Hello, everyone, I am a pig who is dominated by cabbage.
A handsome boy who loves to learn, forgets to eat, cantilevered, and is obsessed with learning.
Preface
I have nothing to do today, and I accidentally flipped from the bookshelf to the dusty diary. After years of baptism, the page was slightly yellowed, but it did not submerge the original atmosphere of sand sculptures. Looking at myself, who I think I am quite mature now, I really want to pull out the original idiot and shoot him. Looking at it, I was thinking about the original intention and significance of creating this WeChat public account.
Think about it carefully, life is only 30,000 days. As a twenty-year-old, how many experiences can we think of when we think about it? Take university as an example. Why can't you imagine me being a junior? Yes, and the first semester of the junior year is about to end. According to this rhythm, this eye is opened and closed to a young person in society. Of course, this society is a society that has stepped into society, not a very social society. At this moment, if someone asks me what have you done in the university? I started thinking hard, remembering! One one gets one, one two gets two, thirty-nine-twenty-seven, brother, I...I don’t seem to be doing anything...Oh, my God, at this moment "Hurry" is again appearing In my mind, "What traces did I leave? Why did I leave traces like gossamer? I came into this world naked, and I will go back naked in a blink of an eye?" I can't shed tears on my head, We must leave a trace.
Language
We must leave traces, no matter what is good or bad, we can't let ourselves have nothing to remember. This is one of the reasons why I created this official account. Another reason is to learn the lessons of the language deeply. Alas, at this point, the corners of my eyes are moist again. Why is it moist? The strong I suppressed the tears.
Things have to go from that incident...Let’s focus the lens on the eve of the 2017 college entrance examination. Because the school is going to be an examination room, we have to move things back to the dormitory or put them in the teacher’s office. The teacher’s office is on the third floor, and the classroom is on the second floor. Watching the students panting and moving big boxes and small boxes upstairs, I noticed that the self-study room for the senior high school entrance examination was on the second floor. No one went so close. ? The uncontrollable joy seemed to have discovered the New World, and I quickly told classmate Yu Chen, "They are so stupid. They are so close, how tired it is to go upstairs." Even with the suspicious gaze of the senior high school sister, we still put all the belongings, pay attention to all the belongings, tutorial books, textbooks, dictionaries, etc., in our hearts because of our cleverness, we are still complacent, who knows this is a nightmare Start.
After the college entrance examination, I returned to school. Before I put my schoolbag, Yu Chen told me "Our things are missing", "What?" I didn't believe it, and then ran to the study room-nothing, and asked the cleaning aunt- Didn't see it, went to dig through the trash can again-the sky seemed to have fallen down. Until the day when I finished the college entrance examination, I watched the tattered books and books that I didn't need in the study room were packed and taken away, so I could only imagine what my belongings experienced a year ago and today. Here, I want to say, Yu Chen, I'm sorry.
If there are no textbooks, what should I do if I don’t have the tutorial books? I don’t have to smash the jars and give up studying. Although I have nothing, I don’t lose the courage to start all over again. The teachers are also sympathetic. Here I specifically talk about Chinese. I bought two ice cream small "bribes" to the Chinese teacher, and took a thick review book in the office. Who knows I still enjoy special benefits and bring There was an answer, the teacher didn't find it, but I don't know that this paved the way for my future miserable vision.
Since I have the answers, I am "arrogant and domineering", and the teacher does not accept homework, so my Chinese homework is only copying the answers and practicing calligraphy, nothing else. There is no way. Chinese has been bad since I was a child. I remembered that I was the only one in the top ten of junior high school. Chinese 68. I remember it quite clearly, it was 68. The Chinese teacher also asked me alone and said you look at the first few and you are the only one. At the beginning of 6. But this does not affect my dream of becoming a literary and artistic Xiaosao from an early age. Some are too far away, let's get back to business. Even so, I can still read the Chinese mock test. It was about 100, and there was an unprecedented 114. I was shocked. One homework I haven’t praised yet. The title is to summarize the function words in the classical Chinese. I don’t know why. At the moment I wrote, I knew I would definitely be praised. I read the diary today and he was still there. .
