I have been developing Java for several years, and now I feel that I am getting weaker and weaker, because I am a little confused, I can't see the current situation or I don't know how to go down. In fact, I know some of my problems, but I haven't found a good solution.
1. Poor self-control and not enough persistence.
2. I don't like to read books, I feel a little sleepy when I read a book
Therefore, even if you want to learn something, after a long time, you will lose motivation again. Now I don't know what to do, I feel more and more pressure, and my temper is getting worse and worse. I want to relax, but I feel more scared when I think about it. Confused and hopeless. A little bit want to give up this career, because from the initial love of this job, to now just working hard to earn money for living. Without passion and desire, dreams are defeated by ideals. And in the ideal, I was very tired, and I felt that I didn’t love this career anymore.