude left, and the marketing department was torn apart.
Although turbulent, but I still persevere. With a love in my heart and a family responsibility, it is difficult to leave.
Catch the duck to the shelves and become the actual back-end person in charge. I have no way of choosing different people, but for me, I have an incomparable love for V Laixiu, and fulfill every need with my 120% enthusiasm and hard work. A boss, leading a backbone and two rookies, supports the entire V Laixiu back-end research and development work.
Although reluctant to admit it, all subsequent efforts may have been doomed after the September crisis. The tumor "operation department" was unscathed, and the operation boss "Yao Wei" was still in office. Every company will have various departmental problems, but once there is a problem, it is the most bizarre scene I have seen in SPB.
The various things from the past year are not obvious, at least they can hold on. Although there are various problems.
After 2017, the company level no longer wants to be a V show, and RD is also in danger. All kinds of headhunters and recommendations have popped up. Because of the same starting line, everyone is harmonious. Suddenly one day, the CTO started talking to all the V Laixiu RD employees. Some people were transferred, some were fired, and the rest were confused, including me. I don’t know what will happen in the future, I don’t know what will happen to V Lai Xiu, of course, I can almost think of the result at this time, I am extremely disappointed with Huang Shujun, disappointed with the company, and disappointed with the team that I used to work for.
Maybe as Tony said, people who have been transferred have become the mainstay in the new team, attracting the attention and cultivation of the team leader and even the CTO, but in my opinion, a rookie can become a hot star, only for the company Disappointing again.
I should be an emotional person, and it is easy to put a lot of emotions into the people or things I love. I have given up hope for this company. Whether she can do it well or not, and how big it can be, has nothing to do with me. I am just a wage earner, and I am just a low-level employee who can be arbitrarily kneaded by the upper management.
I just have a little bit of a dream of my own, I just want to do what I love while being able to feed my family and find a little achievement in my work. I'm just a Coder, and I hope to be like this until the day I can't do it myself. I like technology, and I am crazy about technology. I believe in the 10,000-hour theory, but at the same time I also firmly believe that everyone is different, and some people cannot become masters in a lifetime.
Watching the original team member walking around in front of me, people come and go, V Laixiu is like a project that everyone hates, everyone wants to escape, and those who escape are extremely happy, constantly jumping out to find a sense of existence, the clown The same character, who can't bear to look directly at the level, is alive and kicking, and there is only one sentence of helplessness left.
I didn't go to all the interviews on the live broadcast platform, and all the companies related to live broadcast on the entire recruitment website voted, but in the end I didn't go to any of them. I can't see the road ahead, or the small world where I haven't stepped out of the V Lai show.
There are thousands of words that haunt me. Although it is only a short period of 7 months, it seems that years have passed. Never has a project touched me so much and felt so much emotion.

Say goodbye, say goodbye, and bless all the colleagues who have come to show or who haven't come out, to find their own world.

I didn't say a lot of words, and it was only after I left that I realized how reluctant I was.
I didn't do a lot of things, and only after I left did I realize how helpless I was.
If I get another chance, I will fix all bugs and implement all ideas, even if they are useless.