From the University along the way, I was admitted to graduate, career change IT, fortunately often accompanied by my side. I know myself, I am not a person particularly hard, with a lot more than my classmates, I am even impetuous. I think their pay is not good enough for what I have.
All my efforts are derived from my anxiety and guilt of self-indulgent. This effort is not sustainable, so I swing between effort and indulgence.
Until I know almost read an article on PubMed article, some vague ideas gradually became clear. I finally understand insist that it is a false notion, in essence, is the inner desire for one thing.
I personally do not like "effort" "adhere to" a kind word, the reason is simple: these words usually implies that you need to spend enormous energy to fight your nature, but also means that you will always be in contradiction.
I would be in contradiction. I like programming, when programming became my work, I have become unhappy, I do not want to write code, only to force myself to stop work. Brush and know almost video became my way to relax every day. I forced myself to do hard work, work and learning will become a burden. I was under enormous pressure, pain become the norm.
This time something was not just that something made me understand the efforts to uphold this thing, in fact, is cumbersome. Only the things you do so that you become a pleasant activity, you have unlimited energy to create the impossible.
Instinct of human nature is indolent. If something makes you feel the pain, you can not insist on more than a month. But because of love, because the sense of accomplishment, because he makes you happy, so you can neither eat nor sleep, to complete a seemingly impossible task. When you reflect back and found there is not much pain during, not too unbearable, all else will follow.
Like I like fitness, fixed three times a week, each exercise for one hour. Someone asked me why I can stick with it? I said not feel himself insisted, I like resistance to body weight while exercising, each time after the exhaustion relax. As you effortlessly to sleep until 12:00 the same day, this is the lifestyle. This is my own way to please.
Because love, so stick. mutual encouragement! !
References: https: //www.zhihu.com/question/270674901/answer/623764114