calm is true
Mr. Pingwa always likes to be quiet, but in fact he also likes to be lively. It's just that the bustle of the husband is not the bright lights, but the peace of mind and the freedom of walking alone.
Since people came to the world like ants, living and dying suddenly, gathering and dispersing, in just a few decades, they should be free and unrestrained, and they should be free and unrestrained, and each complete their own life, this is the whole of existence. It makes sense. ——Jia Pingwa "Walking Alone"
"Om'er", "Om'er"... In the hazy moonlight, an old man with gray hair was shaking the spinning wheel. This woman is my mother. An uneducated, ordinary woman with small feet in the mountains, in the days when her father was away (during the Cultural Revolution, her father was designated as a "capitalist roader" and dragged to a remote mountain for "reform".), the burden of life It fell on her.
There are me, my brother and two younger sisters at home. Our tuition fees and the family's food expenses all fell on the mother's shoulders. Later I left school, chopped firewood for money, subsidized the family, and taught myself books at the same time. Later, my father was rehabilitated, and I also went to the university and was admitted.
I went to college alone, with their expectations, and the homespun quilt my mother sewed for me...
In life, there is always a kind of love that can soothe our hearts; on the journey of life, there is always a kind of concern that cannot be forgotten, but it will eventually be let go...
His father, Jia Yanchun, taught in the countryside all his life and retired in Dihua, Danfeng County. Gastric cancer recurred at the beginning of the year and died later. He was respected throughout his life, but it was not peaceful. He was suppressed at the beginning of the Cultural Revolution and later rehabilitated. He was always proud of me. Later, I became a writer and became famous, and my father was very happy. Whenever my article was published, he often invited people to drink to celebrate; and when my article was criticized, he wanted to hide it from his father, but then his father just said: "Don't hide it from me, I know everything Don’t make troubles if you have nothing to do, and don’t be afraid of troubles if you have troubles. You are still young, you have to learn from experience and lessons, there is a long way to go!”
He is also sad and happy about your sorrow and joy, needless to say, it penetrates into his heart. Give us strength deep in our hearts and give us peace of mind.
His father was poor all his life, and he was not willing to give him the money he sent back to buy medicine. He bought Moutai for him, but it was found to be stomach cancer, so he temporarily stopped drinking. He ran around because of his little sister, he wanted to live a few more days, and see that his children would be able to settle down in peace, but the sky didn't go his way, and his father left after all.
Although he didn’t witness any other matters related to his children, at least he settled his younger sister’s work first. Even though he was unwilling, he still passed away with a smile...
In this life, we are all experiencing farewell, seeing off friends, seeing off children, seeing off parents, watching their backs silently, sooner or later, this is a journey in life after all, it is good to have no regrets...
I suddenly suffered from liver disease, and was immediately discriminated against like the "four types of elements" back then. It is inconvenient to eat, dress, communicate, etc., and it needs to be disinfected after use. I often feel the eyes of others, and it is unbearable for family members.
So I entered the infectious disease hospital for isolation, where our names only have bed numbers like "235". But after getting along for a long time, I became acquainted with the patients here. In this "prison"-like world, we patients do not discriminate against each other, we care about each other and are considerate to each other.
We have lost the so-called meaning of being human in society, but we have gained a brand new true feeling of being human.
The world of red wine and greenery is very attractive, but if there is no human favor, the "prison" will enjoy itself. What we pursue all our lives may turn out to be a falsehood in the end. Timely stop loss and inner comfort are also a good strategy...
Always smile and enjoy life.
"The book was published, and I earnestly gave someone a copy, and the inscription on the title page: "To Mr. ××× for survival. After one month passed, I occasionally went to the old books and newspapers buying store and saw this book, so I bought it back at a discount, and wrote respectfully under the inscription on the title page: "I will give Mr. ××× the original. "After writing the post, I walked into a tavern to sit and drink, and I couldn't help laughing.
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The name is my own, but others use it the most, and I can't help laughing.
After finishing the draft of "Laughing Often Open", I went to smoke a cigarette, and when I turned around to transcribe, the draft disappeared. My wife said, "Is it a large page of written paper? I used it to go to the toilet." Exclaimed: "That's an essay!" My wife said: "I don't want to use the blank paper. I just say that the paper that has been written is useless." I rushed to the toilet, but fortunately it was smelly but not completely wet. And kidding. "
Mr. Pingwa wrote that it was all trivial things in ordinary life, but he could think of another way to enlighten himself, so that he could save himself from danger many times in life. Mentality determines the height of life, and his relief makes him so calm.
The wisdom of life is calmness.
With gratitude, magnanimity, and tranquility , the journey of life is another scene.
