Coordinates: 985,211 non-normal undergraduate, Tianjin
Gender: Female, but also for man
Technology: web front-end
Acknowledgments: My dad, my mom, my sister, Wang Yaping Male
In the cattle off the brush about a month, today to talk about their feelings of this month. Probably met in October with bovine passenger, one feel Brief Encounter, and second as a junior partner in the tens of thousands of cattle off of one is extremely honored, all the cattle off here. Thank provided us with such a a platform.
If that, I was a girl, is a very independent girl, never thought to rely on others. Some might say the girls, almost like, so why efforts are ultimately going home cook with children. But I want to say, I also have a dream, in this way, I was excited, could not see the light at the time of the run, there will be cynical, but please do not stop your footsteps.
Back from October holiday, me and my roommate began a frenzied study, finding a job (she is java development). In fact, was already at the end of the school recruit, we did a 15-day countdown to the wall, at the very beginning, full of confidence, to go out during the day and listen to lectures will be written, additional knowledge come back at night, before going to sleep the day's gains written on the countdown. 14:00 sleep every day, from 6:00 in the morning, is crazy, it is hot-blooded. But as a general education, skills ordinary of us, basically written again and again frustrated, even the interview will not touch on. In the fifth day, when we were almost finished the written mutual silence back to the dormitory, who do not speak each other are thinking about whether we really start wrong, whether we are the right way, really like they say as it should be fully ready to go red. Each linger in the hearts of countless thoughts, looked up at the countdown, the last few days of the day fresh in the minds of a small group that is still not extinguished the flames, they also last 10 days, in any case, should not give up, Whatever the outcome, in the last few days, I tried not to regret. We encourage each other, and instantly feel the body's cells in a blaze. Here, I am particularly grateful to my roommate, without her, I do not think I perseverance so long, encouraged me at a bad time, in the confusion when the heart is pointed out to me.
As the two obsessed girl to go to Beijing to work, when to go to Beijing looking for work are living in Beijing to see the Great God who also resolutely decided to try again. Two people dragging a box of books, 50 copies of your resume with no one went, the first coordinate, a flight Shuangxuan. On the day, a lot of people to vote resume, waiting in line at the back, the front is basically a master's flight, ah, ah, and so the doctor an email, based on what did not understand, before you cast your resume to see others are asked to go I asked the company's situation, just the two of us, like a fool, went in front of people, "I want to cast this position," now that I think is really ridiculous. Soon voted several then they are gone, you first degree is not good people, the second technique you people did not stick, you talk to people than what means. Afternoon went to participate in a teach-ins, then I felt the atmosphere is, following all sat there do not miss a minute of the title (in addition to fool us). Preach out walking in the campus, the campus is full of autumn leaves, autumn chill, it is too bleak, and finally feel their sorrow. Do not take their qualifications excuses, the great God who are in day and night efforts, as weak people skills, what reason do not work hard. The same day decided to come back to stay in school for a week, give yourself a settling time. Dragging a big box, but also carrying a computer comeback in Tianjin, buy a lot of books. In the next week, almost a book a day but also a lot of self-confidence, enrich a lot, full of blood resurrection we are ready to return to the battlefield, give yourself an answer.
In this one, there are a lot of questions in the eyes by many cynical, subject to various pressures from friendship, affection. But our hearts are right, more and more solid pace, then the idea is that what do not control, do not let all the outside to disrupt themselves. There are a lot of people around me, I am not anxious, still step by step class every day, learning, waiting for the last moment. I also try to convince, probably everyone thought differently, you can not to impose their own ideas on others.
In the last few days, she began a frantic trip to Beijing interview. Many people are aware, Tianjin to Beijing high-speed rail 33 minutes 54.5 dollars, but the party as a student, decided to choose the one and a half hours of ordinary train, after all, only 21 dollars. Basically get up at 6 am to the train station, to drift a whole day, morning to eat breakfast less than noon time to eat, buy a loaf of bread improvise, 20:00 to get to school in Beijing, cafeteria food and basically sold out, make do make do on this day is over. But we did not say bitter cry, do not cry too loudly tired. In this week, obviously felt their progress, for the interview is very confident, in this regard, I have been very satisfied. Now my roommate took a few offer, although not a big company, but for now have been very satisfied, future long way to go.
After got the offer, it was assessed that, because you're a girl. Only six words, I think it is an insult to since I have been working. I did not think of myself as girls like to fight, men are created equal, do not start to reduce gave his own position. In life, the girls must have girls elegant, you can shy, you can Meng Meng Da, keep an elegant gesture. But if you have a dream, do not want to follow the crowd, you Shu Qi ponytail, like men like to fight. Do not put your dreams devoid of mediocrity world. I was kind of harder the more happy kind of person, if step by step every day, I could feel loved, but absolutely not the kind of passion for life, in the future do not have to, probably is the kind of cook and clean for families with children housewife. Neighbors busy day seven miscellaneous eight, said Zhang parents, Lee Short said, in fact, this is also an extraordinary pursuit of life, but this is not the life I wanted.
Too many thoughts expressed finish, too many feelings can not be put into words, others see only one result can not see behind this sad, but you do not need to go to the people trying to say how much effort you have, the results are is to prove to yourself to see, I worked hard and do not let yourself regret like.
Last point is the title of that sentence, girl, if you have a dream, please like the same guy to fight!