Chapter 1 Horizon Thoughts (Preface)
If irony, anger, extreme solve all of China's problems, I have chosen to curse as a career. But the anger in China does not help, the only change is tough birth of the ideal recipe for China, even in this tough, you have wronged maybe even humiliation.
Young, many things may not be implemented, the ideal can not become a reality soon, I found myself anxious, you angry, but slowly finally understand that there are a lot of things tortuous iterative process, have to have to have patience and perseverance it a success. So, "Do not worry" has become aphorisms his mind.
Chapter 2 bid farewell to campus: away in hope and confusion
Many years later, whenever I recall that scene before graduation, my heart will be swarmed a mention of the emotion. I have lamented the Creator and Conspire cloud cover hand for the rain, but then I can not predict this result and fortunately for me a few months later planted fruit ordeal. But to get the opportunity, after all, is a blessing to me.
I believe everyone's blessing is a drug.
Old white, is another strong cry.
It poured down a rain of tears.
Chapter 3 a rural year: nothing of experience
Old mother. How it seems to be a thing blink of an eye, from the sniveling son, but grew up in an instant to leave his hometown, although gone Beijing, is still a comfort. But later date for the mother, I am afraid even to some of solitude. Perhaps the mother of the world always, children my side, and he is cheerful, how can the child can be the beam in their own side. The large single-handedly nurtured children to go into the larger world, happy and sadness wrapped around one thousand turns interweaves, smiles and tears will naturally alternately.
The road back and forth more than fifty kilometers, and I are cycling back and forth a day, eat the last meal, then I support is: people want to beat you, but they have to stop trying.
Chapter 4 disease life: unsolicited comprehend
Bing elderly, peers century later in a hospital bed comfort people: "Life is the most important, have everything to life." A seemingly simple words but gave away the secret, I was filled with emotion.
But that does not mean I'm pessimistic daily are depression and despair. It would be too optimistic to see the world and life is beautiful, and the results are often unsatisfactory in all likelihood, by then blow it big, the more frustration; turn all life sad to see some of you know this long road, there will always be large or small suffering waiting for you, they would encounter just normal to face, but will chuckle escaped. In this state of mind go a long way, bitter, we will not give us so many blows, we will have more chances to win, way of life is actually really go optimism. Therefore, first seen through the life, there is hope alive.
Chapter 6 Into TV: slightly chance meeting
IQ equal dialogue
Talking about the "heart" word, it does seem more like a sentiment. He had entered the TV is unintentional, may need to do things a little careless. Because of mood, hold little hope, the disappointment is not; because of careless, did not try to seek personal gain and design, I can only do what this sub-subdivision, less performance, more natural, less imitation and more a character. Last fall because of this lack of interest in themselves no pressure situation next step on the television channel. Hopefully, after a lot of things, I could calmly "heart" to do, and finally success does not really matter, light when the road is most precious.
Chapter 8 Public Opinion: A single spark to start a prairie fire
Only dare to expose themselves short of talent will become increasingly powerful.
Chapter 9 ask about public opinion and answer
In the final analysis, only the power of media to exercise supervision by public opinion, rather than unavoidably solve specific problems, because the media has neither the capacity nor the power to do so. But it is in the night sky every day for the safety of society and often sounded the alarm.
To this day, people still do not understand why the navigator aboard the great ship Titanic actually forget to bring your binoculars. When they saw the results of the iceberg with the naked eye, all too late, but if they can bring binoculars, field maritime tragedy that can be avoided is not it?
Chapter 11 GATT negotiations: running China and the world
1976 Tangshan earthquake, the city into the ground, hundreds of thousands were killed, maimed, this historic unprecedented disaster struck, according to international practice, the Government and the people of all countries of the world have lent a helping hand, however, disaster in China, still stubbornly say "no", it is the world at the time was considered "unreasonable" and not according to international practice the cards he kept in a Chinese aid, in the ultra-left trend of thought There are no others, "not alien to alien," the.
Negotiation is an art of compromise, if the parties can not meet each other, and that only their first farewell then leave.
Chapter 12 return of Hong Kong: Looking back at the start of the excitement and regret
Unfortunately, in the final analysis, we reported on our own lack of experience, blaming Heaven to complain complain complain environment than themselves, and complain that they do not like to bite the bullet in the heart to say to yourself: "Yes, next time I will be worthy of your audience friend!"
