2020 has passed, and 2021 is here.
Looking back on the past year, since the beginning of the epidemic, I worked at home. I have been quarreling and angry. I am also constantly compromising and retreating to my fate. In return, I have been hurt again and again. I came to Beijing to work in early May, and it was still a single cycle. Then, because of the house, she actually said rude words to my parents, verbally abused, and the vixen behavior was undoubtedly obvious. In early June, the epidemic repeated, and I was in Beijing. Her mother had a showdown, and then she asked people around me for help. I felt inexplicably unprecedented pressure. Forcing me to hand over all my finances to her, and then forced to renovate the house, and then went to October, and sued for those reasons. I am divorced, and I agree. When the fate is over, it is time to let go. My dignity as a human being has been lost, only a trace of dignity is left, that is, there are still some remnants of courage to be myself, and we will step into the end of October After returning to Beijing, I started to adjust for a long time. Later I started to read and exercise. I successfully lost about 4 kilograms. At the end of the year, I maintained my weight at about 79.5kg. During the period, I went out to play with J. Then I basically talked about everything. Go home for a blind date. My father and mother are old again, and my father seems to be confused. Some of the things that happened in the middle of the year, he can't remember some, and the mother's temples have also become pale. The grandmother is still healthy, and the sister gave birth. Two daughters, I finished the renovation of the building I bought, and invested a total of nearly 500,000 yuan. I have more than 20,000 yuan in financial management, and the hair on the temples is less. The tinnitus from time to time and the occasional abdominal distension and stomach pain still bother me. , My body is still slowly conditioning. Just in the first few days of 2021, a girl from Pinduoduo died suddenly.
In the new year, my plan is to improve my physical fitness to a higher level, become stronger, go to bed early, get up early, read more and exercise more, and I plan to go home around September this year and go home to look for work. It will at least be under financial pressure. I can be a little smaller and spend more time with my parents. At my own pace, I can have a stable job in 2022 or 2023. As for the family and partner, I will just let the flow go. Although I look forward to it, I don’t meet the right one. , I don’t think about it anymore. I cannot repeat the trial and error in my life. If I feel wrong, I must correct it in time. In addition, this Spring Festival I want to give my mother a down jacket, give my father a mobile phone, and buy a pair of cotton shoes for my grandma.
I hope everything goes well in the new year, auspicious and healthy, I hope my parents and grandma will be healthy, happy and happy, I hope my father can get rid of the illusion of indulging in fortune as soon as possible, get out of the illusion, accept the reality, and become a normal person. The biggest wish is to hope at home Be kind and healthy, I shouldn't make them angry anymore.
Sometimes what you think in your consciousness will be reflected in reality in the end, and Shi Tiesheng has passed away 10 years. This spiritually rich man, the most beautiful in the world may be religion and philosophy, because they give people faith and enrichment. Living spiritually, people's personality can reach a new height. In the new year, I hope I can have the fate and try to walk in.
In the new year, I hope I will be less impetuous, endure what should be endured, overcome my bottleneck, and overcome myself! Also, read more and think more. I hope I can be healthy and happy in the new year Happy.
Bless yourself!