December 31, 2019 23:58:12
Summary Now
Now the state is very right.
Externally, the daily work is done well, do not always know how to carry out
there is a large target, know to go to the other side
, however, which way, how in the past, how bypass, heaven into the earth, swimming,
these are not know
then , naturally give up, want to give up
to produce a sense of confusion, resulting in a sense of powerlessness
wanted to feel about one million housing prices, was no longer valid
thought of their external, nausea longer valid
happens to own is the so-called Virgo, this also happens to his former flaunt
themselves have to, to give up, and what obsessive-compulsive disorder, what neat, gone
There are, then, that I can feel myself slowly sinking
themselves more does not matter, they are more do not have that good, I feel the responsibility of
that state, the line came to this position, as sick people comfortable down
I can feel, their focus, their energy, their own will lose a little bit
and funny thought, as said before, what do not, what can not do is
feel, all the energy is transferred, All that enthusiasm and curiosity, early heart, dreams and so on
inside the body that wells dried up, not something steady stream generated by the
matter is the so-called positive force, what dream, recognition, proves nothing
evil or so-called nightside power, what hate, despise what, what Mo bully juvenile poor
that I fear, I am anxious that makes me excited, so I keep the stuff of passion, not a
I do not know, in the end how to do, anyway, some something is gone, the passage of time
is never found again, that kind of thing, once there are some things that
now is really, really running out, how these capabilities to be able to regain it
as witch home delivery, we have no magic, could not fly up
once we feel like this is our instinct, he wrote in a pinch, deep in the bones of the face
, however, these things really running out, and the exhausted.
Visible to the naked eye, to a day in the past, and these things really ran
What is it there something?
Endless lonely it, it is certainly the
already half a year did not see the town, the small village of
sometimes thinking,破罐子破摔who loves doing it who did
we wash ran to escape it
know why lonely Really, you do not find what you want
yet to find their passion, enthusiasm, sought, longing, desire
However, my first heart changed, my mental strength less, my life has become worse in
my increasingly unable to control himself, and that mental deterioration, and that the heart does not matter
that the temptation of the phone, that video, All the many, we are more junk news of
self-discipline, good ability, the ability to take on responsibility ability, we do not want to go to the
how to do, is not that very anxiety it, all right, do not worry, do not want these first
love
Let us talk about love this thing right
I think getting away from this thing
I've seen other people inside the camera himself
very unusual, I disguise, it does not matter to him
, but the gap is obviously exist, but those things really The presence
Before saying anything, such a small short-legged, love with love
but, even how I like it, after all, is himself a man playing nothing
and did not receive any positive feedback
I'm tired, I do not want this, focus to others who
also think of it, how to find a reasonable excuse, spoke
really that moment, like a barrage which says, even the children what want a good
kind of sleep at night, exercise process, the kind of heart rattling, the kind of passion, nor
now see her, do not want any child to call, afraid to think, so there is no previous passion
sometimes, even in the escape, met their place
in fact, I did not want to understand
or that ideology was not ready
just the same as a death house, in fact, no one more than anyone else how much clever
In fact, we know the cause of knowledge that we do not want to face it, can not, do not want,
the heart is not strong, thought not think so before, now also the case
when graduation time, I still have a trace of pride
felt ratio before a little stronger
now and more good people to be together
but they were beaten back to the prototype of the
others know it
anyway, and when, they can face, and when he thought ready
maybe he will be able to see opened
perhaps, turn a new page in relation to the articles
Now, let me continue to fantasize about it
fantasy girls, fantasy goddess, a woman's fantasy, fantasy for women
Also, the fight against blind corner, seems a bit big
to own those only remaining Diudiu a whole did not have self-confidence
Some people like it, continue to fight against yourself to break tempered, overcoming one difficulty
some people like, continuous encouragement, get more self-confidence and thus become better than yesterday,
so go and throw myself yesterday, in order to gain new themselves, look in the future
I think I was the latter it, or prefer the latter more than the former of those small things, met those people.
Our self-confidence, already poor not much left, and in the fight against it, will not
we not a Chosen One, we just, a society that person extraordinary
that we are, in your heart, in work in interpersonal relationships, in the magic of
the man struggling, that person, that person confused stiff loner, the man does not struggle
Positive conversation
It all started right here.
To tear yourself, to show in front of some people, have to admire, look really accurate
to admire, vision, ability, sharply, destroy Huanglong, Watch crucial
I myself had a more skeptical
of their own that the only graduate students produced a feeling ashamed of
yourself for your own life more than twenty years, more negative
with what little big brother's words, these two waste more than a decade,
and it did not get to match experience and knowledge
School is protected, protected the home.
