After the First World War PubMed fail, do not know which way to go, I was yearning for postgraduate life, after all, campus life is very comfortable, but after the first postgraduate experience, I still have a great fear of mathematics, I know should not have this mentality, but I and the fear of failure, because I had not afford to lose, and four years of college blink of an eye later, already have been abandoned too many times, do not want to waste time, so in the back senior next semester to the school began to resume, determined to go about their social life experiences, who wanted to, the reality is so cruel, delivery of a lot of resumes, mostly heard from since, also participated in several written tests, results unsatisfactory, indeed their programming skills and basic knowledge of it is very lacking in the spring and move the climax of March and April, still did not find the right job, also participated in the job fairs organized by the school, feeling just a walk form and nothing good company, and the location is not suitable for the development of the Internet, ultimately, reduced to the status of graduation unemployment. I can only real force again took to the road something was, I still envy graduate student life, but I still have fear of mathematics, because it seems to be more I not in the past Hom, but I know there are a lot of difficult life is not easily able to do so this time, only turning back desperately. Not enough time to receive a diploma and degree certificates, has been given a ticket home, No. 6-4 home, 6-9 to Xi'an to see the rented house, in my life experience is very shallow state, I do not after his father showings, he was later set up an immense regret speaking father's room, there are almost 30 square meters large room, near the subway, electric walk from the West for ten minutes, and only one classroom can study hall, walking distance NPU students may have to forty minutes, the indoor environment in general, public bathroom shower washing machine four, his father seems this is a bit harsh environments, indeed, people who live there is quite a mixed bag, but I also just a review, but had to pay for six months rent we have no choice, and there is another that good students want to rent together, he might despise me rent the house it, when old enough to take all the rent, because renting is a minimum period in the start, it also carries the risk of default, and now it seems my social experience or too shallow, and there'll be a lot of things to their own discretion, take yourself Meaning, it must learn good, not easy to conclusions, make decisions, to reflect on after careful consideration. I have always been somewhat tired of those leather community, but now I'm going to learn from them, they become, which requires a lot of social experience, continuous learning, pondering. I am already 22 years old, to grow up fast
Now that you've made the decision to spend such a high price, can not in the end nothing, this is a turning point in life, and after the way their own path, their own grasp of direction in life, filling it! Do not let yourself regret.