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To this article, once you commemorate.
Perhaps, most people like me, in this awkward age, the performance of the heart is very confused, impetuous, anxiety, wandering, and even fear. The face of the people around, do not know how to get along with whom, in the face of the surrounding environment, you can say it disgusting to even look at their own feast on the table are hard to swallow, face their own business, only with utopian those naive theory. Has rebuffed the depths, As for the rest, think about all feel scared. So escape became the future for their own long-term associates.
Before graduation, I had many dreams. I want to travel through the mountains of the ancient city every other party, as long as I can attract the attention of local, wants to see a person alone. I thought, so I work steady, make money, buy a car, buy a house, have these material things to satisfy their desires for reality. I wanted to find a suitable person to talk to her a crazy love, the most beautiful wedding dress for her to wear, and then give birth to a healthy child, the formation of a warm family, and then enjoy a stable happiness. I thought the place to honor their parents to take them to want to go, help them to complete their unfinished dreams of youth. I thought, to help those who really need help, and bring them positive energy, bringing a hint of warm heart. I want very simple, but in front of the complex, blurred, has been blocking me, but it does not matter, I believe that is their own, you can do it.
After graduation, at seven every morning to get up at night to go home at seven, has been painstaking in their work, squeeze in a crowded bus in the car, looking at a stranger's head, freeing a trace of air from the gap, so that my straining Breathe. Every month, holding salaries, buy clothes, eat a meal, treat yourself. I have lived in a single room, the courage to travel, not to mention love, buy a house, buy a car, to help others. But suddenly, I wake up. We must strive to be close to those who make their own now afraid to go close to the dream. This document to those who, like me, who have nothing.
(A) want to seize better opportunities, and that is initiative.
Those who dare to think and dare to think of people, people from the two extremes, the former than the latter more fulfilling life, and the people will never dare to think of pushing their own progress, they tend to say something even everyone It sounded stunned whom things.
There are people who think the spirit will never be out of date, because the spiritual wealth is enough to feed them, but in addition, you have to act, this will create the greatest wealth belongs to you.
Whether you see the world how ugly, how dirty pit, but God treats everyone, I think is fair, God gave you, you do not cherish, that is another matter.
You is not no chance. Such a comparison: a man with 26 years of time reading thousands of books, traveled 26 countries, proficient in the language of 26 countries, and so he had no worries about food, worry about wear day. And another man, four years in college, courses often skipping, or sleeping in class, or hiding in the dorm playing with the game play, fallen four years. After graduation, ushered in the opportunity, can not afford the day, the face of opportunity, can only stand to be taken away by anyone.
Time can completely change a person, including the character, ability, accomplishment, temperament. So you have to take the initiative to them, because the opportunity is for those who like it are ready, but under the premise of love, you must be able to manage it.
(B) you have to believe the world is fair
After work, in order to save four yuan a day bus fee, to get up half an hour earlier, for fear of a good tune alarm clock last night, so had to wake up several times to see the time, late for work although not deducting money late, but or do not be late as well. In the morning squeeze on the bus bound for the company, I knew no one, it will not seriously stand together with others, watching the scenery outside, thinking the bird in my thoughts, thinking how to complete the work today, how to arrange the work tomorrow.
Not to complain about the society is unfair to you, you want to, that moment when you walk into McDonald's, how many people kneeling in the street begging for life. When you are blowing air conditioning in the office, there are a lot of people, picking up a stone wall in the wind, rain and sun in. In fact, as long as I'm alive, perfectly healthy, happy, this is the biggest social justice for you.
(C) We will eventually back to the start
You want a person to travel, and friends want to get together; you want to go to PubMed, want to work a few years; you want to take the words back a few days, and want to participate in community activities. Sometimes you ask yourself, what you want is not too much. Your life is not too busy, you are not do not know what they really want to do so much, is not just want to give yourself some comfort in mind, let others look good, you are not far behind than they are.
At that time, my colleagues often ask me, how do you like carrying a shoulder bag from work every day, ah? Whenever I hear people ask, I just smiled to them. Perhaps very special, perhaps because of personality. In fact, when you are doing one thing at a time, someone will talk to you. I think this is normal, they slowly get used to it.
The reason backpack to work, possibly miss the plot a student, it may be travelers want to experience the city life.
(D) make the time, we meet the distance barrier
Some people will always say, next week there is time, to get you to play, so you take it seriously. On the weekends, she said, I have something here, can not do without, have time to call you next week. So you and I believe. Then, looking forward to the bitter person, the result is over the weekend, have not received even a message, not to mention her silhouette. When the loss comes, only to find the original, you put things too seriously.
Everyone's heart, are home to a person so, obviously thinking about her heart, never afraid to contact her, so over time, narcissistic you think, as long as thinking she is a blessing. However, the miss is a unique disease. You might have forgotten you were very brave, and because such a small one, put you beat. Do not let yourself so painful to live, because I think other people like you are entangled, the same struggle.
(E) the young, is a journey
No one believes you, you can make yourself believe in yourself, believe in it, within the scope of their abilities can do. When no one around you, you can think of a person, a person shopping, a person eating their favorite food. No one supports you, you can give you a little encouragement so that they stick to it, because he insisted on doing, you can teleport yourself to grow up. And I do not feel afraid, make sure they feel that they are robust, very reliable, very safe.