We always maintained a simple, kept 0 and 1
, not to mention, most people are in front of us so
wanted them to say our minds are not ready
Then, it spread to 12 months of work the
relationship between the team and the feeling of getting a bad
feeling and handsome, attitudes have changed my
feelings and Bin brother, in the middle of more and more problems
I do not know why his two
one is me with my people, my immediate supervisor is a
anyway, out of the question, cliffs wrong
When they say, what questions can I ask, then
between us will collapse like look,
in fact, these are to be expected,
those are often the flag stand, can not achieve, there will be really fragrant warning
Now or plural, the definition of my bar.
- No ability to summarize
- Not thinking
- How to put others into their own
Seriously think about what graduate career bring you that what is learned
in fact, I want to say is, recognition of my own, recognition of their own faith
learn to forgive yourself, learn to look ahead, learn It is inherent
but he wanted to hear what
is the methodology, learning methods, from the appearance, see the essence
is to study it, to see something more deep-seated
About goals and dreams, what career planning
have it, that is not ready, is not clear, do not know
I admit, indeed is the case, we are not always able to see, what to see in front of
us always confusion, both academically, whether professionally
In fact, most people in the 30-year-old stereotypes, leaving you time is running out
of time only just five years, the 30-year-old stereotypes
I think you, thinking not ready, how to become more mature, responsible person
for the family, for myself, for cause
if not, then
out of rural areas, there is nothing to rely on something it
out on the line, I almost said to be native
if not, then,
listen, look, more thinking
to see how others do, and why this man and good personal relations that
why this is so, think about the immediate things, more thinking
Also, be sure you do graduate,
is not a problem where
English is a few levels it
feeling not as good as I said the standard
saltstack is not so pronounced it
usually how to learn it, thinking too little
of these things , to do the work is completed it
is not to think about it a step
Graduate students,
not just floating on the surface, and if dig deep to delve into
your mind is not ready to
pour cold water on
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经过面谈，岗位需求满足需要，但在知识总结、产品需求等方面需要加强 性格较内向，
沟通技巧及格，如想在产品开发领域有更好的发展，必要的沟通能力需要进行升级
对自我的职业规划没有太清晰的认识，直接领导需要加强指引 Killing Their Teachers
Guy how to say it is
the lack of communication
want to become an expert in terms of salt
responsibility to promote the company's agent in the second half
that just before
Now it
behind you and Bin brother a lot of communication or
lack of communication, can take the initiative to do other things for the better
When I Wenjuan Great Tucao,
I feel we led me to give up
her retorted:
I do not give up on the line
Instant chicken soup full of feel
this good has the power
not so disgusted chicken soup, unexciting, then
a direct hit essence
See a case
if the leadership and the relationship is not good,
you can choose to quit
can also search led to resume
this really a good idea
Hear some people say that our leadership is only in recent years to grow to be so powerful
I do not worry, we are still young
and suddenly think, give us a killing planted the seeds of division
or also that they do not give up on the line
Sometimes I told myself this way,
since it is so we
would do my colleagues on it
do not have to worry too much
, perhaps, behind do not know who we are
What we want is that he does not give up
Structured thinking - learning ability
When the conversation was over, I think
we in the end is what went wrong then
in insomnia, anxiety, the confusion
when it comes time to know peace, and when it comes to YouCore when
I may know what
We are lacking
Learning ability
Structured thinking
Suddenly, I found a direction
which is something our souls Watch
Watch our twenty years of what
we seem to know why
the more we learn the more ran
whether it is learning, life, and even their relationships, EQ
we know why,
we learn the more difficult, and why we express force
our communication skills, our summary of force
and did not get further improvement, but still degraded
Structured thinking - learning ability
is something we are going to pursue
these is our key to solve the problem from the source of
these are what we, how to be more critical
of these is us, the key is not confused
What personal ability tree, what knowledge
we previously aware of the existence,
however, do not know how to build, how to come out a whole
No wonder we become so
confused own
understanding confused
confused you and me
I think this has become something we are going to learn
, I think, this is something we have to pursue
in order to make up for those of us who lack self-confidence
in order to compensate, our ability to match that does not exist
we always stuck to
our focus on waiting fist attack
this time, I feel like we found a way
this time to find something to build from combat 0 1
I want to write what you want to prove it
to prove your graduate not just read this just
prove that you really superior than others
, not just only a little higher, or shoulder to shoulder with them
More importantly, I think you have learned this
for you and I are good, anyway, this is the next thing to be pursued
Work it,
or to a demand, get rid of a demand
, however, proposed to make their needs, solve their own needs, or
