Recently, there have been a lot of things, let me start at the beginning
New job, new beginning
In the mixed company for a few months (from 4January - 9March),
in that the company spent several months of this, there is no project to do, only a small list of programs, done gone, got nothing to learn that it is very nervous
On their own to learn a bit nodejs| vuejs|python
Look at this feel like cattle b, learned some things, in fact, is nonsense, myself chipping away, and the project is not real standards
Here it is necessary to talk about the company's current situation and why is speech
Old company's "good and bad"
I recommend my students in the past, I was doing a small program development, the company which has a back end, and the boss is a partner, but due to some disputes, it is not convenient to say here, in the back-end finished project to develop this small program after the foot is on foot, and some of the project work is not the end of the transfer left (I think this is not kind), behind a mess of things, I do not quite understand is to look at (although I consequently know but I do not want to talk about)
I vaguely remember my brother who told me to say: it can sign a contract must sign a contract, all related to the interest-related stuff, it should be on a good advance, sign a good contract
In some cases the new company
Yes, I was resigned, in which company pension for a few months, I did lose white support batch
I vote resume to a company interview, resume did not engage in fancy flowers does not blow, tell the truth.
Stack is just technology uni-app, just before I played (I own the previous small program uni-appreconstruct)
Then he called me on Monday to try, now on a week of classes, said some of the pit of it!
- After the subway commute is no public transportation, and come back to have more than one hour, or on the bus, a little miserable
- The boss character feel not OK, stingy, and that is not sympathetic to the employees
- Go on a front-end code left behind after a little complicated, but the boss blindly brag force, much the whole legacy lines of code problems, had intended to reconstruct the (reconstruction of a hair), and the document did not
- Overtime serious, as long as the boss of something, whether we live or die
- The boss only know bragging force, told me to move to live in the past, even a car allowance fees are reluctant to reimburse ...
Start a so-called feelings, the other by blowing and that's it
Currently in the company, so I do not have a sense of belonging, but also the surrounding .. something really nasty thief has no intention to stay in this company, intends to resign this month expires
in conclusion
Have found out two work, but the two work environments are no technical atmosphere, this will always be a long time to become a "waste"
I am more of a sense of belonging, if a company is good, I can always stay, even if the monthly salary of three thousand
Emotional connection
And finally to this topic, I always wanted to say this is a topic on Friday last week, I finally told the woman, "noisy" finished
I said and she put all the "interpretation" of the explanation, though very far-fetched, but at least I no longer worried about, although I always knew it was not the pool thing, How can mortal Haier get involved
I finally peace of mind, since for so long, I always read to her as a general, I do not want to "get" her.
Should be a sentence: lick dog licked the last nothing, ha ha
I quit
Forget together with her there lu, I quit, yes, I've quit two weeks, and now I feel refreshed and energetic
I'm not alone, I do not need this to fill my empty heart
About loneliness
Loneliness is a may have been saying the topic, one second before I could still say I'm not alone, the next second I might feel alone, and we are always mortal loneliness are common, we should try to learn to accept loneliness this fact
and understand it's there, even if I knew, I was sitting on the bus an hour, and I am so lonely, and I know that I am a person in the middle of the night to write code and so on ...
The attendant is two choices, you will give your life because many, but choose to escape and commit suicide? We can not, we have only to accept, even if you are in how the narrative with friends, in how Tucao this It is a fact we can not change, we only choose to accept.
We have nothing, we gladly accepted, we will eventually go alone. We have no alternative. We are us, only to accept, live a little longer, carpe diem, charity.
Best wishes: 2019-09-08