Before that, I saw a review of an undergraduate on Nuggets.com; "I, a waste, a year from my senior internship to graduation, review and summary of entering the industry. "; I don't comment on how well his articles are written; but his personal experience touched countless colleagues at this stage. The article is very long; but I didn’t mean to read it briefly; after reading it, I felt very impressed with myself; so I would like to share with you my experience in the past two years. It is also a summary of myself since the first time I came out.
It also helps those who need it for reference. After all, they just came out; there are many ignorances in society.
Then start with self-introduction; me; an ordinary one; a junior college degree; a major in software technology; the kind of appearance is also the lowest in the age of beauty; a naked straight man; even if the king of heaven comes, she is also chou. Yes; this is the truest me.
graduation
I graduated from a private university with the slogan “Don’t pit money”; the annual tuition fee is as high as 10,000 to 20,000; when I came out, the freshman started to start with 20,000; I really felt that the money was burned; I studied Struts2, hibernate, srping; It seems that I only learned it in the last period; (I think the money is not worth it). Was it so special at that time, I happily called out to work every day; after all, my major was among the best in my class; now it’s ridiculous to think about it. In college; I got fat; I got fat. Out of control; in the dormitory; usually there is no class in the morning; you can’t get up until twelve o’clock; the average is around 8 o’clock to make a Hatch; close your eyes and touch your phone; open your eyes the first time you look for Douyin; Getting up is also the first to order a takeaway; turning on the computer and brushing your teeth; after eating, you are playing games again; this kind of life is more than two years after that; finally, it is to cater to the graduation design; non-stop busy work; really meaningless graduation ；Graduation from the garbage university is just a play; 2018 is also considered a lucky year; this year I got a junior programmer’s license; a computer second-level license; a driver’s license; and the first resume of the school autumn recruitment was admitted It’s a state-owned enterprise; the salary for internship is only 1.5K; I thought it was too low; I didn’t plan to go; it was not covered; later because of the introduction of the company’s personnel department; added undergraduate alumni who were admitted; here I chatted with me in my dormitory; according to his own statement; this is the ninth interview; because we have just graduated; for the lowest-level junior college students; Changsha really doesn’t have any better company; also because of this; I I drove out with my classmates to find a job for a week; I didn’t find a suitable one; many local companies in Changsha are recruiting online training institutions; when I go there, I will do an interview first; then tell you that your current qualifications and experience need training ; Then it is digging a hole; waiting for you to jump down. Life is like this; going around and going back to the original point; finally I compromised; honestly I went to this state-owned enterprise. Then my classmate went to Shanghai.
I remember December 17, 2018; it was the first day of my social career; I brought the HP computer that accompanied me for more than two years; this computer was very memorable to me; I packed my things and rented a car So I embarked on the road of being a social person; fortunately, I also met two undergraduate alumni who became colleagues; they rented a house outside; I also went to stay in; because I rented two rooms and one living room, I have never been Fell asleep on the sofa. The rent of 500 per person per month (the utility bill is not included; when it comes to this; I will talk to my old classmates later; at that time, I ate instant noodles for several months; he still didn't believe it.)
In employment (2018-12-17-2019-02-01)
I thought it was a thankful thing; after all, I was the first one to find a job among my classmates. (The first person holding 1.5K, laughing at himself) At that time, I was full of energy to work hard; I just wanted to do my own thing well; and I kept learning; improving my level; I knew the current situation I am at an inferior level; I know only some very basic things; at the time, my boss gave me an ssm project; told me to get acquainted with it first; when I first saw srpingboot, I was still a little awkward; a lot of problems revolved around my mind; What does this comment mean; how to open a red. . . . . At that time I wanted to say wtm, rlg. I even use the idea tool with a bewildered look; what eclipse and myeclipse are usually used in school; okay; just start learning from the basics; at that time I realized how ignorant I was; The road has just begun, and the road to move bricks is a long way to go. The way you choose; kneeling and licking it all. Then honestly watch the video of Shang Silicon Valley; while typing the code manually from the basics.
Springboot learning materials: https://pan.baidu.com/s/1EfxeZU-y4OxgrARwTKBJOg
extraction code: 9527
Familiar with idea coding; maven does not know how to do it
After I came out, I realized how big the gap in society is; there are also times when I am in a hurry; there are too many things to learn; I remember having insomnia for a while; just can’t sleep; life pressure is sometimes a bit big; Ability to hold doubts; I may have always had too much expectations for myself; also after some hard struggle; I can be regarded as insisting on myself; later I gradually relaxed a lot; also began to help my brother-in-law who is doing IT in Guangzhou Some basic needs; I think I have survived. I also started to feel a bit familiar with the project.