write their own code to get rid of their own demands put forward
how I feel kind of killed my illusion
Overall> part octopus
If we say that the expansion of the past few days, talk, or what happened in December
what we get is that it
is actually a whole> section
we have to do a kind of octopus Tencent empire
to do their thing, radiation, affect other aspects
Overall> part
had to do good things is not enough
correspondence for us, a good knock on the code does not work
we have to improve their knowledge in other areas
表达力不及格，
沟通力不及格，
总结能力不及格
学习能力不及格
思考能力不及格We not only just to knock the code exists
breadth and depth in the end is how to define it, the problem of defining
Anyway, this time lose a lot
especially from December, and his own blocked everywhere
, whether their work on communication, interpersonal relations
we want is unknown, and we still do not improve
This time, I think we have a method now is to learn the
There is another octopus
for me in terms of our own,
we do an octopus,
on the one hand to do their own thing, well, only emboldened BB
On the other hand, to the radiation, to influence others, to help others
for each group is ,
we really are a team
to a heart so
, however, afraid to stab someone back
there, then, a large sector of the pattern
is actually like a big octopus
in their own colleagues to do things, to influence other sectors
Yeli home to
No understanding of this,
perhaps that thought was not ready
temporarily to not discuss this anymore
Three times daily
From the inside and say
I think it is often the details of his own intestines pull out sun drying
on the other hand, spread out
more than two decades, and there is no confrontation with the experience and knowledge
to feel things changing
at least not today than yesterday Like some of
our life can not copy and paste
There, in contrast to Sun's
feeling that he and I just lost a position
he was the more good people
that he was the one more match my resume that these individuals
Also, he is more excellent relationships
there are handsome, and I did not talk, is also director of
all right, we always suffered injustice
we always despised
We are always in a low-key
but our lack of self-confidence
or not, and the corresponding experience
or that, and no confrontation with the knowledge
or thinking ability, learning ability, expressive, and so to say, these are also too weak too weak
profession
30 years after their own observations to mention 25-year-old
https://www.zhihu.com/question/52178718
30 years old, and some people are still commonplace
over 30 years old, to see how many people around and nothing done
to you five years, you can become an expert in the field of
I think I should do this is it! !
We wasted twenty years
what we did not matching
to be trampled upon, despised himself, perhaps it should be so!
I wish to do so, and quickly let himself in one direction to delve into it
to become an expert in one area of it.
You can, and you do not need to reach the breadth
you do not need to think about big data development
you do not need to learn what machine learning
you do not need to learn Artificial Intelligence
In fact, not biting off more than just
professional, this is the professional
to get your profession
so that you become an expert in one area
I think the experts five years, you can, and in one area
Force of habit
There is something that you know a lot of knowledge
, but I know it's hard to finish
you do not finish, you are now relying on
more than twenty years, whether it is a holiday home with a job
either with the hostel will with, books, materials to learn while
in fact, you can not do
and why?
We do not have that habit
25 years old, someone told me that the habit is important,
but no one told me that the important depth to affect their lives, the extent and quality of life choices of life.
Because most people almost all the time living in all kinds of thinking habits, living habits,
such as fitness, running, reading, expression, writing, communication, learning, etc.,
all affect our life and work are all the result of these habits . Our habits, and then our habits.
This is the force of habit
we have to do is to develop good habits
slowly, what has become a habit
do not have to deliberate, he'll push you forward
he will influence the depth of impact on the quality of your life choices and life degree
People to cultivate the habit, accustomed to the depth of the impact itself
constantly to the feedback, continued to fix him
we went habits, and then our habits
deeply appreciate, is really important
like a splash of cold water
is like, filled with strength
Well, we have nothing to drop the habit of it, you can think of it?
daily
Nothing
every week
Nothing
Month
Three times daily
Terrible terrible, think again
squeezed out a few, a few came up, drink, eat, fitness, swimming, learning
Bad
day
See day station B
Look AnyKnew day
Fuck this is a bad habit
Can you give the point force it?
Or do a little training
handful of things I do
not even
come out a, only one
finished blasting one other person
Feel find some good habits
The pursuit of
Summarize it!
Now we know how to do it, and now know where to add it
now look at it!
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Learning ability
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Good training habits
daily
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every week
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I did not know what to cultivate good habits! ! ! !
Danger