2020 summary 2019
Unwittingly 2019 had passed (a few days anyway), this year is the year of the firm, it is hovering year; this year is the growth year, but also regret the year; this year is the Year of the Pig, next year is the Year of the Rat (loaded to force ... not go 0.0). Overall this year had finished, remember and summarize this year's harvest outlook also sowed the seeds for the coming year.
Overall:
Wheels of time feeling some extra turn faster, but I do not know if you can keep up with the pace of time. This year in constant communication with customer demand, identify needs, and then repeating different things, the completion of technical tasks, constant testing constant changes, watching his last promotion code, the heart still has a trace of joy. But the joy of seeing coworkers come and go, the heart will inevitably fluctuate, outdated technology afraid of their own one day, become passive, so most of the time learning new skills to expand their horizons, believe that one day frenzied media attention see the moon.
Sometimes I feel very uncomfortable, always was what caught the general, the same feeling many times their own direction is not clear, swings, always trying to catch something more, there is not really what caught like a foolish pick sesame seeds. The heart is not strong enough, do not like the feisty, but to do the same thing (Note: 1), more effort, less is indeed obtained when the heart there are some contradictions, if I can continue to be competent, I You should move here. In this state, I lingered, so I do not like to further communicate with colleagues, not to focus on post exchanges, more often immersed in learning, doing a variety of their favorite business, write demo, see the technical knowledge, saw their income share. Regardless of how 2019 has become history, I believe Bana out.
知识：
今年主要学习了内容有：node，vue，ngnix，redis， zookerper，dubbo，kafka，设计模式等，不过总体实践不多，望接下来继续深入实践，做得更好。我始终相信，自己不是那20%的人，但是不放弃治疗，始终砥砺前行。
今年也坚持了每月博客输出，分享自己所见所得，后期每一个月至少得保持每月两篇的量，最好弄一个个人网站【未来可期哈哈哈哈哈】。
在工作中也学会了一些东西，代码风格更佳友好，让人易于理解，每一次任务自己多测试，做到即时高效不返工，同时思维更发散了，不停留在需求表面，为需求本身思考更多。
生活：
生活中其实感觉没有什么大的变化，年中和女朋友去了杭州，苏州等地，最大的印象也就太湖水，和寒山寺碑吧。和女朋友的母亲去了洋山玩，不过感觉不好玩，有机会的话明年去其他地方吧，中秋期间陪母亲过了生日，喜的是和父母在一起的时候很轻松，忧的是父母逐渐年老了确还在外面奔波劳累，感觉有那么一丝无力（愿大家时常给父母电话，或者常回家看看）。最后也实现了女朋友看大海的愿望，看到她在海滩上欢乐的时候，内心莫名的高兴了一波（主要是太逗了，‘啊~~~~~~~~大海你真大’这就是她诗）。
来年争取带父母旅游，即使时间短暂，但是也要争取多陪伴父母。
总体上生活依旧阳光甚好，只是与朋友少了一些联系，但是翻开通讯录，却似乎没有了什么朋友。心中也只能默祝安好了。
播种：
第一：多陪自己的家人。
第二：准备结婚买房了
第三：更加融入团队，不要特例独行。
第四：少说多做
第五：如果想加入我所在公司的可以留言，技术非技术都可以的。
Note 1: About the same business, then later reformation (back-end business data acquisition thoughtless, each field in a database query is also a separate post-reform program proposed, before the query, a similar dynamic way, one-time to detect all the data. ), other people started saying my code does not work, have to restructure, I saw my background really processed according to the program, other continue to be used to regenerate the module I was speechless, and the front desk is more funny, when taking into account the profound reception late expansion of business, so the page, data is directly spliced in the background, without having to make fundamental changes to the front end (unless other services can not meet the existing linkage). But now that all of the split, each a late extension configuration page, write code alone (similar decoupling, but we are based on the form of the primary key, the same service configuration, what solution coupled) ... [I have a question, I know the score this year also considered complaints, hope the coming year do not complain]
More than just white personal summary.
Finally,
the Spring Festival approaching, the history of the struggle only hope that their loved ones figure, has become a busy past the mentality to go home, to the heart, in front of the home, hope to go home safe and sound, round and round.
