I have gone to work in the new company up more than 4 months, A year has passed, an instant I Laodabuxiao.
The new year came, supposedly to do the summary of the past year, new year vision and planning to do, and now I did not know what to do, how to plan.
Obviously there should be anticipated.
I do not want to make money to buy a house, and then adhere to three months a year, I hope there will be.
I have to count so fine, and even what time to leave the city can set the day, and my heart is confused but can not reduce a half minutes.
I ask myself, this is what you want it?
Seems to be, it would seem not.
I always do, do not know what they want, like a drift of fish, in which the direction of flow, I follow where to.
Occasionally some struggle, has been a wave of water pushed forward.
Fortunately or forward, working so many years, it is not no gain, be better than some worse than now.
In fact, I want to make more money, do not think like everyone else paying too much time, too much time to pay, backed by serious physical overdraft, I do not want so desperately.
More than others, motivated me a lot of money, but many talented people around, do not work hard will be submerged in the crowd, I do not want to be a person not to be invisible.
I often feel inferior, but occasionally conceited, I'm afraid of trying with no result, my fear of being laughed at.
I still unconvinced, so do not want to walk away, I planned a result, still we hope to have a good process.
I hope he can Zhengkou Qi.
More reading, more learning, I know that time will give me the answer.