That year, go north for life! A city that cannot be integrated, a hometown that cannot be returned. From then on, there is only winter in my hometown, no spring, summer and autumn! I think for many people living in the north, this city has no life, only work and survival. There is a very popular article on the Internet: "In Beijing, 20 million people pretend to live"
but me! It's one in 20 million
In addition to the normal life of nine to six in Beijing, there are many people who work overtime until late at night. It makes many people want to leave every day, but they have not been able to leave. They have the opportunity to leave and then give up leaving, and finally continue to think about where they left every day! Some people have dreams but lost their way, and their future is slim but they don't want to give up! My life is not splendid, and my life is also very plain. Compared with many people’s big V bloggers, I can’t fabricate a touching story for myself. On the
contrary, I think I may offend many people because of my outspoken heart. I have suffered a lot because of my honesty and loyalty, and I have suffered a lot because of my kindness! During the years I went north, I used to work part-time because of insufficient salary and insufficient salary! I also fought late at night because of the company's embarrassment and difficulty in paying salaries!
I have to start my second and third careers because I can live a better life with my family, so that I can one day return home. I am not afraid of everyone's jokes. The most difficult time is to rely on my lover to make money to support me, support this family, and even help me pay off debts!
I always believe that there will be a day when my efforts will be rewarded! It’s been two years since I started writing articles and doing it since the media in 2019. I vaguely remember that when I wrote the first article, I was speechless, and there was no film after shooting and video.
An article always stays up late at night to finish writing, a video always stays up until dawn before finishing! Both the article and the video record that I have been in Beijing at four o'clock in the morning!
At that time, every time I finished writing an article, even in the middle of the night, the temperature of the blood flowing in my body burned me with endless passion. What worries me is that the sporadic traffic after the article and video was published once made me give up and continue. The idea of creation, I often question myself, why hasn't anyone watched the work I have done for so long?
Should I continue to insist? At that time, I wrote articles just to describe my inner thoughts and feelings in words, and I rarely wrote some technical articles. Every day after get off work, I also need to edit videos and update articles while learning new technologies. It can be said that every day is late at night when the sky is bright.
In fact, not all efforts can be successful, and not all persistence can see results. I don’t know if it’s luck or my persistence. From the media, I started to earn my first pot of gold in my life besides work! One thousand yuan, not much!
But I am satisfied. Sometimes we don't have to persevere when we see hope, but we can only see hope after persevering. I never thought I could earn my half-month salary in one day! I never thought that the income from the sideline business from the media could exceed the level of my current income from the main business!
But these things really happened to me. Everyone can only earn money within the scope of his own knowledge. What about money outside? That is luck! I think I should be the latter
I have always wanted to do what I like to do. I love coding and prefer to use words to explain my inner world. These years of Bei Diao have bitterness, tears, and sweetness! Seeing that the little friends who have fought side by side with him have all rushed to each other. And I, except for my work at two o'clock and one line every day, I spend most of my time thinking and creating with night companions.
worth it! These two words are my only insistence. As a worker, I need to work as a worker. The six years I have been in the society has taught me so many things!
I have never told you any advice or advice:
The feelings of capital are not as good as money! Talking to people, talking nonsense to people!
These two sentences are given to all friends who have read my article today! Many former friends and colleagues around me always ask me where I stand and what I mean! feelings? faith? worth it? Actually, I don’t know. Let it do whatever it takes!
These times have also allowed me to get to know a lot of big guys who are really big and have ideas, short video big guys with millions of fans, big V bloggers in various technical fields, and big guys at the top of the crawler food chain. guy! There are more famous entrepreneurs on the Internet! I still remember when he first came to me for an appointment and introduced his name but I didn't know it. He said: You Baidu, there is my information on Baidu. After reading it, I can only say NBCLS
good night! Sleeping/Red Bull's energy can no longer support my blurred eyes!
The so-called life is not the enjoyment after struggle, but also the struggle before enjoyment. Come on!