It's the last month of my junior year, and I'm really confused and confused. I used to have a lot of ideas. Become a tech giant and earn a high salary, or start a business and become a boss to make a lot of money, or go home and be with my family and be a little kid. Engineering, as a small contractor to earn a little money and live in peace. But at this time, when I wrote my resume, I realized that I had nothing to write at all. I was familiar with various programming languages, and I learned everything else casually. I learned web, embedded, ios, and in the end, nothing. Learn well. The algorithm that I am proud of is just self-deception, I started to panic, but then I thought, this is the real life, without the protection of my parents, everything depends on myself, even if I have no ability now, from now on, everything is not. Night. I don't want to go to training, that's a bit of dignity I leave for myself. It's not that I despise training, it's just that I don't believe that after a few years of college, I can't get a job on my own, I want to learn by myself , and then find an internship. No matter how tired or hard I go to work, I will never give up. I have persevered in such a desperate month before. After so much, I will never admit defeat. I don't want to be a burden to my parents, I don't want to be unable to look up in front of my classmates after many years, I don't want to meet the person I love but can't give her happiness, I don't want to be so mediocre.
I wrote to myself that the judges laughed.