Chapter 15 of flooding: more than medicine buy less coffin
There is a scene quite impressive. August 22 morning, because we had to take a helicopter aerial water regime, so very early departure from the station, drove past a square, I see there are hundreds of people leisurely name of Tai Chi. Presumably this is their daily required course, the kind of peaceful atmosphere of life had to calm people feeling better life. However, a turned around, away from their tai chi less than 200 meters of the place is filled with a sack of Songhua River levee, it was still above the busy, there are people slept in the next sack. One side is the quiet life of the people, one side is written on dangerous flood levee, these two great contrast scenes actually appear in the same one screen. I suddenly feel a kind of human dignity in this picture, no matter what the danger at hand, but life goes on. If in the face of disaster, loss of dignity of life, then the catastrophe will beat us, and as long as retain dignity, no kind of disaster will continue for too long.
The flood of victory is the victory of people's will play to the limit. Remove people along the river, soldiers teens with their teenagers just walked into the shoulders of young people to take up the crisis in this country, at the same time thank them, we should not blame it? It has been insufficient investment in water conservancy, while the annual growth in numbers on the surface, but the strength and growth rate compared to the growth rate is slower water conservancy. How can we rely on human wave tactics to make up for our lack of money into it? In many people's hearts, has been left to chance flood, like a gambler, and believe that the flood might come next year, this year first so be it! The flood this year has really come, the only person to build a dike in panic. Moreover, there are corrupt. Jiujiang embankment before the accident was also not as impregnable model project is to promote the media in recognition of voice hardly ever, has taken the lead in Jiujiang levee burst, the original "impregnable" The levee is a "son of a bitch" project. Levee buried there the same kind of corruption and dereliction of duty this rubbish it? And that is only one place Jiujiang Yangtze River embankment, how much do such a dangerous thing? So when we all agree that "98" is the flood disaster at the same time, it is not it also can quietly telling myself, of which there are quite a lot of man-made factors. Face "98" flood, there is an experience could be summed up, due to a variety of media to get fully involved in the authorization flood reports, the whole Chinese people's heart was to gather together, become the determining factor to overcome the flood. No matter what the disaster, people should have the right to know, so will the timely rescue, victory will come earlier. In 1999, in fact, the flood of the Yangtze River is not small, but because of the media busy "gear Gong" propaganda, hydrological reports somewhat neglected, it seems a bit dangerous, because water and fire never ruthless, let people know earlier regimen Maybe there will be some more people's lives are preserved. Hopefully, after news media reports in terms of disaster to have more autonomy, so that people can kind of China as soon as possible to lend a helping hand. The relationship between man and nature from before the flood exposed. Lankan indiscriminate logging upstream, midstream reclaim the land, homes have become a flood zone, all this makes "98" flood increased too much, and all this occurs is not a day of "bad", is in the case of people only immediate next step built up, and finally to bring their own disaster.
Chapter 16 face of poverty: the new century, we will be commonplace it?
In fact, memories of Chinese history, "not scarcity but uneven" concept has been deeply rooted presence in the depths of the Chinese people's hearts, all poor impress anyone, but you still my rich with the poor, I can not do. If I have still not up rich, rich man that is my enemy, who is best to have helped me, "Shafujipin", or return to the years of mess. This mentality also stubbornly to this day there is a market. And this state of mind for the Chinese reform process is undoubtedly a terrible reverse power.
Chapter 17 Chinese environmental protection: spell out what will happen tomorrow
The sky is high, people will always walk on the ground there is a transparent and sense of freedom; the sky is blue, clouds are white and three-dimensional, with the kind of green on the horizon, always remind myself is big part of nature. Unlike in reinforced concrete forest walk in Beijing, often only felt like a breathing machine.
In the home, when every morning seems to wake up in the birds singing, even in winter, hear the birds, but also often hear the family in their sleep "and snow" exclaimed, then see the white world out of the window, get up slowly while intoxicated.
The more we get in the city, this city will produce a more rebellious. Perhaps today we drunkenly fighting in the city, it is for tomorrow happily leave the city.
After all, we are natural creatures.
"You are type AB blood, born of a dilemma, while type A sanity, while type B emotions, not your heart be strange war-making.
In 1993, "Oriental Horizon" has just launched six months after the winter, we came to the cold Wuhan. In our coverage plan, we had no Xiao Li would like the name, but gave us a local reporter tells a story.
