The experience of just entering the job after graduation

Hello, everyone. If you are lucky enough to see my blog, then you have a certain feeling about
me. The software technology I learned during the university is also the direction of Java. Of course I am a junior college. I learned everything except for frameworks. I can come out to look for a job, but when I came out to look for a job, I found that the threshold for being a back-end was still quite high. I used to think that as long as I entered the company, I would be able to study hard, and then the programmer, the prospects, and the salary were high. Now I Changing your mind is really proportional to your ability.
After leaving school and looking for a job, I found out that I went to the company for an interview and asked you to write the interview questions. Looking at that question, you will have a feeling of deja vu, and you will obviously feel that this is the foundation. This is very simple. The answer is, but now I can’t move my pen. Of course, I’m smarter to take a photo first and then go back to complete and consolidate it.
I now find a job as a back-end intern. The company is small and the number of people is small. It should be considered a small company. After I went in, I said that our company has its own framework called JFinal. I was confused at the time. Shouldn’t it? Is it something like springMVC? And now it’s equivalent to starting to learn again. Even if there are interns in the company like me, you’ll find that you’re really a frog in the bottom of the well and don’t know anything. You look at someone’s resume. It must be full (not nonsense). Everyone in the company is relatively quiet when busy with themselves. If you say that you don’t know how to ask others, you can still do it once or twice at the beginning. Don’t say that others will annoy yourself. I am embarrassed, it is really different now that I am born in society.
I have been discussing where I am in the end. If I am not strong enough, I should go to a training institution to learn the basics of JavaSE and then find a job, or go to the company to exercise myself during the internship. When I struggle again, I choose the latter. In fact, I was quite broken. I really didn't know anything about sitting there and learning slowly. Sometimes I wonder if the boss will dismiss me too slowly and fire me. Maybe this is also the state of mind is not calm. I interviewed a company before and talked a little bit. Of course, they said not to just not say it but understand the meaning. They say that graduates are considered junior programmers for two years after graduation. Then the interview questions are all Some basic knowledge, so you can learn the others before you learn the basic knowledge well. Young people don’t want to go ahead and do things down-to-earth. When I said I didn’t learn distributed and framework, he interrupted me and said: First, framework should be familiar and understood. Pay attention to familiarity rather than mastering or proficiency, because you are a junior programmer, so just do some basics. And distributed, microservices, and so on. If you are a junior programmer who can do this well, then you need a senior middle-level programmer to do it. A 4k can do 8k.
In the end, I just want to tell myself that my brothers have to go slowly on the long journey of programming. If I don’t know how to do it now, then I’ll learn now. Although I don’t know what day I will collapse, I will tell myself to stick to it, so please come on Well, nothing is easy in this matter, let alone the adult world.