In the blink of an eye, it has been four years since I stepped out of society, but many things are still vivid in my mind, as if they happened yesterday.
When I was a kid, I suffered from congenital cataracts due to a medical accident. I couldn’t even see clearly on the blackboard. I wasn’t very sensible at the time. For me, class was all about drawing and anything else that could kill time. No kidding. By the time I reached fourth grade, I still couldn't read a few Chinese characters. The only reason why I was able to continue my education was because my mother held the position of director at the school.
Many classmates looked down on me, and some would say they were envious that I didn't have to study or do homework. When I was a child, I would even be really proud of such remarks, but later I realized that this was a huge misfortune.
When I was in sixth grade, my parents took me to Beijing for a second surgery. My eyesight improved a bit, but it wasn't much different. I still couldn't read the blackboard, but I obviously realized that I still needed to fight for my future. So I started to study spontaneously, and my parents also started enrolling me in cram schools. Do you know? At that time, I was really a teenage brother studying in a room with a group of children. Many of the children were even older than me in learning things, and they could even look back and give me some pointers.
As a hobby, I learned guzheng. To be honest, I am not a person who has much interest in music. I just hope there will be a way out in the future.
I still remember that I performed on stage when I was in junior high school. My mother had always been quite indulgent but would guide me as much as possible. I still vividly remember that after my first guzheng performance, my mother and Aunt Wan They found me together, and my mother gave me a tape with a cup of milk tea and a letter, which said applause for my first performance in my life. I have always been lucky to have such a family.
Later, I fell in love with history. This was also the best subject I took in the high school entrance examination. It also successfully improved my score from those of my uneducated peers, but in the end it was still very poor. After my parents won my opinion, they also allowed me to go to high school.
Life in high school is relatively dull, so let’s start with preparing for the college entrance examination.
I still remember that about a month before the college entrance examination, the school organized group evening self-study to make up for it, so we scumbags must not participate, right? The school organized people to patrol the teaching building to see if anyone was not participating in evening self-study, so we ran to the top floor to play Three Kingdoms together and chat.
Ours was also a very poor class. The school established a famous teacher office, and two very qualified teachers were responsible for teaching two excellent classes. These two teachers were responsible for Chinese and mathematics respectively. Naturally, such good teachers were not as good as ours. It's about the shift.
The math teacher was okay, our head teacher had good qualifications, but the Chinese teacher was never recruited and a Chinese teacher was transferred from the first grade of junior high school.
I was deeply impressed by this teacher. He told me that as long as we followed him, we would be able to get a score of 115 in the Chinese language test for the college entrance examination.
As it turned out, the teacher failed anyway, and he told his Chinese class representative later in the class. Anyway, he meant that if you want to listen, you can listen, and if you don’t want to listen, you can move around freely.
So every Chinese class after that became a King of Glory class competition, with the teacher giving lectures and various exchanges below,
such as (Help me look at the blue) (Hey, you can kill, you can kill) (There is a monkey in the grass) and so on, Chinese The teacher didn't care anymore. I still remember that one day at noon I heard him calling someone and saying that he was teaching a poor class here and hoped to change schools.
Today, I am evaluating it as a working person. If my own problems are not solved, it will be the same everywhere. Maybe I have never thought of teachers as noble. In fact, teachers are also ordinary workers. They are still at this stage. .
However, I did not lose my advantages when I reached high school. In my second year of high school, I was ranked first in the class and second in the class, and my scores were even better than those in the
two top classes. This was perhaps the only thing I could do at that time. So proud.
Because I have a relatively easy-going personality, I give in to what I can get, which is why some classmates push their limits. In fact, I have never had the opinion of top students, because most of the people who bullied me at that time were actually top students. I wrote a long time ago The article is called (He who is a teacher may not be a human being, I hope all students in the world can get a good education). Oops, I am off topic. In fact, I have heard a saying that an honest person has a Buddha in his heart, and there will be a demon under him. Once you Pushing the Buddha to the point where he is about to face the devil.
My mother has also become a principal now, and she was doing well at that time, so the teachers took good care of me. I think I have received a very good education, and I am usually very easy to communicate with. But you pushed me a little bit and just said this. I greeted the teacher's 18th generation in a relatively emotionally unstable situation. I almost fought with a male teacher that the whole class was afraid of, and beat a student who everyone was afraid of to a bloody head. Of course, I was even worse. , if the bottom line is touched, OK, I can die, but you can't even think of living. I personally think that I am usually kind-hearted, but when I am pushed into a hurry, I seem to have an uncontrollable bloody nature.
Later, although I did very poorly in the college entrance examination, with the help of my parents, I still learned a lesson and did not miss college education. There were really few majors that I could choose from at that time. Later, I felt that computer programming was quite advanced.
I had no idea about programming at the time, and I even thought that codes were like barcodes.
