Today can be said to be the last day of 2020 in the sense of the lunar calendar-New Year's Eve, which is the 30th day of the New Year. However, the New Year’s Eve, or New Year’s Eve in the past two years, has long been different from before, especially with the advent of the epidemic. In addition to this year, I have not really celebrated the New Year for two consecutive years. In January 2021, I really experienced death. When I spend the time around me, although it is a bit exaggerated, I am really scared. I arrived home at 6pm on the 5th. Nucleic acid tests in the village started on the 6th. The whole city was almost closed. Maybe I went home on the 6th, even the door of my house. Mu has to get in, I'm a little lucky. In almost half a month, my health code changed from green to yellow and then red. Then it feels like I'm a good guy, don't you want to be stimulating? Scared to death is almost the same. . What can I do, hold back home, I'm a few catties fatter than when I just came back. From January 6th to February 5th, I did a total of 10 nucleic acid tests, and a few of them were done every two days. The reason for going out was that I was going to do a nucleic acid throat swab test. The reason is really, well, you won, I am unable to refute, you will be over if you don’t do it after all). Some of my high school classmates have been sent to the isolation point because their villages and towns are too dangerous and must be completely isolated and taken away, which is terrifying.
After watching "You Fei", I really like Wang Yibo, he is handsome, humorous, and talented (there is nothing that this kid can't feel, skateboarding and street dancing are really handsome!!!, they can dance. The boys of ah have no resistance, ah, ah, and Yi Yan Qianxi, and my Zhilong (singing is great!!!). Tsk tusk tusk), although a little straight guy (but I think straight guys are often It's cute, as long as you don't have time or too much), really, you are in the pit. This year's Spring Festival Gala is waiting for him to appear, but it's not a street dance, alas. I saw an interview with him (and on hot search, not long ago), he said that I have never thought about harvesting, so I have been working hard to be myself. Thinking about it, I do this sometimes, but no one is so determined. Although my current character is much calmer and quieter than before sophomore year, I like thinking alone, but I don’t seem to have thought about gains. , I just bite the bullet and walked forward, even if I fell halfway, fell pain, and shed tears, I still refused to give up on myself. Maybe I really responded to the sentence "People live to fight for a breath", just like " "You Fei" said, I only remember the general meaning, the blade is in hand, the blade is in front, just rush forward, imagine yourself more powerful, one level higher than the opponent, you will not be so scared, but This may not be practical in real life, and self-thinking will increase the sense of useless conceit. I like to recall the past, and now I am discovering more and more. In fact, it is useless. Since the past is gone, what is the use of thinking? Unfortunately, everyone has it, and everyone has the glory. There should be Mr. Wuliu. To be open-minded, "understand the past but not admonish, know the comer can be chased", grasp the present, focus on the future is the real meaning, of course, the people in the memory, the good things must be remembered, and the good will never die. It is also a kind of beauty in the true sense.
By a responsible, do not complain, and smart affect seniors (it speaks with a little Versailles, do not believe, and asked that he modesty), I gradually began to choose to read (in fact, is to look at the comments and reading notes, (Ga Ga Ga ~) ), I found that watching these things can really calm the mind, at least I don’t think about watching videos or something (the Douyin has been unloaded for half a year, and it was downloaded again in the middle, but it seems to be unloaded the next day), In fact, it’s nothing, just just take a look at it, half an hour, one hour away, my self-control is not good, just be harder, I unload you, can you torture me? ? "The book has its own golden house, and the book has its own Yan Ruyu", Bah, it is all fake, but it will teach you something, which may be related to people and affairs, may be learning, may be historical refraction The shadow that comes out may also be a great fictional literature and art. "The real powerhouse is not only superior in martial arts, but also has the world in mind." "The real boss is not only superior in technology, but also in learning rich five cars." (The answer is good), in fact, it is a bit exaggerated. In the computer industry, what is valued is still Strength and technology are these hard-core bombs, but I feel that a person has no literary literacy, and it is indeed a bit scary (like me). Even if we don’t understand it, we don’t know how to do it, we can’t express it, and it’s okay to understand it a little bit. Always laughed and generously embarrassed. Thank you, I hope I can stick to it and get some gas. . .
The pressure on young people nowadays is really great. I have to admit that moms and dads are also very hard, especially for my parents’ work, alas, if you say too much, it’s tears. . There is a child in the family. I have seen how difficult it is to raise a child (again, at the moment of fear of marriage and childbearing after 00, collapse), a child can play with people to death, it is not a boast, but you love her very much. Hope i'm lucky
I think I am a contradictory person, thinking too much, and lacking some craziness that should be at this age. I like living alone, but I am afraid of darkness, night, and loneliness. Afraid of the dark, and don't like to sleep with the light on. Even if it is very hot in summer, if I sleep alone, I have to wrap my whole body and even cover my head. This makes me feel safe. There are so many things of this kind that are countless. I went for a walk with my dad this morning and talked about some things in this area. My dad said it’s not a good thing to think too much. It’s easy to hesitate and add a lot of useless worries. It’s not good to be too decisive and it’s easy to think about it. If you don’t care about it, you have to learn to neutralize it slowly and cause some irreparable or bad endings. For me, I should learn to be a little more capable and have more courage. It can be regarded as a small wish for the future.
Ah, today is New Year’s Eve. I really don’t like to eat dumplings. I still don’t know how to solve my meal. I think I must be trained, Amitabha. Fortunately, I still retain the mentality of the New Year. Although it is forbidden to set off fireworks and firecrackers, the risk is finally low, and closed management is implemented, saying that the flow of people is too large, but I still look forward to it and be happy, maybe this is what it brings to us. Human feelings, I also hope that I can keep this lovely innocence and continue to spend the Spring Festival next year, the Spring Festival the next year, and every Spring Festival afterwards, the people around me are changing, and the feelings are also changing, but they are all different. Sometimes I think, if I get married at the age of 30 (provided that I have a boyfriend), my parents will be in their 60s (funny and terrible). I don’t want to, I don’t want to, it’s still far away. In the past year, there are still so many wishes! Happy new year's eve, kids
Recent impressions:
Learning is a very strange thing. The farther you go, the more you know that you don’t even know where the knowledge exists. Not long ago, I stupidly thought that I could learn everything and master all the knowledge in the world. Today, I only hope that I can know the existence of knowledge and understand the drop in the ocean. (Perhaps this is the more you know, the less you know.) What
most people become is not who they want to be, but who they have to be. "Responsibility" is the greatest civilization and the greatest hypocrisy.
Cherish all the unexpected encounters, and leave without saying goodbye to all those that are indifferent. May you not worry about the past and just laugh for the rest of your life.
Those who yearn for the moon are worthy of admiration, but only if they don’t pay sixpence for others. Perhaps sixpence is the moon on the earth.
A person who has no self is not worthy of happiness. Always live only for others, always think about how to please others, only getting lower and lower, down to the dust.