Based on all of the above, coupled with the fact that I think I am a very thoughtful and sentimental man, the Chinese teacher said that learning Chinese is just sentimentality. I go, then I don’t need to learn it haha. All in all, it gave me the illusion that I thought that Chinese was still good. One week before the college entrance examination, the Chinese teacher said, "The rest of the time, I don’t need to do the test papers, and memorize more ancient poems. You must not lose points like this. Lost points, I put a few sets of test papers on this podium, whoever wants to do it." As we all know, I’m famous for my obedience. The teacher said I don’t need to do it, so I won’t do it. Although I watched the students around me do it from time to time, I still chose not to do it. Men want this kind of obedience. This is the backbone.
The first test—Chinese. At the moment when the test paper was posted, I found out that I didn’t recognize it anymore. This...this...the question type has changed. Yes, I panicked. , Sweaty palms, watching the watch from time to time, the composition is not a familiar taste, not finished...84, second to last in the class, unexpectedly and reasonable, but low can not be so ridiculous A full score of 150 is not as high as a full score of 100. On the night I knew the results, I rode a battery car on the battery car. There was nothing to love. There was an urge to fly to the sky and let go.
After analyzing, I always thought that it was because I was too obedient for a long time and didn’t do the test papers, which caused the hand-man to add a week later. The first session was not adapted to the Chinese language. Of course, this was an excuse for myself, even if the teacher said Ma Dan, Xiao Lili, you have to finish three sets of test papers for me before the exam. I don't think I can do it either. Most of it is that I am not practical enough to learn. "If you don't accumulate steps, you can't reach a thousand miles. If you don't accumulate small currents, you can't become a river." Without the previous serious review, there is no goods in the stomach and no bullets in the gun. ?
Open the diary to see if there is any record of what you were doing a few days before the college entrance examination, good boy, still thinking about love.
Wait...Why can't the time be right? Why is there still 6 days before the college entrance examination on the 13th? Maybe this kid was dazzled by love.
Autumn move
A man can never fall twice in the same place. If the college entrance examination is an answer sheet for high school, then looking for a job or postgraduate entrance examination is an answer sheet for the university. For the job I choose, people can't stay in the comfort zone for long. Sooner or later, they have to face the so-called reality that the mule comes out with a horse. In order to avoid the Waterloo incident in the college entrance examination language from happening again, this is the second reason why I created this official account as a testimony. Here I will share some of the problems encountered in the preparation process and the knowledge points of taking notes and interviews. Wait. After half a year, if you don't find it, just throw this article on my face, tell me what you said at the beginning, and then look at a few articles on your official account. If you find one, look through every article and find a job as if it is inevitable. There is no success without effort. If there is a result, there must be a cause. We don't have to envy how powerful others are. What we see is the final result and success, but we don't see how much effort and hard work has been behind the success.
I hope that I can see my own shadow through the words, and I hope that "lili code into your heart" like the name, my words can enter your heart. On the road of life, it is always good to have a reference. I hope my experience and my words can help you, because you and I are ordinary people, more real and closer to life. Of course, these are all things to do. They are all based on my "success". It is useless to say more. Please let time for the rest.
first name
Why is it called "Let go of this cabbage and let me come"? There are two reasons. First, I wonder if you have seen it, the beginning of the article is always "Hello everyone, I am a pig who is dominated by cabbage". Do readers know what I mean? Let go of this cabbage and let me come. Pigs go to the cabbage, and the cabbages go to the pig. Behind the contradiction is the struggle in my heart and the hope for the future. Yes, after being rejected by countless girls, I hope that one day a girl can take the initiative to tell me...for this reason, a fortune-teller was asked to do it, and he pinched and said that it was not far away. In the future, on my 24th birthday, there will be a woman who is jade, jade and ice clear, fish and geese, flower-like, considerate, gentle and considerate, knowledgeable, exhaled and wise, will come to my side and hold me. Hands, facing the stars, from now on, each other, like a guest, hand in hand for the rest of my life.
