Epidemic at home for so long, about nothing, I'm just taking advantage of this period of time, a good choice to consider for a moment on graduation Ph.D. study or work.
In fact, 2019 was really painful for me, this year I have experienced repeated submission and rejection for his ability to walk this road of academic research has serious doubts.
This year, because of the failure of submission, my mood has been very low, there is no motivation to continue for some time even subject. Soon Kenji next semester, I began to consider whether to formally pursue a Ph.D. issue.
The idea should pursue a Ph.D. degree from college I entered the beginning has been hovering in my mind, when my mind was ambitious, I feel able to embark on a path in academic research, but the reality is always cruel. In this three-year master's study, my mental state just been such a hit, I can not imagine the pressure faced by Du Bo will not put me completely crushed.
I do not have a big heart, I do not have particularly strong academic pursuits. Say what will become stronger after experiencing setbacks, are shit. Through 2019, I was just recovering from a bad mental state of health or even just to the sub-health.
For now graduate study, for both the teacher, school, and the whole Chinese society for students of mental health care in the state they are not diffuse.
I had to pursue academic studies, I still pursue, but I am more concerned about their health, if not particularly good doctor treatment, I think I would choose to graduate work.
Du Bo want every choice is well thought out, parents who are not able to accept your suicide.