There is a girl, after being abandoned by their parents, by a pair of blind and his wife, which the blind couple living in the bottom of society, life is extremely difficult. From the age of six, the adopted children Xiao Li would like to take up the burden of housework, cooking, laundry, overwhelmed young shoulders but dedicated to one thousand five or six years. In school, she was a good student, the school's volleyball team, hung with three bars on his arm, won the teachers and students alike. The story speaks is so simple, but have a kind of deeply touched after we heard a few people, perhaps dry television's sake, in our minds, there was a picture looks. We want to help her, and she wanted to tell more people what to listen to, so a lot of the same age child knows: the joy of their age, there is a girl called Xiao Li would like to have the courage to take up the a responsibility. Very good starting point, is a completely natural expression of emotion, we unanimously adopted the shooting of this film.
Li Xiao think the real living environment is worse than we thought. Low house, if you do not turn on the lights, they will not see each other a bit. To adopt her blind quietly sitting at home, ask an extremely modest grants to face life. Small Xiao Li would like to schedule the daily life of this home: get up early in the morning, with bargain shopping, then go home to cook, finished with the family, go to school. Noon after school they rush home to catch, cook, take their food to the blind couple hold rice dishes and then pack up and continue to go to school in the afternoon class. Go home at night, a day after the last meal again from the beginning till the end, all busy, and went out on his attic and started doing homework. In this way the rhythm of life think Li Xiao, from the appearance point of view, than her peers thin circle, his face barely see the red. Day after day, year after year, a small Xiao Li would like to live this way.
We touched by the way the documentary shoot this film, then in the "Son of the East" program marked the first time a little girl as the protagonist, broadcast in early 1994. After the broadcast, he reacted strongly, thin Xiao Li would like to make the screen before too much love and affection of the audience sympathy and respect, financing and condolences natural snowflakes fly Xiao Li wants. Things started something wrong. May 1, 1994, we "Oriental Horizon" program launched the first anniversary, due to shoot special program, we have selected a few in the past filmed several "Oriental Son" re-search, Xiao Li is one of them wanted to . Xiao Li would like to go to school again, and a large placard in front of us surprised, says: "Learning from Lei Feng, Xiao want to learn Li." I can see, our program and various reports have put the attendant Xiao Li Lift want a very high position. Units often come to school to please Xiao Li would like to lecture, Xiao Li also want to learn to listen to others tell their stories and to move others. Quietly change Xiao Li who think.
Her teacher said to us: many social contributions all walks of life, the couple adopt her blind and schools have begun to conflict, always feel that school to hide something, but because the habit Xiao Li would like to open a letter tucked money, therefore, If you open a letter, after which there is no money, Xiao Li will want to expose too happy demeanor; new bike and a washing machine also moved into Li Xiao want low home life significantly improved. When Xiao Li would like to tell the teacher when we listen to this all, we have begun unrest, things are not as simple as we initially thought.
We began to wonder: did the natural expression of our emotional love this child or harm the child. Developments worse than we thought, and after two years, we listen to friends talk in Wuhan, Li Xiao would like to have gone, leaving a message for leaving home: science is not on, he is going South into the world, the bitterness is over. We hear the result, there is a feeling when a murderer. Is not because our reports, Li Xiao want quiet bitterness began to be broken, the temptation appeared, in the end, the temptation to think step by step to Xiao Li sent the other way. Sanity began to appear late, does good sometimes a mistake? See vulnerable children immediately wanted to lend a helping hand to pull one is human nature, but once the heat is not controlled, extended a helping hand but only resorted to force in the opposite direction, support will be pushed further misery in.
Intellect and emotions begin to fight, I was so locked in to the station and did not know where to party. Xiao Li would like to some special event, tentatively can be regarded as a special case, the heart of the trial will be only a few people in our hearts, not to mention, as far as I know, want to stray Li Xiao think after a period of time back to the Wuhan home. Life as ever, I do not know what went through her inner struggles and choices, how long will calm today, but I, as a big brother, and sincerely wish her smooth some later date. And thus distract go, we all think that such a topic: How do we help the poor?
The purpose is not to take into account whether the means as long as the good bad is our last few decades mindset, how many miserable consequences because of the initial good intentions do? So when Zuozuo ruins face the consequences, we are accustomed to because the good initial motivation and forgive the perpetrators.