Next
After the new year comes up; the first meeting of the boss will name a few people; organized into a research and development team; I am in it; at the time I was not happy or unhappy; anyway hesitated; then I worked with three colleagues for a whole year; it was easy to say It’s not easy; many bumps and bumps; sometimes I feel that I’m superfluous in the group; I didn’t help a lot; although looking back on last year, our group has also produced several products; such as signature plates and all-in-one printers , Unified certification equipment; but I just want to say after all; a batch of low; really useless; such products are mainly available for a long time; many people have done very well; let alone after iteration Of it. Then we have no new features; nothing innovative. No creativity in research and development is basically the same as not wearing pants in the cold wind; prepare to cool! In the organization; I have a complete hand; but I have to admit that it is only me who has zero experience; then some basic small systems; I am responsible for it alone; sometimes I act as the implementation; the organization has always been so few people; even testing They are all themselves; sometimes they are seconded to work in other departments; it is said that I have not learned anything; I have learned; it is just a superficial; even the formal interface documents are still pointed out by someone behind; so I strongly recommend not to go to any state-owned enterprise in the IT industry; I have to admit that there is a lot of free time; the state-owned enterprises are all nine to five; it is also a two-day break; around the beginning of the year; money is not earned; it costs more than 10,000 to buy a high-profile computer and Huawei mate 20 pro; this The middle family invested 4,000; I thought I had a computer; I could take orders everywhere; I found a lot of websites where programmers took orders; I basically didn’t occupy the upper part of my own. Then I spent a lot of time to learn; to practice; to strengthen Own foundation. Such a flash is a year.
2020, the epidemic, work, me.
This year there is a ghost thing about the epidemic; last year, everyone in the company sent 3k home for the New Year; originally the salary was low; the rent was high; there was nothing after working for a year; this is probably what you want; the poor jingle; I wanted to go Go out and find a better-paid person; people; have to survive; those who pay back tm must survive on money; I went to Changsha again after I thought about it; the only advantage is that they are all brothers close to Hubei; there is no dismissal; I am Shanghai One of my classmates told me how to be discriminated against in Shanghai; they are not allowed to enter there (of course; except for the house he rented); to say bad things; this is the Chinese outside and outside; China for thousands of years It’s impossible to change the ethos; neither do I. Before the hot search on the Internet, slogans were shouting everywhere every day: Come on Hubei, Come on Wuhan.
Anyway, I don’t want money, and it really involves my own interests. I will not hesitate or even reject Hubei people as it should. Saying one thing and doing another is the'virtue' handed down. Internet language means slap on the face. Pediatrics like face-slaps should all be used to it. Although I returned to Changsha; I basically work from home; the streets are really clean at that meeting; I remember that even the rice was brought from home; except for taking out the garbage; I basically stayed at home and watched netizens shout slogans, maybe that I ate too much bacon for a while; I got angry; I couldn’t scream out; the comfortable days did not last long; I started to risk my death by bus to work in early April.. Until July of this year, there have been many changes; first, the young lady who sat opposite me and worked with me resigned; then the face business platform developed this year was rejected by the boss; the reason was that the system was not safe; it involved the use of other people’s Achievement; one sentence is to use other people's things; it will be troublesome to maintain in the future; July; I was too difficult; I did nearly a quarter of homework; almost finished copying; you tell me; homework is not the problem ; Then they faced the resignation of supervisors and product managers; they were basically because of the company's salary and treatment issues; as an IT industry; this salary can be said to be low and scary; the supervisor is only 4.5K; so they all left; that means I can't do it anymore; there are only five people in the group; both the supervisor and the manager have slipped away; leave me Xiao Luo Luo to wipe everyone's ass? ? ? Brothers; I don't have any paper. Suddenly I feel that my life has reached its peak; so hi! Later, I also filed a resignation report with the boss; how can we continue to do this; I told him about the resignation; I saw that he was also panicked; it was the salary and the good thing; honestly; why the boss still treats us Very good; I never lost the reimbursement; I was also due to some reasons; I finally stayed (don’t think too much; definitely not because of processing capital); last year’s year-end bonus is still in the company; that’s my last year after all There are only savings in the year; there is nothing left; so state-owned enterprises; there are also money owed to workers; so-called state-owned enterprises are just like that; many think that they can feel at ease after entering state-owned enterprises. Other benefits are also very general; there is no activity for a year; anyway, I may have entered a'fake' state-owned enterprise. The only lucky thing this year is to pass the exam; I went to the Agricultural University; I remember that the money for the registration was borrowed from someone; it was miserable, miserable, and miserable.
Living
in life; going to work and going to work every day through Desiqin; I can see a lot of pairs and pairs; to be honest, a single man will be envious and jealous; who doesn’t want to find one; I have met several A young lady; basically for chatting; also blocked from chatting at the same time; mainly her own mouth is dumb; she doesn't know how to bend around; generally, she doesn't have any initiative to want to talk to me; I slowly stopped contacting. Actually, I know that what girls care about most is not just material things, but boys' appearance and language style. How should I put it; I can still get along well with girls who are careless; I can make a joke as I like; some girls just don’t like you; she usually has a straight face; you tell her a joke; she just huh Over. The current self is really unworthy; so work hard, but still don’t want to do so much. Working hard every day to save money is the kingly way.
I want to go out early next year; I hope I can find a better job.
Conclusion
This will be a beginning, but not a new beginning. A lot of people have walked my path. It was nothing more than working honestly to support my family, then getting old and then dying.
He died at the age of 24 and was buried at the age of 74.
With a distance of 25, I still have one year to wave, and cherish this last time.
This was the end of the tossing in 18-19, and 20 years of tossing and playing. Looking back, there was little gain. Come on, come on, there is still a long way to go.
Record your life that has never stopped, and keep a trace of time.
However, I suddenly remembered one thing. I am not qualified to die at the age of 24, because I don't even have a girlfriend.
Maybe it's a good thing. I can "die" a few years later and spend a few more years.
Sometimes there is really no hope, this damn young social animal's hardship is driving daily!