A friend of mine has been unhappy recently, staying alone under a small pavilion outside the company smoking suffocating cigarettes. After condolences today, he found out that his mother had cancer. After listening to it, I felt very uncomfortable. After get off work, I got off the bus two stops earlier, listening to the music quietly, and walking on the road. Thinking back to the two years since I came out to work, I have been thinking about how to survive and take root in a big city. I feel that I have really changed, and I feel that I am unfamiliar. I was very simple when I was a student. Shi Jian Shi felt that his life was worthwhile, and it would be even more icing on the cake if he had a confidante who could accompany him all the time. Now, when I look back at the status quo, I find that it is by no means what I want. It's often said that growing up is the process of finding out that I'm an idiot all the time, but sometimes I even feel like the idiot I used to be. Yes, with the improvement of work skills and experience in the past two years, it is no longer a problem to support yourself or even lead a well-off life. However, I also lack or give up a lot of things. For example, I played basketball with a group of students yesterday, only to realize that My agility, responsiveness, and physical confrontation are not as good as they used to be in the past. On the spiritual level, I don't have the courage to do whatever I want, and I don't have the courage to go forward in pursuit of what I like... It's really sad to say. The experience of my friends reminded me that life is really short, and now that I am 25, the tail of youth has come to an end, and in a blink of an eye, I will enter the age of 30. Taking the length of a person's life as the dimension, there are at most 3 of them. Years, why do you need to be ready everywhere! Do what you want to do, no longer use busy work as an excuse, no longer take buying a house or a car as the only goal (tired or not), let everything take its course! --The mood is a bit complicated. I wrote this article without thinking. I just think of what to write, because really, some things will only happen to you when you will regret and reflect, and use the popular ones before. Summarized in one sentence: Life is not only about the hustle and bustle in front of you, but also the poetry and fields in the distance. At the same time, I hope my friends can get through this difficult time smoothly.
---Note on 2016/6/20 22:01