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"The body is very transactional system, only time-consuming day, on and off, it specifically to pain, it will recognize and understand this information, will take the initiative (and perhaps can not say) accepted to give it exercise. We then a the upper limit of the amount of exercise will improve little. little by little, bit by bit. "
- Haruki Murakami
Week two days I did not have to work overtime in the company, although the day before celebrations with an old colleague in the afternoon, but at night the up or after they go back to write up the material. So, consecutively in the same office with a seat and sat for several days. In fact, this is nothing, the monthly count the words, I have sat for nearly a hundred consecutive months. Do not write I do not know, a digital writing this really shocked to himself. In the same position I do not know how much experience the ups and downs and volatility, think about it, really a little taste. Stay in the same position for a long time, there is good, there are not very good. I like it, can be considered pressed his impatient to exercise patience and practice their own heart. It is not very good, but a little of his own limitations, the pattern of vision is not large, hiding in his third acre of land in arrogant, self-righteous way. Temper and patience with their own pattern related, so even if it is sitting so many months, but did not have much bearing on it. If you have strange environment, it is even more foolish.
Last night after work took a look tired stink face criticism is what I said too arrogant and aggressive. A familiar evaluation ah, from small to large that the words followed me up to now, have not changed. I always stressed that he should learn to behave, but how to be considered a man, has been also do not understand. This feature may I might offend a lot of people, I do not know if that is not is not a man. Personality, publicity is its own characteristics, I still think is not a low-key, the silence began to change my personality when from these, He too gave my first suggestion is realistic, hard work, so that they have the ability to deserve its own personality, and not self-denial. I am this person can be considered quite arbitrary, like anxious up across the board. To negate their own, and then repeat it. Even self-change seemed so impatient, really like his own, said the day before yesterday, the passage of time did not allow himself much change, but highlights his qualities Bale. This trend of self-curing, mysteriously, and also colorless and odorless. I may still have to struggle a good thing, at least their own will enjoy a variety of uncomfortable feeling in their diary, still not let yourself be complacent.
In fact, diary, reading, exercise habits to develop their own already made the first step in changing the self, the inner keep a good, good maintenance of the body, has to do is the basis of life, I am also for their own future just getting ready to practice endurance. Diary are less than a year of it, wanted to have a significant change, a bit too greedy it. Others great writer Haruki Murakami is not little by little, but it's still more than I do it big, impatient.