Look at that woman 30+ program, suddenly have some mixed feelings, generally speaking is a lot of ideas, practice very little.
Over time, I also want to Pentium III, for the cause, I do not love a good end-result of a kind of inexplicable panic, start thinking, began to fear, fear that they never quite found the right people lonely life, and in order to reduce the fear of his life not alone to choose their own standards of behavior most disgraced ---- to get married and get married, make do over the attitude to knot
Marriage, is no longer for love, like to combine, simply because the right of it, it is just the right age, fear is true. Not a long time to change jobs, ease the work I stalled, do not mind learning, so that now face the situation now to be closed down, I could not even go out the interview without the courage, even the basic vue will not, interviews are not qualified,
Heavy frustration arises spontaneously.
Heavy pressure makes me a little out of breath, you can give these pressures do not know who said that. Most dynamic circle of friends are happy pretending to be strong, in fact, but people drinking water, Lengnuanzizhi. For a long time not to contact friends, long time friends lying in address book can only do with a point like the turn, and occasionally contact friends do not want them to see themselves so badly in a
Face, I want them to see I'm doing great illusion, even if it is a lot of people say the North drift pressure, what lifestyle is very compact, I would smile and say, okay. Graduation came did not stay too long in other cities, there is no comparison very obvious difference. His letter will say more, but no one will be when she was still somewhat depressed, then no one said no mood to vent
Come, there is a period of time once wanted to cry, cry a want, anything carrying their own, anything themselves endured.
When I first came I was not feeling that time a person go to the hospital, it was big heart did not feel anything, to be able to put up numbers, winter morning to get up 3-4 points taxi to hospital, and then go to work, then the point come to see a doctor, then Qionga own salary of 2k, have to rely on my sister possessor of room and board, then you can register a cell phone is not up so early, but we had the morning
Fasting blood ah, also 6:00 to go sit subway to go to the hospital for blood tests, in order not to be late, smoked holding the clothes go out into the subway station running, pressing a hand had blood cotton, this day also continued for a long time, there was no feel how bitter, and so over, and later changed a hospital near his own, and it is registered, blood, regardless of winter, summer, wind and rain
6:00 unhindered up to the hospital. These I have put up, do not say suffering endured their own, the doctor told me again you know the better off, can only eat for a lifetime of drugs when I broke down and cried in the hospital the first time, piercing roadside aunt asked me, how do you girl, I help you. I need. Who can help me ah, and then a man squatting on the ground
Cried for a long time, consider themselves to vent over left, he walked became he was crying. I remember that time love, I told him twice, once cry once said, he did not comfort me, that I actually go to a hospital cry, but time did not accompany me to the hospital, and later ah, I also I understand, not fully identify with this world, even if he did not say
You will understand, and therefore would not have said, inviting trouble.
Though I know that this is actually thyroid disease - commonly known as hypothyroidism, only the value of euthyrox can, the other does not matter, I also found that around a lot of people who have this disease, slowly put down his own heart. So in addition to the family came all the way, I'm still alone in the world.
Now, I want to learn to swim in the summer, the results learned a dabbler. This time to go out more than stroll attractions, entertainment. . Then go to a snow Forbidden City, about the friends to go skiing, then the first week after New Year's Day to a Harbin. In a photo shoot in honor of my confused and complex contradictions 26 years old. It is over 26 years old.