"Cowards are even afraid of happiness, and they are injured when they touch cotton, and sometimes they are also injured by happiness."
Disqualification means losing the qualification of being a person. This is the last work of Dazaizhi's life, and also his important work. The whole book is composed of the author's preface, postscript, and the three protagonists of the protagonist Da Ting Yezang. It describes the protagonist from teenagers to middle-aged, sinking in order to escape reality, experiencing self-exile, alcoholism, and numbing himself with drugs for suicide. The tragedy of self-destruction. In the process of self-denial, expressing the deep depression in one's own heart and the desire to be loved. Through the life experience of the protagonist Ye Zang, Dazaizhi cleverly portrays his life and thoughts.This novel has always been recognized as his autobiographical work, and in this way he raises the most real painful problem as a person In his writing, you can feel the deep pain in her heart. After finishing this work, Dazai eventually chose the way of throwing water ...
Dazai used his tragic life to guide the readers in the deep darkness.
The protagonist Da Ting Ye Zang:
Infancy, looks like a monkey, with wrinkles on his face, very ugly, very infiltrating.
Young man, full of spring breeze, very handsome.
In his twilight years, his face was expressionless, dumbfounded, and a dead face. After watching it, it was creepy and disgusting.
As a young man, he exhibited symptoms that were different from ordinary people and out of tune. "I don't know what the taste of hunger is." I feel deeply uneasy about everything around me. Find the only way to integrate into the world-funny. After being exposed by Zhu Yi, he made friends with Zhu Yi. I like painting, and I have met my long-time friend Ogigi Masao, and I came up with the idea: "Alcohol, cigarettes, and prostitutes are a wonderful way to help me temporarily forget the fear of people." Acquaintance with Feng Chen woman "Chang Zi", the same disease and pity, see each other late. Meeting to die, unfortunately Chang Zi is dead, Ye Zang is rescued, and the death of Kamakura ends in failure. Started socializing with Shizuko (Jingko has a lovely daughter called Fanzi). Alcoholism, prostitutes, depravation day after day. Until he met a good son as pure as jade, he promised to quit drinking and married a good son. In the end, there was no abstinence, and the man married. In order to quit drinking, he became addicted to morphine, and in order to quit morphine, he became dependent on hormones. The death of his father exacerbated this vicious circle. Constantly exiling himself, Ye Zang finally lost his qualifications as a person (disqualification).
Ye Cang's life was depraved and miserable. His life and attitude to life were suffocating and desperate. "Born as a person, I'm sorry." Hey ~
Dazai ’s second article, “Wyong ’s Wife,” is also a total despair of this world. Dagu Weiyong is sympathetic everywhere. While interacting with his lover Aqiu, he also messes with another woman, and also with the barmaid. Engage. He also owed a lot of money, so his wife, Axing, worked in a bar to pay off her debts. At this time, his wife Axing was raped by his colleague Dagu. Daku actually chose the cowardly escape. At the end of the story, Ashing said, "Whether he is a human face or a beast, we only need to live." Hey, this tmd is too tragic, is it really so difficult to be a person, can only choose cowardice and endure?
The following stories will be gone for the time being. Through the stories of Ye Zang and A Xing, you can get a glimpse of Dazai ’s life. It ’s too sad to remind her. Finally, choosing suicide is also a relief. Hey!
