2013, I was destined to be an important year, fork on the road of life. Because in this year, I want to say goodbye to single life for four years of college, usher indefinitely bachelor student occupation
career. The scene in my mind to the emergence of numerous times, but no matter how much I do not want to, eventually came. I did not do anything, he was so quiet here.
Did not enter the community, not into the workplace, the workplace is never said how, hearsay can not be trusted. In late 2013, I hurried panic came to the company, everything here and I almost expected, no young beautiful sister, only facial paralysis code farmer; no cheers of laughter, only silence computer. Chicken soup gurus often say: if you had a premonition that something bad is going to happen, you can lower expectations, he thought as bad, so no matter what happens you will be well accepted. This sentence is obviously not suitable for the present I feel my heart has not experienced the devastation of the fact, never so real. c language of origin always like modular, high cohesion, low coupling has been my pursuit of life goals. Work, life must be separated. Life after the internship is really inhuman, it is not expected bright and spacious bedrooms, replaced by the basement door to see the bed. Friends no harmony warm house, only just heard and not seen the man next door to men and women. Of course, difficult material things are paper tigers. Monotonous life is the most tormented hearts. Accustomed to the school of collective life, accustomed to so many small partners. Now only one person in this narrow dark space, sleep let an. Fortunately, there are the Song of God with me, Although there is no sentiment technical house, but can not for the life is really demanding too much. Someone to accompany you crap, do not you drink to accompany a group of luxury; someone to accompany you to play table tennis, do not also want a group of people playing basketball. I suddenly understood the anguish of his own this time, perhaps to the disappointment in life is to work. After all Daoxing still shallow, low coupling is not so easy to do. I am increasingly convinced that they are not doing the kind of things like you can open every day happy, and not just with a loved one can be happy every day. Life is always formed by the accumulation of trivia to solve this, and the next thing waiting for you, not what you can get carefree, like usual you looking forward to the weekend, but come the weekend you and some competent what? Still alive usually the same. Therefore, to pay attention to self-cultivation, the culture open-minded attitude, that is highly cohesive.
September 2013 I started the job life, I used to think to find a job is a wonderful thing, curiosity sister school seniors who are put to work step by step how to find. Now he came, and found it really amazing. Hr bother to come up with their strange way of interviews, brush your resume, written, side, two faces. . . Then you will always be one step down on, get up under its own packaging, again hit the road, you are no longer true that you, you become they want you to look. So many companies, this by you, rejected him, he passed the house, you refused. The company said it nicely is looking for companies for the development of staff, said bluntly point is that the company does not know what they want to graduate, or that they know what kind of person they want, but according to their selection system also the selection of people not what they want. So some companies take a simple and crude way, non-elite schools do not, in this way a bit like a dictatorship, although not good enough, but in a specific period of time is the most effective way. Job when I considered understand Kai-fu Lee said: went to college in the future you have to understand that you are no longer compete with your college classmates, you are competing with the National College. Students looking for a job is the competition with the whole of Nanjing. I still remember that time, a company to recruit, written examination are hundreds of people out of the examination room, I heard people talking about those, how many took the offer, and how many he refused. Think about the night enveloped in Nanjing is particularly bleak. I have been puzzled that those who took the offer of the Internet to vote why would banks, two very different ways of working. I do not know lose yourself, you need a good job, envy to satisfy their desire to empty, or "my world, you will never understand." . So over time you find that a batch of the company recruited a batch of people, but still stay with you for so many people. I just thousands of job force in one, nothing to say, in my mind there is a foot on the line. From students to staff from the school to the company. This is a very fun thing, we rose from junior high school, junior high school increased, high school to college. Their evaluation criteria are the same, the results trying to be difficult. But now the turning point to your teacher or school or mainstream thinking on your request or better in college grades, the available graduation, if you work, then the company you requested is not good results, capitalism is the need for you to create value this criteria on interesting and complicated than that, and this and your university is incorrect. If you choose to graduate school graduation, then the evaluation criteria is still good results. So that both are on the wait. Think about it, one moment, one future. Before class teacher told us: schools require freshman to senior future to write a letter, which we naturally clear meaning,
This time I was thinking:
If the clock back to 2010, I re-select my college life, what I would do about it.
Hit more balls? Engage in more fundamental? Knock more code?
Even I do not know a little personal university is how they want, how can require schools to create a common university for the colorful thousands of students.
New Year, hope to be able to code the next Year of the Horse.