Saturday night will see a fireworks display, every Sunday afternoon, will also climb once Yuelushan, repeated weekly, monthly repeated. Since that time thinking, in addition to my busy work, I should go to learn to think, learn to experience public life, learn to exercise their bodies. Because the only way to bring their own room to buffer, to challenge their own future, the only way to make their living real and meaningful.
Every day this group of people are doing a lot of dreams in my heart, dream car, a house, money, diamond ring. But they can only have a meager salary, while the daily fantasy has become his upward momentum, but they never forget to change yourself. Over time, the fantasy became their greatest comfort, a year, two years, in the end, always return to the place, the only change that will only disappear youth.
(Vi) to adapt to all the things you did not adapt
Along the way, only to find that I had been accepted they do not like something. No way, it is something you get used to those not suited to it. And as far as possible like it.
In this world, no one is born aristocrat. Even if you are born a prince, is the daughter, but how? Affiliated your body of all this is not for you, maybe one day they will leave you.
Child, parents ask us to send you to school to read and write, okay? You say, good. Do you think school is fun, and you have so many school age - about the same person. So happily agreed. After a while, you feel there is always a teacher fettering your freedom. So you ran home, along with Mom and Dad, I do not go to school. They ask how do you not go? You say no fun. In father swearword sound without any reason, you still obediently went to school, this stay is ten years.
Growing up, adapted to the pace of life in school, lifestyle, you then have headed to another adult space, society. When you enter this fantasy space, you can finally feel free. But looking at the people around are busy looking for work, make money when you blindsided. It turned out that all is not what we have imagined it, when you gave it after being a leader, you are still holding the low wages living an extraordinary life. You start epiphany, the original home school is better than the good, the school is better than the good society, a better childhood than to an adult. And why, in our experience, always feel that it is the relentless human like that. In fact, as soon as you get used to those things not meet, there will always be good.
(Vii) feelings, not deliberately
When a stuffy when people will pass through the door from the Xing Han Xiang River Bridge, has been walking west to University City, then went to Fairview Xiaoxiang from University City. Perhaps people do not understand, good car ride, why go to abuse their own. In fact, sometimes life is a constantly competing with their own inner process.
Perhaps to a certain age, some do not understand something, you naturally understand; some do not want to accept the fact, also slowly began to accept; some time to consider the matter, there was no need to consider the. In fact, the choice comes naturally, is more reliable than anything else. Powerful time, that the Earth is running, so your thinking, but also often walking along together in time.
Love, along with the aging process, can not believe more and more that, caught up in a dubious state. Becoming increasingly convinced that the family, the family always felt love than to go for a long time. Even if not a few days, or even a few years gone, still others can not take his place. This is not contacted, this is not met, you had a phone call, a text message, he came by car from the city you live in another city, the purpose is to want to see you again, you accompany a meal , watching a movie just released soon, before visiting the two had shopped around the corner.
(Viii) growth, it teaches you
Twenty-one, as if the depths of the world is a blank, and there are not relatives, no friends, no lover, the only Liuzaishenbian only yourself. At that time, you want to travel, you want to see the outside world, we want to help those who need to be helped. May be the result, I did not do it. Because I am weak force, not enough to prop up the gap between the ideal and the reality, I have to work hard, work hard and strive to be close to them, this is what I currently do.
8:30 am to go to work, half past five p.m. to work, because the rent is too far away from the company, so the seven going to crowded bus, round-trip time of day I have to occupy more than three hours. Spend eight dollars fare, and then the average daily wage of only tens of dollars, so this has been my pain, but looking back, always think when you're OK.
I'm not a writer, but also do not want to become a writer, and now I just like to live the life I want to be buried in a folder like a pile of books every day, you can write your own text and can resonate be doing their own sense interest in things, there is no deception, no hypocrisy, no calculations, I just want a stable choice, and enjoy everything around.
A man for all things to all people, do not wholeheartedly to pay, or you would you rather do someone else's puppet, I think most will not do. So, you have to tell yourself to be strict, you have to converge, you want a low-key, not to say all the secrets without reservation to another person to listen to, this person may be your best friend, it could be a do not understand your people. So do not I do not know how to share, but does not allow others trampled and dirty pit.
(Ix) youth, not that over the addiction, then died
Perhaps, because of a love Ming heart; perhaps because of a friendship, respectively; perhaps because someone hit you, let you instantly tears; perhaps, are you tired of the rules of the game world, so you no longer naive . Maybe ...... we live in has a lot of, perhaps, because, one way or a certain kind of like that may happen to your body, then, is not in the youth.
Youth, gone, passing, and do not sentimental, because it is, after all, used to miss. I do not know when it started, I no longer out of KTV, no clubbing, no longer pressing road into the early hours and a group of buddies fooling around. I got tired of this life, because I always think that age is no longer belongs to me. And these things, this should belong to those who coincides with the timing. And I'm not anymore. Youth, nothing, just in passing the entrance to life my life, after the addiction of it.
