CHAPTER 18: determined to change life choices

        From small to large, I remember now determined about three things.

 

        The first is the father called forest people. I long ago guessed the meaning of his name is to serve the people.

Then I was thinking, Dad was very good, he did not do it to serve the people. After that I do for the people for him

Matter services. Then again, I would like to cover a hospital called the people to the hospital. It was a long time ago

These cute idea ideas.

 

        The second is related to aspire, reading time, I had a standing ambition, I want to be a scientist. the scientist

We can change the world and change the destiny of mankind. So a stand ambition, in fact I have not tried to spell

book. This would set a blank part of the ambition of my life choices, and indeed is influential.

 

        When I read in high school, doing arts and sciences Division selection, I chose science. Because the only science

When scientists might. How could Arts scientist. University, I also contacted 3D animation, and later

Stop learning in this area. Because 3D animation are design direction, I think this is also when not a scientist.

 

       The third is determined from an early age I dreamed of immortality. In this materialistic world where longevity is not

Death is simply can not achieve things, including in our history books to learn it, it is difficult to find information about

In the immortal success stories. Later, I would like to semi-artificial intelligence combined with semi-mechanical beings, whether

Achieve immortality, for some time, I have a serious effort to study artificial intelligence algorithms.

 

       The ambition now is in two parts. The first part of this life doing social welfare education for 60 years,

From the age of 33 until the end of the 93-year-old. The second part, the future of life after life, determined the bodhisattva path, the interests of society

public.

 

       From small to large, I adore and emulate the learning of three idols.

 

       I read in high school, we teach the language teacher is a Shandong man. He likes to read to us in class

Book, also just read a book about the founding of New China Premier Zhou Enlai, in old age, suffering from cancer, are still

Chinese diplomacy spared no efforts in dying story. From these heroic share in, I realized

What is called Till death do us part, wax torch ashes tears dry. For Chinese people, cattle and horses, flowing into

Finally blood, tears consumption of dry final point.

 

        For example, how many hours, not asleep, I could not bear it, with a very hot towel, wash the hot face, and

Full of energy to receive foreign guests. This time was suffering from terminal cancer. There once was so tired in the wall

Next by a little, standing asleep. Wring a towel reluctant, it is forced to grip dry, because wring easy

Let towel reduce life expectancy. New China has just begun, supplies very poor, very frugal, reluctant to waste.

 

        We also know that Premier Zhou people familiar one thing, that when he was a boy reading, the teacher asked him to

What reading, he said a word shocked the world of words: "To study the rise of China!." Even into today,

I still find it enlightening!

 

        So, I am very grateful to my school language teacher, he let me understand a not so a

From the great man. Premier Zhou Enlai, this is the first idol worship of my heart.

 

        The second idol is Nan teacher. When I contacted the South teacher books, his views on Confucianism, Buddhism and Taoism of

Lively and interesting, and knowledgeable, marvel at the entire Chinese civilization circle. I not only read the book most of the south of teacher

Membership, but also to spend money to buy a full set of books. New to books, south teacher or alive. After a few years later,

Reborn in the 90-year-old.

 

       Which, in some of the material presented to him, the South declared promote Chinese culture education teacher 60 years. Since Yang

Munan Gaoshanyangzhi teacher, I am a novice when Dharma, is also determined to carry forward the Chinese culture education for 60 years. and

At one time also the ambition to tell our teacher. The teacher also boast of my ideas to others. did not expect,

I had this naive idea as a new Chinese culture, eventually take root in my heart roots and leaf thickness. later,

When I set herself a goal in this life, is the beginning of the heart do not forget, do not forget the mission, select the target ambition of this world is this

A.

 

       As for Chinese Studies teacher taught me, I would not have him as an idol. I put him in return Shien

on. My parents worked hard and selfless parenting, I trained quality of mercy future. Let me teach teacher

Young and consolidate the quality of mercy. Quarrel with his wife, and then repair bodhicitta, compassion eventually take root in my heart

Sprouted. Shien's approach is to repay this life unconditional support of the public good teacher. So, as long as the old

Teachers need to help me support, I have to support as much as possible. No matter how people say, I can not shake my will.

 

        I would like to be able to launch large, the public is willing to row Bodhisattva path. I blend of Premier Zhou Enlai compassion,

Nan teacher also combines compassion, I understand the Buddha of compassion, there are two basic elements:

        The first, instead of all I would like the public to bear their suffering, transfer their suffering, to back me

They assume that they suffer no disease-free without disaster, from the life and death of Oliver, to obtain eternal happiness joy freedom.

 

        第二条,愿我生生世世做牛做马,为一切大众谋福利,愿我所积累的一切福

德与智慧,平等给予一切大众,使他们获得幸福自在欢喜,离苦得乐。

       

       然后我决心效仿大慈大悲闻声救苦的观世音菩萨,发愿行菩萨道,若有一个

众生没有获得解脱,我誓不解脱,直至所有大众皆解脱,我方解脱。所以,第三

个偶像,我决心效仿观世音菩萨,效仿菩萨的大愿大行,为大众的幸福人生去奋

斗努力。

 

       

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