Like you, I never admit defeat.
Part 1
Opening night is a test for the first 20 days without going to night classes in the evening, with a mentality of self-deception went to see "Galaxy cram schools." In fact, the feeling went through a summer vacation has been cut off and dead, is not too clear what the film is very recent fire, but also as before, or who can not extricate themselves galactic cosmic war class, so the election under the name "Galaxy cram" a. So think of it, before I am also concerned about the latest films and television shows for the first time variety, my favorite stars play list into the early hours, removed from the United States to shoot microblogging QQ space, friends and the general public sand sculpture heats up, three or four points every day to sleep ten twelve points up. Now recall that kind of life, a little trance, as if memories of lifetime ago.
Butterfly metamorphosis is to come. It is a transformation, not a change. It is to go through a painful, sweating tears, but firm, with a spirit of never regret.
Part 2
Has been not like to watch movies, two or three hours sitting there watching a story, always think it is a waste of time, you might as well read more happy about, or I'm still very young and it failed to appreciate the charm of them. Because of this, a new movie release, I always have to wait until it is faster off the shelf, only to decide whether or not to go to based on the evaluation of the public, so I've seen the movie it is not much, but it really is a classic make. Even so, more than fourteen years, I have not read the emptiness and sense of guilt after the time of the movie probably it was only a few thirty-two. "No-East West", "Red Sea action", all of a sudden these two will be able to think of it. This time to see "Galaxy cram schools," in fact, is not much hope, thinking to relax yourself stop. Just watching the film, peace of mind is still down, and I thought about it, the feeling did not give me too much, but consider multiple perspectives should be considered a good movie? But somehow, that night came back, his head will be sounded from time to time that a "Like you, never admit defeat!" In fact, was not excited, or secretly resolved, but simply think, again sounded.
Part 3
After three days of military training school examination from the false, the second day of junior high school little sisters came to see me play. Like a return to the previous life-like, eat and drink around, taking pictures chat. The only difference is that they are a little more from their own will dress up, also did not how much, painted lipstick nail polish brush scalding hot hair, is also within the scope of high school students can do it. I used to aspire to, while criticizing the attitude assumed honors irony makeup, while they secretly Beauty and up the main concern, secretly use my mother's makeup. Now is really a peace of mind, do not comment not envy. That is still pretty happy, but placement it has been hanging in the heart, like a thorn stuck in his throat, swallow and swallow not spit spit it out, seeking the only hope hurry to give me a break the strike.
About placement, in fact, better days after entrance exams night I had a dream, the dream of all the results I want to see. I was never reluctant to advance a fantasy of some of the things people like to say in a not admitted before long, I was never reluctant imagination in a long life, there is such a word to say
- the more you hope, the harder you fall.
I was afraid, afraid to withstand the brilliant bubble burst after the failure. But this choice OI, as if out of orbit. OI has been greedy to put the plan into my high school life, he has finished drawing a nice, pretty big bubble, in which I indulge, again and again deceive ourselves. Obviously placement is probably a mind clear what the outcome, but do not want to ponder, do not want to do something, but once again, and again.
After coming back the next day, still a decadent night, eleven before taking a bath, take a look at the QQ into bed ready to sleep a message. Some people say that suddenly saw the group received a placement phones, a sense of foreboding pounced heart, rose up from behind a chill down the spine. Mom went to the room hastily, ignoring her already asleep, "You have not received a phone call," "No ah" "Oh ... that nothing is seeing the students in the group, he said to the placement of the phone." Lost and anxiously back to the room, had no sleep.
Waiting, waiting, over and over again brush QQ, did not know what was waiting for. Zero has passed, suddenly received a message last semester girls lie "to check the placement!." Hand is trembling. Li II. Oh. All of a sudden do not know what to say. Blankly continue to brush the QQ. It was late, the original DEEP casually flipped through the group, information suddenly saw a big brother (while conventional big brother!), My first bit of information chiefs% hhh, he looked for a moment he asked placement, and she still DEEP hey. But big brother is very cute to me inexplicable irrigation chicken soup really is not so irritable. Two things about sleep.
Part 4
So into 13 classes. In fact, psychological or resist, also during the performance of military training is not very active ... but because of the height issue led to a series of problems ah (for example, special attention instructor ???) then that would precipitate years of class honor such was the atmosphere provoked military training to come ...
So school, a konjac also presumptuous when the squad leader ... really busy as a dog day, the school only two weeks throat dumb, but gradually integrated into the class feeling is good, is much smaller than the pressure DEEP ... after learning the information set standards really a lot of pressure to keep people (mainly because I too dishes) (as far as I know most of the helicopter and there is no reason a conventional pressure chiefs say), then I mom actually when I was determined to overcome the difficulties of every day, said to me: why not engage in regular forget it! ! ! You can also participate in DOD! ! ! Really made me a: yes ah, if in addition to OI, in life there are many other interesting things happen!
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What is scary thought ah ah ah ah ah! ! ! ! !
So, difficulties to overcome not only the objective results, more of a subjective state of mind now. How to permanently maintain the enthusiasm to learn and not tired to study, and this is a giant puzzle giant giant giant giant of the.
Part 5
This miscellany wrote off from the summer school, probably more than a month. In fact, there are many changes of mind, however, never admit defeat, defeated, keep on fighting, I think, is now the most most important. Whether OI, conventional, or life.
Like you, I never admit defeat!