I have not seen scholar, only saw a poet. I unitary dad.
Unitary dad died when I was less than three years old, cause of death was alcohol poisoning, when I see him in the hospital, his body has been filled with tubes, urine can not take care of themselves, so his bed urinal always exudes from under the bed floated the urine smell. My dad is a unitary South rare tall, about 1 meter 84, every time I go into his hospital, arrived in the door, you can see the end of the bed out of a bed of yellow green with two spindly legs, that my dad is unitary.
I unitary dad is my most doting grandfather of a child, but I've never seen my dad and my grandfather said unitary even once words. My dad unitary throughout the year wearing a pair of gray pants and a white shirt. My dad was very thin unitary. Standing patio home when drinking like trees crooked neck tree. I do not unitary dad home and talking to people, I came home from school every day at noon, I unitary dad got up, I went to school, you can see him sitting on the patio, next to his drinking pomegranate tree. Only this time I can see him every day. In my memory, I have not drunk from the unitary dad, who did not see him and had a drink. I take old photos at home last year when went plastics, from the beginning of 70 years since the photo photo family portrait, I have no unitary dad, I've only seen a picture of him is when he used to work in Chengdu, according to the . In a square, the lens is looking up, in white shirt and gray pants skinny tall, some hair slightly long, the eyes do not know where to look in this picture, and later because it is the only photo I became unitary dad funerary, hanging in the hall.
I unitary dad just died, because too tall, morgue on board, was covered vegetarian stripe, or exposed Bigfoot Qinghuang. Before final nail, my aunt let me touch my unitary dad, saying that "You will never meet again," and that year I was eleven years old.
I'm not married unitary dad, he sat at home all day and drink patio, missing the evening, the family never say in adults, as if the house was not such a person. In my fourth-grade, one day at noon a woman away from the unitary dad out of room for him to be cooks, ever since I lived down, she said she called Lotus. I do not unitary dad Xiao Wo speak, usually just say "buy alcohol." And when speaking, I do not know where to eye sight. My dad unitary patio at home planted a pomegranate tree, looks good, I never saw my dad unitary irrigate and fertilize, only occasionally a few drops of white wine, but the tree looked nice. One day at noon, I am ready to go to school, and did not see him in the courtyard, but saw the pomegranate tree seems to end up with a few small blue fruit, and I reached to pick a "pop" unitary my dad hit my hand with chopsticks down "do not pick, but also unfamiliar" then, sit down and start drinking, this is what he said to me the first sentence, that year I was nine.
I unitary dad lying in a coffin, is particularly crowded, as if to lengthen the coffin should take a wider timber add length to go. I unitary dad lying there, in addition to more green than usual thin outside, only the new shaved head seems most strange, as if the death of the head shaved, could see little red hole in his head is bare cyan, I climbed in the coffin along the unitary dad watching me, his mouth still seemed to smile, than the painful way when the hospital a lot, and I think he's so good. I urge my aunt unitary touched my dad's face, I was so close to the first unitary see my dad's face. The original Grandpa likes unitary unitary dad because his dad looks almost the same. Only thinner, lighter. I touched my head unitary dad, I think he did not like his bald head, he does not like, he can not say no tree leaves, people should also have hair, this is my dad died the only thing unitary I was unhappy.
After my dad beat me unitary with chopsticks, he began to let me help him pomegranate tree watering, but to be in his absence, then I think this is a good thing, because in his family only talk to me. After the fruit is ripe pomegranate tree, my dad gave me a unitary, I am glad that there is no willing to eat quietly on the room, then it good unitary dad asked me, I said good, then ask unitary dad did not eat ? He said, no, do not eat. Later that pomegranate ripe fruit on one another listless, and then fall to the ground, he did not pick up, nor unhappy.
I unitary dad died that day, only two people crying, my aunt and Lotus.
I unitary dad in the hospital later, I went to see twice, my mom would not let me go.
My dad died after a unitary, Lotus family to be good, I think they have been late, it should be unitary dad when he was alive to be better. My mother said I do not know. After my dad died unitary three years, Xiao and still live with the family, I asked why the Lotus unitary dad together with me, she said you do not understand, I asked her why do not you find someone else, she He told me do not want. Lotus unitary dad took me to a room, no one previously been to the family after the father died unitary also did not change his house. At first, I was disappointed, I unitary dad's house empty enough to, only a bed, a thin quilt, a large closet. Closet two white shirts, two gray trousers, a jacket and two books, a pair of slippers under the bed a pair of shoes, then nothing, I look at two books, a <Selected Works of Mao Zedong> a < Tao Yuanming poetry>. At that time, I was angry, I was angry unitary dad died, I felt cheated, cheated. I suddenly felt sorry for him.
2001 I away at college, I rarely think of unitary dad. 2002 New Year back home Shangfen, spent a long time in the field of Lotus also came back, we went to the grave, I was giving my grandfather bowed heard a hundred meters from the unitary dad grave there is wailing Lotus I cried, cried even more sad than when the unitary dad died. I would like to go over to comfort, my mom was stopped. That time Shangfen a particularly long time, Xiao a person over there crying for a long time, and later became a thin crying, there are intermittent sound, but I did not hear a word, probably the day the mountain wind rush.
