About the idea of a little mathematics

For mathematics, there is always a strange feeling.
Starting four years old when mother taught me to learn to add and subtract, and many others there is a passion for digital.
Unlike other digital things like, like the two numbers after a given algorithm will be able to come to an absolute result, this regularity is very fascinating.
At that time I was more sensitive to the number of fingers and often do not come to rely on mental arithmetic correct result, the mother's praise always gives me a sense of satisfaction.
I remember the teacher Song sophomore.
The true love of mathematics from a third-grade teacher Fang,
she belongs to a very gentle kind of person, at that time my love for mathematics is the strongest, and they will never have before.
I like to see pupils mathematics newspaper, look at the back of the comics and puzzle questions, go to the bookstore to buy their own Olympic title, school competitions and Hope Cup also could get a prize.
Obsessed with the story of mathematician.
Mathematics My biggest hobby is to find the law among the clutter of numbers,
of course, it is also very interesting problem-solving fun, at that time like mathematics is very pure, never thought about test scores thing.
Perhaps some of the third-year self-study Mathematical Olympiad, so there is a great help to enhance the learning stage I primary school.
A new fourth grade for a math teacher, people are more severe, I do not really like, math class is always deserted, she also often lesson.
But I have been very good in math, English language and even sucks sucks, it makes me close ranks tenth in each final exam.
I like math class raised his hand and find a simpler problem-solving ideas to get the teacher's praise can I get a great sense of accomplishment.
After junior high school, at first I occasionally test hundred points, always felt too simple math, science so do not mind.
I appear geometry math concepts more inside axioms, theorems, prove these concepts, and for the pure love calculations, logical reasoning I do not like very friendly.
After my interest in mathematics to gradually faded.
Until the exam, I was very much like the best high school in our city - II,
so start trying to learn,
by constantly doing problems, in the last math test 117 points, lost in a relevant probability sample survey on the multiple-choice questions .
I am very general throughout high school mathematics learning, just stay at the examination level, mathematics is no more active pursuit, which I regret very far place.
Occasional flashes of inspiration, the use of differential and integral concept of speed to get through a physics class time to prove it displacement cone volume formula.
Beginning university never thought better learn higher mathematics learning.
Anyway, I began to lose interest in math, it becomes very, very mediocre.
Perhaps the exam-oriented education is a factor, but I think for me the bigger problem is that personal factors or intellectual factors.
Not good at logical reasoning, mathematical language are not good, not good at building their own knowledge system, and does not reflect on lessons learned, the lack of abstract thinking, lack of independent thinking.
These let math become a somewhat strange discipline.
When the end of the semester freshman to turn professional but also out of the computer at the same time indulge in some exclusive mathematics pure mathematics, before switching to the CS.
Of course, before college my computer and programming concepts are limited to high school information technology courses. So start learning very painful.
Until the past two years, it has changed in the lack of understanding of mathematics and, at the same time aware of the math for yourself whether or importance of discipline, I began to attach importance to mathematics.
I hope it is not too late.