But in the face May 8, 1999, we only sadness, pain and anger is not enough, we must have a clear mind and calm understanding. The world is not as good as good as people think, hegemony and aggression has been on our side. To truly peaceful world, China must be strong, let us refuel, the powerful hearts of the Chinese dream into reality as soon as possible! "
Chapter 18 reform Memory: Not Personal History
If a decision maker that all citizens should be ideal for the purpose in life, worldly temptation to throw away all that is, all the people of the "selfless", "preoccupied with other people, others first" ... ... he's totally wrong, ideal for burning up, because eventually burned away from the characteristics of human nature and the future of this country and the nation.
Understand people, understand human nature, then go with the flow, China began to wind and waves aboard the ship, every citizen has finally began to create their own wealth for the country and changed the face, this is the biggest decision makers understand the benefits of humanity. The only human nature to read and follow the leader to make human decisions, will put a real country or nation to lead towards prosperity, on the contrary, it is the destruction and disasters. Of course, not just these reforms.
Chapter 20 between question and answer session: the touch treasures
Respondents: Zhao Xinshan Eurasian Institute of Shanghai Academy of Social Sciences Professor Q: Why is this century's scientific and technological progress very quickly, but people still need this century eighteenth and nineteenth century music to comfort your soul? A: The evolution of humanity is very slow very slow.
The face of this new century, we have a lot of fantasy, people always look forward to an optimistic future, however, the evolution of human nature is very slow very slow, which is destined, in the new century, the human environment and outside in the dramatic changes in the package will be difficult for us to imagine this new century, how people will live in a new box. However, this change but did not change in this new century, there will be war, there will be fraud, there will be big bullying the small, there will be a betrayal, there is suspicion, jealousy ...... human nature can produce evil in the new century will both have.
Human evolution is very slow very slow. The answer tells me, always eager to change the appearance of applause is silly.
Maybe we often get down into the depths of human nature to see what the slow progress we have! If you really have a little, it is worth our pleasure to applaud!
In many people's eyes, Mozart was a child, especially pure, it was also felt that his ordeal in fact, decided that he should be most comforting to accept other people, but he was always as if nothing has happened, like with the best melody to comfort others, it is a realm of Mozart one of your comfort or do you want to achieve? "
I think not, a nation, a momentum is a human contest, it is not only the muscle, not just physical, it is a manifestation of the whole person. Only if you're over him in the overall index, more than others, when you have the possibility to win. Muscular, well-developed limbs, simple-minded, I think it is not suitable for athletes, because sport is a human competition. I did not believe that the answer is from the athlete's mouth, until Jiang Chengji told me with this answer: contempt idea of athletes is wrong.
Chapter 21 Life Story: Do not ask what life is
Forefinger in 1968 wrote "I believe the future" probably to 2068 in the next century will still be as classic. "When spider webs ruthlessly seized my stove / ashes when Yuyan sighed poor sad / I still stubbornly paved the ashes of disappointment / to write with beautiful snowflakes: I believe the future / ......"
Unfortunately forefinger to believe and love of the future are in the opposite manner of his return. Shortly after writing this poem, and many of his peers went up the hill to the countryside. Just a few years later, his peers still face the harsh reality with his "I believe the future" warm support themselves, but can not get on the index finger. The early seventies, he returned to Beijing because of schizophrenia, was admitted to Beijing from third orphanage on the outskirts of Beijing. This is an adoption helpless, no welfare income mentally ill and demobilized veterans.
He said that is a beautiful lie,
Gone through ups and downs, the character has long velvet glove.
Physics is the philosophy to an end, but an end to the philosophical study of religion is.
Chapter 22 reading experience: One way to escape from reality
Information outward Reading is a prescription treatment is dependent or social loneliness.
"Mean is the mean of those passes, noble is noble epitaph." "Night gave me black eyes, I use it to find the light." "Everything is fate, everything is smoke." "Instead of a cliff Millennium exhibition, as crying one night lover's shoulder.
Chapter 24 of music history: The third method of escape from reality
Go with the flow, with the music and safe, with what kind of mood will naturally note what kind of appreciation.
29 record (Rev. postscript) after a decade of chapter
I believe the future When spider webs ruthlessly seized my stove ashes when Yuyan sighed poor sad, I still stubbornly paved the ashes of disappointment with beautiful snow wrote: I believe the future when my purple grapes into late autumn dew of when my flowers nestled in someone else's feelings, I still stubbornly with Cream of the Ku Teng wrote in the desolate earth: I believe the future with a finger that flock to the horizon wave- palm that I will hold up the sun swaying sea the dawn of a beautiful pen that sticks with children warm pen body wrote: I believe the future