Unitary dad died when I was less than three years old, cause of death was alcohol poisoning, when I see him in the hospital, his body has been filled with tubes, urine can not take care of themselves, so his bed urinal always exudes from under the bed floated the urine smell. My dad is a unitary South rare tall, about 1 meter 84, every time I go into his hospital, arrived in the door, you can see the end of the bed out of a bed of yellow green with two spindly legs, that my dad is unitary.
I unitary dad is my most doting grandfather of a child, but I've never seen my dad and my grandfather said unitary even once words. My dad unitary throughout the year wearing a pair of gray pants and a white shirt. My dad was very thin unitary. Standing patio home when drinking like trees crooked neck tree. I do not unitary dad home and talking to people, I came home from school every day at noon, I unitary dad got up, I went to school, you can see him sitting on the patio, next to his drinking pomegranate tree. Only this time I can see him every day. In my memory, I have not drunk from the unitary dad, who did not see him and had a drink. I take old photos at home last year when went plastics, from the beginning of 70 years since the photo photo family portrait, I have no unitary dad, I've only seen a picture of him is when he used to work in Chengdu, according to the . In a square, the lens is looking up, in white shirt and gray pants skinny tall, some hair slightly long, the eyes do not know where to look in this picture, and later because it is the only photo I became unitary dad funerary, hanging in the hall.
I unitary dad just died, because too tall, morgue on board, was covered vegetarian stripe, or exposed Bigfoot Qinghuang. Before final nail, my aunt let me touch my unitary dad, saying that "You will never meet again," and that year I was eleven years old.
I'm not married unitary dad, he sat at home all day and drink patio, missing the evening, the family never say in adults, as if the house was not such a person. In my fourth-grade, one day at noon a woman away from the unitary dad out of room for him to be cooks, ever since I lived down, she said she called Lotus. I do not unitary dad Xiao Wo speak, usually just say "buy alcohol." And when speaking, I do not know where to eye sight. My dad unitary patio at home planted a pomegranate tree, looks good, I never saw my dad unitary irrigate and fertilize, only occasionally a few drops of white wine, but the tree looked nice. One day at noon, I am ready to go to school, and did not see him in the courtyard, but saw the pomegranate tree seems to end up with a few small blue fruit, and I reached to pick a "pop" unitary my dad hit my hand with chopsticks down "do not pick, but also unfamiliar" then, sit down and start drinking, this is what he said to me the first sentence, that year I was nine.
I unitary dad lying in a coffin, is particularly crowded, as if to lengthen the coffin should take a wider timber add length to go. I unitary dad lying there, in addition to more green than usual thin outside, only the new shaved head seems most strange, as if the death of the head shaved, could see little red hole in his head is bare cyan, I climbed in the coffin along the unitary dad watching me, his mouth still seemed to smile, than the painful way when the hospital a lot, and I think he's so good. I urge my aunt unitary touched my dad's face, I was so close to the first unitary see my dad's face. The original Grandpa likes unitary unitary dad because his dad looks almost the same. Only thinner, lighter. I touched my head unitary dad, I think he did not like his bald head, he does not like, he can not say no tree leaves, people should also have hair, this is my dad died the only thing unitary I was unhappy.
After my dad beat me unitary with chopsticks, he began to let me help him pomegranate tree watering, but to be in his absence, then I think this is a good thing, because in his family only talk to me. After the fruit is ripe pomegranate tree, my dad gave me a unitary, I am glad that there is no willing to eat quietly on the room, then it good unitary dad asked me, I said good, then ask unitary dad did not eat ? He said, no, do not eat. Later that pomegranate ripe fruit on one another listless, and then fall to the ground, he did not pick up, nor unhappy.
I unitary dad died that day, only two people crying, my aunt and Lotus.
I unitary dad in the hospital later, I went to see twice, my mom would not let me go.
My dad died after a unitary, Lotus family to be good, I think they have been late, it should be unitary dad when he was alive to be better. My mother said I do not know. After my dad died unitary three years, Xiao and still live with the family, I asked why the Lotus unitary dad together with me, she said you do not understand, I asked her why do not you find someone else, she He told me do not want. Lotus unitary dad took me to a room, no one previously been to the family after the father died unitary also did not change his house. At first, I was disappointed, I unitary dad's house empty enough to, only a bed, a thin quilt, a large closet. Closet two white shirts, two gray trousers, a jacket and two books, a pair of slippers under the bed a pair of shoes, then nothing, I look at two books, a <Selected Works of Mao Zedong> a < Tao Yuanming poetry>. At that time, I was angry, I was angry unitary dad died, I felt cheated, cheated. I suddenly felt sorry for him.
2001 I away at college, I rarely think of unitary dad. 2002 New Year back home Shangfen, spent a long time in the field of Lotus also came back, we went to the grave, I was giving my grandfather bowed heard a hundred meters from the unitary dad grave there is wailing Lotus I cried, cried even more sad than when the unitary dad died. I would like to go over to comfort, my mom was stopped. That time Shangfen a particularly long time, Xiao a person over there crying for a long time, and later became a thin crying, there are intermittent sound, but I did not hear a word, probably the day the mountain wind rush.
Then I remembered I unitary dad frequency increasing, more and more I envy him.
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