The fortuneteller showed me his certificate, and I didn't believe me who was killed at that moment. I believed it and looked forward to that day.
Second, behind the name reveals a kind of heroic spirit of giving up one's life for meaning. I worked as a lifeguard during the summer vacation after graduating from high school. Since a little boy almost got close to that, for some reason, this kind of thing happened more often, and my nerves were not as lax as before, and I started to get tense.
One night, a girl who just learned to swim was swimming and swimming in the deep water area. I looked at her, and I don’t know why, I think she is 80% necessary... Maybe this is the sixth sense of a man. As expected, she didn’t swim. After a few strokes, he started to flop, waving his hands wildly, and the lifeguard next to the slumber didn't see the show? It was fast when I said that it was too late. I was on the other side. At a distance of 20 meters, a few strides flew past. At this time, the lifeguard who was close to her noticed and I shouted "Let me come". Although she said "Let me come" in her mouth, she said in her heart "Let go of that girl and let me come". Then flew directly into the water, with a slipper on the shore and a slipper in the water, without bragging, it really is. As for me, I am not professional yet. Saving someone is really about sacrificing myself. I am submerged in the water first, and then I lift the girl to the shore so that I can leak out. Ah, how heroic! The only regret is that when she and her mother expressed their gratitude to me, I didn't add a WeChat account. I stupidly said that it was okay and then turned my head. A beautiful marriage was ruined in my hands.
A man wants to be a big thing, first, he must be shameless, second, he must be shameless for a long time, and third, he must insist on being shameless for a long time. It seems that I still can't do it. I am too shy.
arrangement
The next arrangement is mainly for the collection. The first HashMap is not helpful to everyone, but I have a better understanding of the source code. The following article may supplement the red-black tree that is not described below, and then talk about it. Talking about ArrayList, they all involve a problem, thread security is not safe, so it is JUC, ConcurrentHashMap separately before that, because I don't know it, so I have to learn it first. Because it will take me half a month to see these near the end of the term, I have to learn IO/NIO that I didn't understand in detail before, and then MySQL, Spring, Mybatis, SpringBoot, and Redis go deep into it. In addition, design patterns, computer networks, and data structures have to be reviewed, so the task is still very large. This winter vacation, alas, we shed tears. I can't talk anymore, the more I talk about it, the more I get more anxious. I have not started selling yet, I become anxious first. To elaborate, the recent task: Red-Black Tree->ArrayList->ConcurrentMap. Then carefully prepare for the end of the term, especially the principles of computer composition.
Sentiment
Today in Zhihu, I saw a girl who had worked overtime for half a month and was called back on her birthday, crashing and crying on the online car-hailing. "In a huge city, there is no one who cares about them. Even on their birthdays, they only receive blessings from the bank and China Unicom." This sentence for some reason stabbed Cautious Nest for some reason, and the more I grew up, I felt lonely.
Some people felt that there was no hurdle that they couldn’t get past. It’s just like thinking about it afterwards. Just like when I graduated from high school and went to work as a lifeguard during the summer vacation, that time was really an indelible memory in my life. Let’s talk about it with 11 people without bragging rights. I worked together, changed one after another, came and went, and I persisted for more than a month as a constant veteran. The night after leaving the swimming pool, it was as if the scene of "Shawshank's Redemption" reappeared, shouting in the shower and embracing freedom. Now that I think back to that period of time, although it was very tormenting, it was just that.
Life is about experience, good or bad, stupid stupid, just like looking at the diary between, really stupid, so stupid.
But this kind of thing has not been experienced by others, I have experienced it, and I think this is my wealth.
Life is like a program. It is not a choice or a cycle, and there are some abnormalities from time to time. So let the program run now, let's get started!
Finally, don't just look at it, remember to like it. The more you know, the more you don't know.
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