When I turned on the computer, I had a lot of thoughts. In 2017, I pondered "what did I leave behind on the road I passed?" in my spare time. In fact, when time slipped through my fingers, I suddenly looked back and everything was blank. Time kills everything, and words can record everything. It's a good way to beat time with words. So I chose to beat and beat here. Perhaps the meaning of the text is this.
2017 was an ordinary year with twists and turns. Ordinary lies in the replacement of spring and autumn, rising and sunset, and life is cyclical. However, the ordinary every year is so extraordinary and so attitude. The twists and turns lie in the choice, the wandering around the north and the south, the inner and outer dream bubbles in the mood, and what you have seen and heard along the way.
A lot has happened in 2017.
On March 12, 2017, the second young master of our family came to this world.
I left in May 2017, and then there is the story of Urumqi.
Things in Urumqi have the initial frame, and only need to be slowly corrected and plump. In the first half of the year, the team was formed. The process of recruiting people was very tortuous. In the second half of the year, I will bring people through the project for technical run-in. The team is the foundation, and building a good team is my original intention, but the results are currently unsatisfactory.
Since October 22, 2017, I have experienced 15 days of fasting and fasting, 15 days of feeding through a nasogastric tube, 30 days of light porridge, and lost 10 kg of weight. The rest is to strengthen self-discipline, avoid spicy stimulation, prohibit everything related to alcohol, avoid fat, in short, eat on time, work and rest on time. This will be a long-term goal and attitude towards life.
In 2017, I was 28 years old. Although I can't say that I'm old, I can't say that I'm young either. Yes, the last wave of post-90s generation was 18 years old. Although the post-90s generation has entered middle age, it has not been a matter of two years. Today, I see a lot of people in the circle of friends. When I was 18 years old, I saw more of the creamy, slender body and thin body of the year, but now it has become a short-haired, lean and greasy self.
People grow up and change.
In the past, we talked about dreams, future, and love. Now, we talk about health care, milk powder, housing prices, and of course dreams. My understanding is that "people without dreams are like walking dead."
I heard the news of the death of my aunt while I was busy. Due to my current health, my mother was not allowed to attend the funeral. It was a bolt from the blue for my mother. Two of the sisters left one after another. I was scared this year. Because the older you are, the more relatives you leave, and life is impermanent.
This year, life has taught me that the intention to harm others must not exist, but the intention to guard against others must not be absent. This year, life has taught me that whether people are close or not depends on whether they are close to each other, in addition to blood relationship. The three views are the same.”
This year, I have matured, and I can turn a blind eye to many things that I am not used to. This year, life has told me that not everyone is willing to accompany you to experience everything. I don't like to complain very much, I like to meditate alone.
For me, though, the biggest thing that happened in 2017 was what I thought and experienced during my 20 days in the hospital. The people who owe the most in 2017 are their family members, who are less accompanied by them. The family is distributed in three places. One of the things that impressed me more was that when I was discharged from the hospital and recovering at home, I was sitting on the sofa calling my brother alone. For some reason, my eyes were so full of tears that I couldn't speak. I haven't gone back to see them for too much time, let alone accompany them. I want to be ashamed and try to go back and spend the New Year with them this year.
I looked at the schedule for 2017, and I did not read a few books, so it was considered a failure. I gave myself a score of 59, and I hope to achieve a score of 70 in 2018. There are more attempts and breakthroughs. Sometimes I think, why are people busy in their lives? I haven't figured out this issue so far, and I will be busy all my life because I am afraid of being idle and afraid of having nothing to do.
Here's what I want to say about 2018:
In 2018, I hope my family is well!
The greatest beauty in life is that your parents raise you young, you raise your parents to be old, your children grow up, and your parents are not yet old, we have the ability to repay, you are still healthy, forgive me for not making you proud, you still treat me like a treasure. The greatest luck in life is to meet someone who is willing to fight with you and accompany you to grow old. Thank you for accompanying me all the way, never leaving, and for giving me a warm home, no matter where I am. There is a concern and concern in the heart!
In 2018, I hope my friends are all well!
Friendship is the most beautiful and pure feeling in the world besides family. Along the way, I would like to thank those who gave me a helping hand and selfless dedication when I was in difficulties, because your help made me feel confident to survive the most difficult period. Time, I also thank those who dared to point out my shortcomings when I was proud of myself. Because of your good advice, I can recognize myself, fail, not be discouraged; succeed, not proud. I hope that in the future, I can continue to walk with you. When times are difficult, we will face it together. When we succeed, we will never be absent.
In 2018, I hope that the work will be good!
The best state of youth is to work hard. Only through hard work and hard work will you have no regrets. How can you see the rainbow without experiencing wind and rain? In the new year, ready to go, not forgetting the original intention, forging ahead, still holding the blade with a heart like nectar, overcoming thorns and thorns like a teenager.
In 2018, I hope that I will be good!
In 2018, I can welcome the bright sunshine every day, with surprises, gratitude, and harvests, eat on time, work and rest on time, and restore my body to health. Put an end to ineffective social interaction, maintain a normal heart, maintain a good appreciation for beautiful people and things, and never miss all the good things in life. Live ordinary life to the fullest, slow down, and accompany your family. Overcome my social phobia, perhaps because of technical reasons in the past few years, I suddenly found that I don't like talking to strangers, and when there are many people, it is not satisfactory. In the end, there is the saying "the ugly people read more".
It is only now that I know all my efforts, but I have completed my ordinary life. Ordinary life is so difficult, so you should work hard to live it, then it is the whole of life.
2018, here I come.