I really hadn’t learned to type at that time, but I had already learned Pinyin, so there was no need to learn it. I got a computer and studied it by myself for two days, and it was basically OK.
Because I failed math and English once in the early basic questions, but I failed in professional courses. I can be said to be the thousand-year-old second child in our class.
But it was actually a relatively long process. I remember after the first professional get out of class, I felt like I didn’t understand anything because I couldn’t see the screen, so I really learned nothing.
Finally, under the persuasion of my head teacher and parents, I chose to continue. From the beginning of the second year, I remember that I was firmly in the second position, although many of my small cases at that time were written by professional teachers.
I still remember that I was very dependent at that time. If I had any problems, I would go to the professional teacher’s office. He would basically write it to me at once until it was ready for use.
I remember at the end of the semester, I usually scored very high, and my classmates felt strange. The professional teacher asked me directly, "Have you ever asked me questions at two or three in the middle of the night?" In fact, I am very grateful to him at this point. My personality is quite persistent, and I have to work all night long. Every time I send something unusual or something very late to the professional teacher, he still responds to me. This is true. Thank you very much.
After graduation, I followed a professional teacher and entered Shenzhen Tuoyuan Energy Co., Ltd. to start my own internship. At that time, I was led by a front-end employee of the company named Wu
. It's hard to change my words. He also said several times not to call him teacher, but Wu Gong or senior is fine. But I seem to be a bit stupid and can't change it. He won't care about it anymore. Let's just call him teacher!
Later, because I did well in the internship unit, I joined the school's official account and received a scholarship. This can be regarded as a highlight moment for me in my campus journey.
Because I have an impatient personality, I chose the path of front-end development, so I also encountered the problems that most college students have when they first come out of society. I even went to a bad school and felt that the things taught in it were really useless!
Later, I learned HTML and some in-depth things like js and jq css in the company and made good progress.
I also learned some third-party application tools
. But later, Manager Qing brought a react project. In this project, I can really say that my true colors were revealed. It was the crazy use of DOM in the react project that caused
Manager Qing to directly tell me at the meeting that I wrote The stuff is completely useless.
Later, I also studied Vue and React by myself, but it was too late. From then on, Qinggong put me in a general position and would not take me on any projects. Wu Gong also talked about me several times, and there were What technology can be used forever?
From that moment on, I deeply realized the importance of learning. Later, Wu Gong asked me if I wanted to continue working here? The salary mentioned was quite good. At that time, I thought that the technical manager, Manager Qing, already had such a bad impression of me. Why should I mess around? So I left, but Mr. Feng was very nice to me and said I could stay with him until I find another job.
But there was no other way. It was really hard to find a job when I first started working, and I really didn’t feel like I knew anything at the time. Later, I interviewed a company called Kuakli Technology Co., Ltd. The boss of Shenzhen Kendaxin Enterprise Consulting Co., Ltd. was interested in the Internet direction. A kind of tentative expansion, it is a real startup company with completely flat management. I learned a lot here and successfully made my partner.
In fact, I am very grateful to Quickly for helping me through the most difficult period of my growth, and for giving me a platform to learn and grow. I still remember the first time I met my current girlfriend, and I tried to be with her. Chatting, it felt pretty good. At that time, I often waited for the bus while chatting with her on WeChat. While chatting, I got up and took a look, what a guy! The car ran away.
In fact, at that time, I was even enjoying a life where I had a job and no worries about food and clothing.
Later, she happened to be in finance
. When she sent the pay slip to me, a feeling of frustration and guilt came to my heart, so I chose to leave. , to pursue a better life.
Because my skills had greatly improved at that time, the interviews were basically three times a day, and not many passed. However, one company chose to give up and let me go back on my first day because of my eyesight.
I was really desperate at that time, but there was nothing I could do about it. At that time, I always doubted whether I had made a mistake in choosing this career. Many of my friends were far away from me at that time. Only the girlfriend I chose at that time was just a friend and stayed with me. She cares about me. Every time I say something, she replies seriously. She also listens to me very carefully and pretends to admire me afterward.
Later, I joined a pretty good company called China Soft Insurance. There should be more than 100 people in Nanshan. They were engaged in insurance business and cooperated with international brands such as Ping An. They didn't dislike me, but they couldn't help me. One day I felt like no one was caring about me. I didn’t even start the project on the first day and finally chose to leave.
Later, I joined Shenzhen Jiuxunmu Technology Co., Ltd., and then left for some reasons to join Shenzhen Lianyong Technology Co., Ltd. Lianyong may be what I have always been proud of, because it is a company that is on the verge of going public. It is located in Futian, Shenzhen. district
Although I have resigned due to some personal emotions, I still worked there for about a year and four months.
Later, it can be considered that we have found a way out in the great Internet unemployment wave of 2023.
Maybe my achievements are average, but what I want to say is that no matter how difficult the situation is, there is always a way out. If you have no clue about the problem in front of you, then just let it go and leave it to time.